The Birth and Death of Inner Universes

A Perspective on Spiritual Awakening

Spiritual awakening is not merely a personal transformation; it is an intimate cosmic event. Each moment of awakening dismantles the boundaries of identity and creates a vast, living expanse within. This unfolding is as paradoxical as it is profound—a universe arises within, brimming with potential, only to dissolve as swiftly as it appeared.

The creation of this inner cosmos mirrors the nature of existence itself. A moment arises where the self perceives its infinite nature, birthing dimensions of awareness that feel eternal. This universe, however, does not exist to linger. It serves a purpose: to illuminate, to expand, and ultimately to dissolve back into the nothingness from which it came.

Such a process reveals a truth that eludes language. What is born within us during these moments is not separate from what is destroyed. The arising and vanishing are inseparable aspects of the same eternal dance. Within this rhythm, one discovers the impermanence of form and the timeless essence of being.

This creation and destruction shatter attachments to identity, beliefs, and the false security of permanence. It is not an annihilation to fear, but a liberation to embrace. As the mind relinquishes its grip, awareness expands, offering a glimpse into a state where nothing and everything coexist seamlessly.

The universe within is both an expression of the infinite and a reflection of the impermanent. It reminds us that awakening is not a destination but an ever-unfolding realization. Each birth and death within brings clarity to the timeless truth that all is interconnected, arising and subsiding within the boundless field of consciousness.

This experience shifts perception, encouraging a life lived with greater ease, grace, and compassion. As one awakens to the cyclical nature of inner universes, the external world begins to reflect this understanding. The mundane becomes sacred, the transient becomes meaningful, and the self becomes a vessel for the infinite.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Universe Within Consciousness

Unveiling the Infinite

The world often feels like a series of separate entities—discrete phenomena with their own rules and boundaries. Yet, what if this apparent fragmentation is only a surface-level illusion? When you step beyond appearances, a profound truth emerges: energy and matter, gravity, time and space, and even the universe itself, are all contained within Consciousness.

This understanding is not a conceptual abstraction but a recognition that transforms how reality is experienced. Consciousness—capital “C”—is not a mere byproduct of the brain, nor is it limited to individual awareness. It is the boundless source within which all forms and phenomena arise and dissolve. Everything, from the smallest particle to the vast expanse of galaxies, is perceived by Consciousness and exists within it.

Energy and matter appear tangible, yet they are patterns within Consciousness, expressions of infinite intelligence that animates existence. Gravity, which binds the cosmos, is bound by the formless, all-encompassing awareness. Even time and space—those dimensions we rely on to orient our lives—are constructs of Consciousness, giving form to the formless, making the eternal appear temporal, and the infinite seem measurable.

This raises a deeply intimate question: if all arises within Consciousness, then who or what are you? Are you merely a transient being navigating a vast universe, or are you the infinite, witnessing its own unfolding through countless forms?

When this realization takes root, the boundaries between self and other dissolve. Life is no longer experienced as a struggle to control external forces but as a harmonious expression of the one, indivisible Consciousness. Challenges are reframed, not as obstacles imposed by an external world, but as waves moving within the ocean of awareness.

Awakening to this truth does not mean retreating from life’s experiences. Instead, it means living them fully, recognizing that they are temporary expressions of the eternal. Consciousness contains it all: the joy and the sorrow, the form and the void, the stillness and the motion. And yet, Consciousness itself remains untouched, vast, and free.

To rest in this understanding is to live without fear, to see all existence as sacred, and to embrace the paradox of being both nothing and everything.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Dance of Suchness

Nonduality in Search of Itself

Nondual suchness, the ground of all being, appears as duality—not as a mistake, but as an exquisite unfolding of its nature. This dynamic play of form and formlessness is not a separation, but a movement within unity, a way for the infinite to experience itself through the finite. This paradox, where oneness expresses itself as multiplicity, invites profound contemplation.

Duality arises as the perceivable world of contrasts: light and shadow, self and other, birth and death. Yet, these distinctions are mere appearances, like waves on the ocean. Beneath them lies the seamless nondual reality, unmoving and eternal. Why, then, does suchness manifest itself in this manner?

The answer lies not in concepts but in direct experience. Suchness manifests as duality to embark on a journey of rediscovery. The world of form becomes a mirror in which the formless can witness itself. This is the essence of the human experience: a seeming separation that eventually dissolves into the realization that the observer and the observed, the seeker and the sought, are one.

This process is neither linear nor bound by time. It is an eternal play, where the unmanifest takes form and, through the constraints of duality, rediscovers its boundless nature. This unfolding is the essence of life itself—an ongoing revelation of unity within multiplicity.

The search for self is not a problem to be solved but a mystery to be embraced. Each moment offers an opportunity to dissolve the illusion of separation and recognize the timeless reality of suchness. The ordinary becomes extraordinary when seen through the lens of nonduality, where the play of duality is understood as a dance of wholeness seeking itself.

Recognizing this truth liberates the mind from its grasping and aversion. The journey of duality becomes an exploration, not a burden. Life, with all its joys and sorrows, becomes a sacred expression of the infinite exploring itself.

To awaken to this is to realize that the search itself was never necessary, for what was sought was always present, always whole. The seeker dissolves, leaving only the suchness that was always there—silent, infinite, complete.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Silent Origin of Creation

Unraveling the Word Beyond Sound

In a realm untouched by form or definition, a profound mystery unfolds. Imagine a being with no shape, voice, or name—existing as both everything and nothing. In an act of paradoxical creativity, this ineffable source whispers into the fabric of existence. From this silent word emerges a universe alive, aware, and mysterious. It is here, in this enigmatic dance of being and non-being, that humanity finds its origin.

The creation of humanity, as whispered by this formless origin, is nothing less than a reflection of itself—a precise replica of what it is and, intriguingly, what it is not. Humanity carries the essence of both emptiness and fullness, a paradox woven so finely that it escapes the grasp of language, even though language arises from it.

The Divine Paradox: Being and Non-Being

When we speak of “the image of God,” it is not an image as we understand it—no form, no tangible attributes. The divine essence holds no shape or characteristic that the mind can perceive, for it exists beyond the dualities of existence and non-existence. Yet, it is this very absence of form that becomes the fertile ground for all that we call real.

In this way, humanity, too, is born as both presence and absence. A reflection that, while substantial in body, remains void at its core. Our existence becomes a paradox of being: we are alive and aware, yet at the same time, we are the embodiment of an emptiness that allows for all things to arise and dissolve.

The Word That Is Beyond Sound

Before there was time, before the birth of space, there was a word—a word beyond words. It was not uttered with sound, for it contained no vowels or consonants. It was a word without letters, a sentence beyond syntax. This primordial word, devoid of shape and structure, holds within it the potential of all sounds, symbols, and meanings.

Human language, then, is an echo—a distant ripple—of this original word. It is a remembrance of a silent utterance that calls creation into being. Every letter, every syllable, every sentence is a shadow cast by the ineffable. This is why all sound exists—because silence contains within it the potential for all sounds.

Humanity as a Living Soul

Through this silent origin, humanity and the entire cosmos emerge as a living soul. In each of us lies the dual essence of the beginning and the end, a boundless consciousness that holds both form and formlessness. Our lives become a journey of awakening to this realization—that we are both the substance and the silence, both the manifested and the unmanifested.

The creation of humanity is a continuation of this silent word, a dance where existence meets non-existence in each moment. In this dance, we are given the rare opportunity to experience life while also witnessing the emptiness at its core. This awareness transforms life from a mere sequence of events into a profound, living expression of the original word beyond sound.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Profound Four

The Profound Types of Spiritual Awakening

Awakening is a journey of unfolding consciousness, marked by stages that delve deeper into the true essence of our existence. These stages reveal the profound layers of both our human and divine nature, ultimately guiding us toward the unification of all dimensions of being. Let’s explore the four major types of spiritual awakening, each one a unique path leading us closer to our boundless essence.

1. Awakening at the Human Level

This type of awakening is often the first step into a world beyond the ordinary. Here, we begin to realize that there’s more to life than our everyday identities and experiences. The focus is on self-awareness and understanding our thoughts, emotions, and behaviours from a higher perspective. By transcending the limitations of ego-based identity, we start seeing ourselves as more than just the body and mind. This awakening isn’t about escaping our humanity but embracing it with clarity and compassion. Through this initial awakening, we discover that by knowing ourselves more deeply, we open doors to greater insight and transformation.

2. Awakening at the Human/Divinity Level

As our journey progresses, a deeper layer of consciousness emerges—an awakening that bridges our human experience with divine presence. This stage often manifests as a heightened connection with something sacred within. There’s a sense of moving beyond personal desires and concerns, recognizing a guiding force that interweaves through all aspects of life. We begin to experience profound synchronicities, inner peace, and a subtle but persistent awareness of a universal intelligence operating through us. This awakening is not just about seeing the divine in ourselves but in others, inspiring us to connect and relate in new ways. At this level, divinity becomes tangible, not as a concept, but as a lived experience.

3. Awakening at the Divinity Level

At the divinity level, the barriers between the personal self and the universal self start to dissolve. This stage is characterized by an immersion in the essence of pure consciousness, where we experience a sense of being beyond the limitations of form. It is a state where divine awareness becomes central, and human identity fades into the background. During this awakening, we may feel at one with the cosmos, a single drop in the vast ocean of existence, yet inherently aware of the infinite that lies within. Living in this state can bring a profound sense of peace, stillness, and an unshakeable connection to all that is.

4. Unified Awakening: Embracing the Human, Divine, and Cosmic

The journey culminates in a unified awakening—a seamless merging of the human, divine, and cosmic dimensions. Here, every aspect of our existence is held together in a harmonious whole. We no longer see ourselves as shifting between realms but experience them simultaneously. In this awakened state, the human self, the divine presence, and the universal consciousness are recognized as one undivided reality. This unity brings about a deep sense of equanimity, freedom, and interconnectedness. Challenges and joys alike are embraced as natural expressions of life’s flow. Through this ultimate awakening, we transcend not just ego but the need to define or separate any part of our existence.

Reflecting on the Path of Awakening

Each stage of awakening offers unique insights and transformations. The journey does not unfold in a rigid sequence; rather, it ebbs and flows, allowing us to embody these different aspects of consciousness in our unique way. Spiritual awakening is not a goal but an ever-deepening process. As we awaken to the fullness of our being, we move beyond divisions, experiencing life as a living expression of universal love and wisdom.

Morgan O. Smith

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Morgan O. Smith’s Awakening Journey

A Featured Story in Brainz Magazine & Insights on Spiritual Awakening

I am honoured and thrilled to share that I’m on the cover of Brainz Magazine this week! In my exclusive interview, titled “Morgan O. Smith’s Awakening Journey – How Yinnergy Meditation Was Born”, I discuss the personal path that led me to create Yinnergy Meditation. This journey has been transformative, from my own awakening experiences to the development of Yinnergy, a meditation program designed to help others experience powerful shifts in awareness, resilience, and self-discovery. You can read the full interview here: Morgan O. Smith’s Awakening Journey – How Yinnergy Meditation Was Born.

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I also recently joined Gareth Duignam on The Endless Possibilities Podcast for Part 2 of our conversation on spiritual awakening. In this episode, we dive into the stages of spiritual awakening and what each stage entails, from initial glimpses of higher awareness to the profound transformations that occur as one integrates these experiences. We also discuss how Yinnergy’s unique brainwave technology is designed to support these stages, helping individuals move through each phase with stability and clarity.

Exploring Nonduality: My Latest Brainz Magazine Article

In addition to my cover feature, I’m excited to share that my second article with Brainz Magazine, titled “What Is Nonduality and Why Is It So Misunderstood?”, is now live. Nonduality is a concept that resonates deeply within spiritual traditions and personal awakening journeys. However, it’s often misunderstood as simply a philosophical idea or something intangible. In this article, I explore nonduality as an experiential truth—one that reveals the fundamental unity underlying all things.

Morgan O. Smith

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Dark Nights, Bright Lights 

The term dark night of the soul evokes images of struggle, confusion, and a seeming absence of light. Yet, this darkness can often serve as a powerful portal, guiding one to a level of spiritual illumination unreachable by any other path. Many consider it a crucible of transformation, an intense phase in which the familiar sense of self collapses, leaving one in a space of profound unknowing. Out of this unknowing, however, arises a new clarity that leads directly to the essence of spirit.

For those on a path of genuine self-inquiry, the dark night is not just an existential crisis. It becomes an awakening, a dissolution of our many illusions about ourselves and reality. During this phase, long-held identities, beliefs, and attachments may shatter, making way for something deeper, something undeniably true. It is a process that can feel relentless and unforgiving, yet this same intensity propels one forward into a state of spiritual clarity. Rather than being a punishment or a curse, the dark night reveals itself as a divine refinement—a sacred stripping away.

When every external structure of meaning begins to fall apart, it may seem as if there is nothing left to hold onto. In these moments, one often finds an unexpected stillness within, a quiet space where fear cannot tread. It is as though the soul, having been emptied of its attachments, touches an unbreakable foundation—a place within that has always been free and whole, even amid chaos. This discovery marks a profound turning point. Rather than striving to escape or control life, one begins to see the perfection in surrender. This shift from resistance to acceptance is what ultimately transforms the darkness into light.

The bright light of the spirit does not arrive like a flash of fireworks. It is subtle yet powerful, emerging from the depths of one’s own silence. Through surrendering all that one believed essential, there is a revelation that goes beyond any conceptual understanding. A radiant, unwavering presence reveals itself, a presence that transcends all dualities, including light and dark, self and other. This is the spirit’s essence—pure, unconditioned, and luminous in its quiet embrace.

The journey through the dark night is one of paradox: the descent into darkness becomes the ascent into light. It is a reminder that illumination does not come from seeking the light but from courageously embracing the dark. In this alchemical process, what was once feared becomes the very ground of liberation. The darkness, rather than being an enemy, becomes the beloved teacher. It guides one, not by promises of comfort, but by the unwavering demand for truth, eventually revealing the boundless radiance of spirit within.

Morgan O. Smith

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Exciting News

Becoming an Executive Contributor for Brainz Magazine!

Hello everyone,

I’m thrilled to share some exciting news! This month, I officially joined Brainz Magazine as an Executive Contributor. Over the coming year, I’ll be exploring some of my most cherished topics: spiritual awakening, nonduality, meditation, and much more. This is an incredible opportunity to expand our reach, and I’m grateful to have each of you with me on this journey.

New Article Alert: “7 Key Signs You’re Going Through a Spiritual Awakening”

My first article with Brainz Magazine, “7 Key Signs You’re Going Through a Spiritual Awakening”, is now live! In this piece, I dive into the profound transformations that come when consciousness begins to expand. Whether you’re at the start of your spiritual journey or well along the path, this article offers reflections that might resonate with your own experiences.

Some signs explored include:

– A deepened connection to everything around you

– Shifts in personal beliefs and values

– Heightened sensitivity to energy and emotions

– And more…

Take a look at the article to see if these signs align with your journey. Sharing these insights is a dream come true, and I’m grateful for your support in making it possible.

Read the full article here.

Also, Check Out My Guest Appearance on the Endless Possibilities Podcast!

I’m also excited to share my recent guest appearance on the Endless Possibilities Podcast with host Gareth Duignam! We dive deep into spirituality, consciousness, and much more. You can watch it now on YouTube and join us in exploring the boundless realms of possibility.

Thank You for Your Support

Thank you for your presence on this journey. Your feedback and commitment inspire me daily, and I’m excited to bring new perspectives to a broader audience through Brainz Magazine.

Stay tuned for more updates as I continue to share insights on spiritual growth, self-discovery, and the path to awakening.

With gratitude, 

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond the Idea of God

Embracing the Infinite Beyond Belief

Humanity has long pursued an understanding of God, a relentless quest to define, capture, and shape the essence of the infinite. For many, the notion of God becomes a vessel for their ideals, values, and desires—a reflection of their deepest hopes and most profound fears. Yet, encountering God through the lens of belief alone is akin to gazing at the ocean through a narrow window. The grandeur of the infinite cannot be contained, constrained, or fully fathomed within the borders of our perceptions.

The paradox lies in this: everything is God, yet nothing conforms to the concepts we construct about it. Each moment, encounter, and experience pulses with the sacred, yet the mind reduces it to fit within its familiar narratives. In the end, our beliefs become the very walls that obscure the limitless nature of divinity.

God, in the truest sense, transcends every image, word, or definition. No single tradition or philosophy can exclusively claim this vastness. Imagine standing before an infinite horizon, extending endlessly in every direction. Our concepts—however profound—are mere markers on the path, helpful but limited in capturing the essence of all that is. Here lies a liberation beyond belief: recognizing that the Divine isn’t limited by human expectations or perceptions.

Embracing this understanding offers a profound sense of freedom and humility. It invites us to move beyond belief, beyond the comfort of definition, and into direct experience. Rather than confining God to what we think we know, we begin to open ourselves to a presence that defies all description, something we sense but cannot fully articulate. This is where genuine reverence arises, born not from knowledge but from an awe that silences the mind.

When we release the need to make God fit our ideas, we become conduits for something greater. Instead of seeking to define or own this presence, we surrender to it, allowing ourselves to be moved, shaped, and transformed. This surrender is not passive; it’s an active openness, a readiness to meet the Divine in the ordinary and extraordinary, in all that we perceive and beyond.

Perhaps the journey, then, is not one of reaching an ultimate understanding but of letting go—allowing ourselves to rest in the mystery and seeing how it transforms us. For God, as it turns out, may be far more than we ever imagined and is here to be discovered, not as an idea, but as the living pulse of everything we encounter.

Morgan O. Smith

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Experiencing Reality from a Proton Perspective

A Nondual Glimpse into the Subatomic

Imagine the possibility that at the peak of a nondual spiritual awakening, one isn’t just transcending ego or dissolving into pure awareness, but rather experiencing reality through the lens of something far more fundamental—protons. At the atomic level, protons form the foundation of matter, existing in ways vastly different from the neurons in our brains that craft our everyday subjective experience. Could it be that, during these rare moments of deep spiritual clarity, we temporarily shift from a neuron-based perception of reality to a protonic one?

The shift in perspective would bring forth a different kind of existence, where individuality dissolves, time collapses, and the illusion of separateness vanishes.

The Dissolution of “I”

Neurons construct a coherent sense of identity by organizing sensory inputs into patterns, creating a central “I.” Through this mechanism, the brain establishes continuity and the illusion of a permanent self. But a proton does not know identity or individuality. It exists as part of an immense, interconnected field. From the proton’s perspective, there is no self, no sense of “me” in opposition to “you.” Instead, it exists as a singular element within the cosmic whole. In a nondual peak experience, this dissolution of the self may reflect this protonic existence—a seamless, boundaryless flow of being, where the concept of a separate identity loses all relevance.

Timeless Existence

Neurons are bound to time. They record memories, anticipate the future, and interpret the present. Protons, however, operate under quantum principles that defy conventional time. From their perspective, time doesn’t unfold linearly; it is a single, unified field. During a moment of spiritual awakening, this same timeless awareness emerges—a deep sense that past, present, and future collapse into one singular “now.” Time stops being a narrative. Instead, reality feels like an eternal, ever-present moment that holds all existence within it.

Pure Potentiality

Neurons interpret and categorize, giving rise to the stories we tell about the world. But protons, existing at the subatomic level, represent pure potential, the very foundation of existence. They hold the energy that gives rise to all forms. The stories that neurons build—about self, others, and the world—are absent in this state. What remains is the raw potential of existence, unfiltered and unshaped by thought. In the height of nondual awareness, this experience of pure potential may become apparent, where all matter and form dissolve into pure energy, existing as potential rather than fixed entities.

No Hierarchies, No Differentiation

The brain categorizes experiences and assigns them different values. Pain is distinguished from pleasure, joy from sorrow, and a hierarchy is built between different experiences. Protons, on the other hand, do not differentiate. Whether part of a planet, a star, or a human being, a proton participates equally in the existence of all things. This sense of non-hierarchical experience might reflect the nondual understanding that all things are one, equal in their existence. No experience is better or worse, no being more or less valuable.

Infinite Connectivity

Neurons require specific pathways to communicate; their connections are complex but ultimately limited. Protons, on the other hand, participate in the quantum field where everything is connected instantaneously. Boundaries blur. In a nondual spiritual experience, this sense of oneness, where the boundaries between self and other, subject and object, dissolve into an infinite web of interconnectedness, may arise. You might no longer feel separate from the universe but instead intimately connected to all things, an undivided expression of a single, infinite whole.

Formless Awareness

Neurons are structured, creating thoughts, patterns, and concepts. Protons, however, represent formless awareness—a raw, energetic existence that doesn’t interpret, categorize, or judge. During a nondual awakening, the mind may quiet down, and this formless awareness emerges. It is an experience of pure being, where thought, form, and identity are absent. You simply exist, boundlessly aware, free from the structures that typically govern perception.

The Dance of Creation

To experience life from the perspective of protons would be to witness the ceaseless dance of energy, where form and formlessness, potential and manifestation, are in constant interplay. The cosmic drama plays out, not as a set of discrete events, but as a unified process, where creation and dissolution are happening simultaneously. There would be no clinging to experiences or stories, no attachment to the idea of a permanent self or rigid boundaries. Reality itself would be perceived as a seamless unfolding—a symphony of being, where everything exists as one, moving in perfect harmony.

Such a shift in perception, from neurons to protons, might just offer us a glimpse into the true nature of reality—an infinite, undivided whole, timeless, and filled with limitless potential.

Morgan O. Smith

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