Tag: Acceptance

The Impotent Monk

What Remains After the Fire

Most men may never understand what it feels like when the body pauses in response, even as doctors insist there is nothing wrong; no hormonal imbalance, no medical explanation, nothing. For nearly six years, I have lived with the stillness of fire that began not after an illness or injury, but after the most profound spiritual awakening of my life.

The event unfolded as a complete rupture of ordinary consciousness. A massive surge of energy, like a serpent coiling and rising along my spine, tore through every chakra until my crown split open. What followed was a cascade of light, as if every particle of my being erupted into ecstatic union, each atom proclaiming with clarity and force: I AM GOD. My body convulsed as though gripped by a seizure, yet my inner experience was one of perfect union with the entire cosmos. Every movement of mine was the movement of the universe, and every movement of the universe was my own.

That experience was ignited months after receiving darshan from Paramahamsa Vishwananda in 2019. Life has not returned to what it once was. The challenges below the waist have resisted every attempt at permanent resolution. Sessions with a chi master provided brief relief, but soon after, the absent spark would return. And yet, despite this, my relationship to the situation is not one of despair. Desire for vitality remains, but acceptance has settled in deeper than disappointment.

For men whose identity is tightly woven to the fire of physical intimacy, such a loss could feel devastating. For me, the years of spiritual preparation softened the impact. I knew that awakening could arrive with consequences. It was not only bliss that I had trained for, but the burning away of old attachments.

Ironically, from a fading of the physical echo came an experience of Tantra more profound than any physical act could offer. Without the presence of another, I encountered the total union of my inner masculine and feminine, the Anima and Animus dissolving into wholeness. The union was so complete that it redefined intimacy itself, showing me that sexuality is not bound to flesh but can open into direct communion with the soul.

Not long after that experience, I faced the deaths of colleagues and a high school friend. The timing was a reminder that awakening is never an escape from life’s fragility. Transformation and loss often arrive hand in hand.

The path that led to that awakening back in 2019 was punishing at times; physically, emotionally, mentally. Yet when I ask myself if I would choose differently, the answer remains no. I would walk this road again, and again, even when the body does not follow the heart, which many would find unbearable. Because what was given cannot be outweighed by what was taken.

Awakening strips away what is temporary to reveal what cannot be lost. Even if the body falters, the truth that was seen remains untouched.

Morgan O. Smith

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Staring Perfection in the Face

Life unfolds with such precision that the mind struggles to grasp its vast orchestration. The perception of failure, regret, shame, and suffering dominates awareness, casting shadows over what is, at its core, an immaculate expression of existence. Each moment – whether embraced or resisted – carries the exact ingredients necessary for the unfolding of consciousness. Yet, the conditioned mind fixates on everything that appears to be going wrong, blind to the underlying intelligence at work.

Loss and gain, tragedy and triumph, despair and joy – these polarities form the rhythm of existence, much like the inhalation and exhalation of breath. Attempts to hold onto one and avoid the other only create suffering, for both are essential aspects of the whole. A divorce may seem like a failure, yet it may also be the precise catalyst needed for deeper self-realization. A lost job may ignite a path toward something more aligned. Even grief and devastation, as unbearable as they may seem, carve spaces within the soul for transformation.

The intellect rebels against such a notion. It demands explanations, seeking justice, fairness, and control. Yet life refuses to conform to human expectations. The waves crash as they will. The seasons turn without hesitation. The sun does not rise differently because of personal preferences. Everything operates with flawless precision, beyond human notions of right and wrong.

This does not mean passivity or indifference. Awakening to the perfection of life does not negate the impulse to act, heal, or create change. It deepens it. From a place of acceptance, actions arise not from resistance, but from clarity. Rather than fighting the current, there is an alignment with the flow, a movement that is both effortless and profound.

The paradox remain – that perfection is not what the mind expects. It does not mean everything feels pleasant or that suffering ceases to exist. It means that even suffering has its place. It means that whatever arises is not separate from the vast intelligence that moves all things. To see this is not to escape reality, but to meet it fully, beyond judgment, beyond resistance, beyond the illusion of disorder.

Perfection is staring back in every moment, waiting to be recognized.

Morgan O. Smith

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Finding True Happiness

Embracing the Wholeness of Emotions

Happiness, as it is often pursued, can feel like a fleeting dream—a constant chase for experiences that promise joy while running away from anything that feels uncomfortable. Yet, this pursuit can leave us fragmented, perpetually seeking and never arriving. The paradox of true happiness lies in the radical act of embracing all feelings, not just the pleasant ones.

Contentment is not the absence of discomfort; it is the presence of wholeness. Life offers a vast spectrum of emotions, each carrying its wisdom and significance. Joy and sorrow, hope and despair, love and fear—none exist in isolation. To deny one is to diminish the richness of the other. True happiness begins not when we suppress pain but fully meet it without resistance.

Imagine standing during a thunderstorm. Most would run for shelter, seeking safety from the discomfort of the rain. But what if, instead, you stood still, feeling the rain on your skin, hearing the rhythm of its fall, and witnessing its cleansing power? Embracing emotions is like this: a willingness to be with what is, not wishing it away but seeing its beauty and necessity.

When joy arises, celebrate it without clinging. When sadness visits, honour its presence without judgment. Anger, fear, excitement, and serenity all have their place in the dance of existence. Each emotion becomes a teacher, guiding us to deeper self-awareness and authenticity.

The secret is to observe emotions without becoming consumed by them. Like waves in the ocean, they rise and fall, but the essence of who we are—vast, still, and unshaken—remains constant. This shift in perspective transforms the way we experience life. Happiness is no longer a fleeting feeling tied to circumstances but an enduring sense of contentment rooted in presence.

When we no longer resist the full range of our humanity, happiness is no longer conditional. It becomes a state of being that arises from accepting life as it is—unfiltered, raw, and real. In this acceptance, a profound peace unfolds, transcending temporary highs and lows.

The journey to true happiness begins by welcoming all parts of ourselves. In every moment, every feeling, and every breath, there is an invitation to return to wholeness.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Unseen Path to Happiness

Happiness often appears as a destination—something to be attained by seeking pleasurable experiences, avoiding pain, and curating external conditions. Yet, this pursuit can feel elusive, as if true happiness constantly moves just beyond reach. Perhaps this is because happiness isn’t found in the suppression or control of emotions, but in embracing them all as integral aspects of our human experience.

Emotions are often categorized as “positive” or “negative,” with joy, love, and excitement praised, while sadness, anger, and fear are seen as obstacles to overcome. However, this dualistic view creates resistance. Denying so-called negative emotions only magnifies their intensity, embedding them deeper within the psyche. True contentment arises not from avoiding discomfort but by fully experiencing and accepting it without judgment.

Imagine sitting with sorrow as you might with an old friend—acknowledging its presence, listening to its message, and recognizing its role in your life. Sadness, when embraced, transforms from an adversary into a teacher. It illuminates where attachments or unmet desires linger and invites you to release the illusion of control. Similarly, anger, when approached without suppression or overindulgence, becomes a fierce energy capable of clarifying boundaries and catalyzing change.

Contentment is not denying the human condition but a deep surrender to its unfolding. This surrender doesn’t mean passivity; it is an active engagement with the present moment. By welcoming all emotions, the inner landscape transforms. Happiness is no longer confined to fleeting highs but instead becomes an abiding state of being—anchored in equanimity, rooted in authenticity.

In this light, happiness is not the absence of pain but the profound realization that all emotions—joy and sorrow, peace and unrest—are sacred facets of existence. Each one offers an opportunity for growth, insight, and connection. To find contentment within them is to see life as whole, unbroken, and imperfect.

By sitting with your emotions and embracing their entirety, you awaken to the simple truth: happiness is not found in resisting life but in meeting it fully.

Morgan O. Smith

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Nature’s Unyielding Dance

Embracing Evolution Beyond Acceptance

In the grand expanse of existence, nature is a paradoxical entity, embodying acceptance while relentlessly pursuing change. This duality offers a profound reflection on the nature of being and becoming, serving as a mirror to our spiritual journeys. Nature, in its essence, accepts its form and function with a serene equanimity that belies the tumultuous undercurrent of evolution. It is in this serene acceptance that the seed of transformation is sown, propelling existence toward an ever-unfolding destiny.

Nature’s acceptance is not of passivity but of an understanding that the present moment is perfect in its imperfection. It acknowledges that at this very instant, it is the culmination of countless cycles of change, yet it is but a waypoint on an infinite journey of becoming. This realization is key to unlocking the mysteries of our spiritual paths, where acceptance and change coexist in a delicate balance.

The process of evolution, both in the external world and within the realms of our inner landscapes, is nature’s testament to the perpetual quest for growth and transcendence. Just as the earth’s flora and fauna adapt to the ever-changing environment, so too must we embrace the evolution of our spiritual understanding and enlightenment. Each moment is an opportunity to transcend the limitations of our previous selves, spurred by the acceptance of our current state of being.


In this dance of existence, where acceptance and evolution move in harmony, lies the essence of true enlightenment. It is a journey that acknowledges the beauty of the now while striving for the potential of tomorrow. Much like nature’s ceaseless evolution, our spiritual paths are marked by an unending quest for deeper understanding, connection, and oneness with the universe.

This reflection on nature’s duality serves as a reminder that in our search for spiritual awakening, we must hold space for both acceptance and the desire for transformation. It is in the embrace of this paradox that we find the freedom to evolve, not despite nature’s acceptance, but because of it.


Through contemplating the unyielding dance of nature, we are invited to explore the depths of our being, challenging ourselves to grow and evolve while remaining grounded in the acceptance of our present reality. Let us, therefore, take inspiration from the world around us, recognizing that our journey towards enlightenment is a dynamic interplay between being and becoming, where the acceptance of what is served as the foundation for what we are yet to become.

Morgan O. Smith

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Embracing Fear in the Journey to God-Realization

Finding Harmony in Human and Divine Experiences

Fear, often perceived as a negative emotion, does not simply vanish upon reaching a state of God-realization or profound spiritual awakening. This insight sheds light on a profound truth about our human experience: we are here to embrace the full spectrum of life, including emotions and experiences that seem to contradict our divine nature.

The essence of being human lies in experiencing contrast. We understand light because of darkness, joy due to sorrow, and similarly, the divine by experiencing the non-divine. In this journey of life, fear is just as essential as love or joy. It’s not an obstacle to spiritual growth but a facet of it.


When fear arises, the approach shouldn’t be to suppress or eliminate it but to observe it with neutrality. Watching fear without judgment or bias is a practice of mindfulness. It allows us to understand fear, not as an enemy, but as a part of our human experience. This observation leads to acceptance – accepting fear as it is, not as we wish it to be.

The ultimate goal of spiritual or God-realized living is not about eradicating emotions like fear. It’s about embracing and accepting them. It’s about realizing that our spiritual nature coexists with our human emotions. Acceptance doesn’t mean passive resignation; it means understanding the nature of reality and our reactions to it. It’s about finding peace amid all experiences – both divine and human.


As we embark on this journey, let’s remind ourselves: whatever happens, let it be okay. This acceptance is not a defeat but a victory of understanding over resistance, of peace over turmoil. Embrace your humanity, embrace your divinity, and in the dance of these opposites, find the harmony of existence.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Paradox of Unconditional Love

From Relative to Ultimate Self

In the pursuit of understanding love, especially unconditional love, we encounter a profound dichotomy between our relative self and our ultimate self. This journey from dualistic thinking to a non-dualistic state of being offered a rich terrain for philosophical exploration.

#### Relative Self: The Duality of Love and Judgment

The relative self operates in a world of dualities. Here, we are taught to “love the sinner, hate the sin,” a phrase that encapsulates our struggle to navigate the complexities of love intertwined with judgment. This perspective, while grounded in good intentions, often leads us into a labyrinth of conditional affection, where love is metered out based on perceived right or wrong.

However, this is not the endpoint of our journey with love. As relative beings, we are called to observe our actions, thoughts, and emotions without judgment or bias. This doesn’t imply a passive existence but rather an active engagement in self-awareness. It’s about understanding our reactions and biases at every stage of our development.



#### Ultimate Self: Realizing Love as the Essence of Being

Transitioning to the concept of the ultimate self, we enter a realm where the individual self dissolves into a universal consciousness. In this state, “everything is the self, and of the self,” leading to the realization that all there is, is Love – with a capital L. This Love transcends the dualities of the relative self. It is not just an emotion or a state of being but the very essence of existence.

Unconditional love, in this ultimate sense, is not something one can force. It’s a realization that emerges as the soul matures and lets go of attachments and prejudices. It’s recognizing the self in all things and all things in the self.

#### The Path to Unconditional Love

The journey to unconditional love is neither linear nor predictable. It involves years of introspection, meditation, and conscious efforts to detach from the biases and attachments of the relative self. This path requires patience, as unconditional love doesn’t happen overnight.

In this process, action and acceptance go hand in hand. While it’s important to act and change situations for the better, it’s equally vital to accept what cannot be changed. This acceptance is a form of unconditional love, acknowledging that not everything is within our control or needs to be controlled.



#### Conclusion

Unconditional love is more than an ideal; it’s a transformative journey that bridges the gap between the relative and the ultimate self. It’s about realizing that at the core of our being, beyond the layers of judgment and bias, lies an all-encompassing love. This realization dawns not through force but through a gradual awakening of the soul, ready to embrace the self in all its forms.

 Morgan O.  Smith

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The Perfect Symphony of the Universe

There’s a profound beauty in pondering the vastness of the universe and all that it encompasses. The stars, the galaxies, the black holes, the planets, and everything in between – all orchestrated in an unfathomable cosmic dance. Closer to home, even the simple rustling of leaves or the intricate patterns of relationships and human behaviours are a part of this grand tapestry. But what if every single occurrence, no matter how significant or inconsequential it seems, is exactly as it should be?

Imagine a world where every event, every interaction, every impulse, and every action has its place and purpose. No occurrence is out of place; everything fits. There is a certain harmony, an intrinsic order in this idea. Even the most chaotic and seemingly random events play their part in this universal symphony.

It’s easy to look at experiences that cause us pain or challenge our perceptions and label them as ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’. However, by doing so, are we not resisting the natural flow of the universe? If we embrace the belief that everything is as it should be, we free ourselves from the constraints of judgment, regret, and resistance. Instead, we can find peace in acceptance, growth in challenges, and a deeper understanding of the intricate balance of life.

This perspective also brings forth a realization about our role in this vast cosmos. We are not mere spectators; we too are playing our part perfectly. Whether we’re undergoing personal growth, facing challenges, or simply experiencing the highs and lows of life, each of our actions and decisions is a note in the universal song.

It’s not about labelling events as ‘good’ or ‘bad’ but rather seeing the bigger picture. Understanding that pain might lead to growth, challenges can result in strength, and every experience is a lesson in disguise. It’s about trusting that the universe, with its boundless wisdom, is unfolding exactly as it should, with every piece, no matter how big or small, contributing to its magnificent design.

In closing, consider this: If everything in the universe is as it should be, then every moment is an opportunity. An opportunity to learn, to grow, to love, and to embrace the perfect imperfections of this cosmic journey.

Morgan O.  Smith

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A Symphony of Gratitude

Embracing Acceptance and Celebrating the Interconnected Tapestry of Existence

In the intricate dance of life, where every step, every encounter, and every moment is a note in the symphony of our existence, there lies a profound space for acceptance and gratitude. As our dialogue on Guru Viking with Steve James drew towards its close, I found myself enveloped in a deep sense of gratitude, acknowledging the interconnectedness of everyone and everything, and embracing whatever unfolds on this beautiful journey.

Gratitude, in its deepest essence, is not merely an expression but a state of being, where every moment, every experience, and every interaction is received with an open heart and a recognition of its place in the tapestry of our journey. It is a space where the self merges with the flow of life, acknowledging and embracing each note in the symphony of our existence with love and acceptance.

In my journey, I have found that gratitude is not conditional nor bound by the dichotomies of positive and negative, joy and sorrow, or gain and loss. It is an unbounded space that embraces every moment, every experience, and every being as a unique expression of the boundless cosmos.

This deep sense of gratitude extends towards acceptance, where whatever happens is not judged or resisted but is received with an understanding of its interconnectedness with the whole. It is a recognition that every event, every being, and every moment is intrinsically connected, each playing a unique role in the unfolding of the boundless symphony of existence.

As I expressed my gratitude, it was not merely for the joys and the highs but also the challenges and the lows, recognizing that they are all integral notes in the melody of life. It was a gratitude for the interconnectedness of everyone and everything, a recognition of the boundless web that weaves through all of existence, connecting us in a dance of cosmic unity.

Morgan O.  Smith

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The Unfolding Symphony

Embracing Life through an Open Heart

Introduction: In the grand theatre of existence, our hearts play a central role in the symphony of human experience. To navigate the depths of life’s mysteries, we must learn the art of keeping our hearts open. A profound approach to achieving this lies in the act of wholeheartedly accepting and embracing everything we encounter – the sights, sounds, scents, flavours, and textures – as intrinsic aspects of ourselves. This philosophical journey explores the transformative power of openness, inviting us to delve into the essence of existence and cultivate a profound connection with the world around us.

  1. Embracing the Multitude of Perspectives: To keep the heart open, we must acknowledge the multitude of perspectives that shape our reality. Each experience we encounter is coloured by our unique perceptions, and no two individuals experience the world in exactly the same way. By embracing the diversity of viewpoints, we unlock the potential for genuine empathy and understanding, fostering an inclusive and compassionate society.
  2. Surrendering to the Flow of Life: Life’s tapestry weaves an intricate pattern of joy and sorrow, triumph and defeat. Embracing an open heart requires us to surrender to the natural ebb and flow of existence without resistance. When we stop trying to control or manipulate life’s course, we find solace in the understanding that every experience is a teacher, guiding us towards growth and self-discovery.
  3. Liberating the Self from Ego: The ego often entangles our hearts in a web of desires, fears, and judgments. To truly embrace life as an extension of ourselves, we must transcend the ego’s limitations and recognize the interconnection between all living beings. Letting go of the attachment to the “self” allows us to dissolve the illusion of separateness and discover a profound sense of unity with the universe.
  4. Cultivating Radical Acceptance: Radical acceptance is the key to unlocking the transformative power of an open heart. By embracing everything we encounter – the pleasant and the challenging, the familiar and the unfamiliar – as essential aspects of our journey, we learn to dance gracefully with life’s ever-changing rhythms. Embracing all facets of existence deepens our capacity for resilience and enriches our human experience.
  5. Living with Gratitude: Gratitude is a sacred gateway that opens our hearts to the splendour of life. Embracing a sense of profound gratitude for each moment, we begin to see life’s wonders with fresh eyes and a receptive heart. Gratitude is the beacon that leads us to treasure even the seemingly mundane, unveiling the beauty hidden within the folds of everyday life.

Conclusion: Keeping the heart open is an ethereal quest that unravels the essence of our existence. By accepting and embracing every encounter, we transcend the boundaries of self and connect with the universal tapestry of life. Embracing diverse perspectives, surrendering to life’s flow, and liberating ourselves from the ego’s grasp elevate us to a higher plane of consciousness. Through radical acceptance and gratitude, we find profound meaning in the ordinary and glimpse the extraordinary in the ordinary. Let us embark on this philosophical journey, keeping our hearts open to the wonders that life has to offer, and savouring the grand symphony of existence in all its magnificence.

Morgan O. Smith

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