The Face of God and the End of Seeing

Most claim to have glimpsed the divine return with words that struggle to hold the weight of such an encounter. Many never return at all. To see the face of God and live is to step beyond the boundary where existence dissolves, where the self is unmade, and where reality, as it was once known, folds into itself like a dream dissolving at dawn.

Yet, what does it mean to see the face of God? Is it an experience of light so blinding that perception shatters? Is it a presence so vast that identity collapses? Or is it something even more elusive – something that was always here, hidden in the folds of ordinary awareness?

Some traditions warn against such an encounter, suggesting that no mortal can bear it and remain intact. Others speak of it as the ultimate reward, the final unveiling before absolute union. Yet, the paradox remains: how can one see the source of all things when the very act of seeing implies separation?

The face of God is neither a thing to be seen nor an object to be grasped. It is not found by looking outward or inward, for it is the very looking itself. The one who searches, the act of searching, and the sought-after presence all collapse into a singularity where distinctions dissolve. The moment of recognition is not a discovery but an obliteration – the end of every illusion that once passed for truth.

To live beyond such an encounter is to live without the weight of selfhood as it was once known. The personal dissolves, yet presence remains. There is nothing left to hold onto, yet nothing is missing. Some might call this madness. Others, liberation. But labels fall apart before the silent immensity of what remains.

Those who have seen and lived do not return with doctrine. They do not bring commandments carved into stone or revelations bound in pages. They return with an absence, a quiet, an emptiness more alive than any presence. And in that emptiness, a love beyond measure, a freedom beyond desire, and a knowing beyond thought.

Not all will understand. That, too, is part of the design.

Morgan O. Smith

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Letting Go of the Construct

Spirituality has become another label, another concept bound by ideas of what it should or shouldn’t be. The moment it is named, it is framed and shaped by cultural, religious, and personal narratives that define and confine it. But what happens when all constructs dissolve? When even spirituality is seen for what it is—a creation of the mind attempting to grasp the ungraspable?

The urge to define the ineffable is natural. Language serves as a bridge, but it also creates the illusion of separation. Concepts such as enlightenment, awakening, and self-realization become reference points, yet they remain external to direct experience. The mind, conditioned to seek understanding through form, builds belief systems around these concepts, turning what is limitless into something structured.

There comes a point when every definition falls away. Not because one rejects spirituality, but because it no longer holds weight. The very act of seeking dissolves into presence. What remains is not a version of spirituality, not an ideology or a practice, but an unfiltered beingness that does not need validation.

Some may find this unsettling. Without the scaffolding of beliefs, where does one stand? But this is precisely the point – there is no need to stand anywhere. Reality unfolds moment by moment, unbound by spiritual ideals. Even the notion of transcendence implies moving beyond something, yet nothing was ever separate to begin with.

To live without a construct of spirituality does not mean rejecting wisdom or practice. Meditation, contemplation, and insight may continue, but they arise naturally rather than as steps toward an imagined goal. There is no longer a need to fit into any category – neither spiritual nor non-spiritual. Life simply moves, and awareness rests in itself.

The challenge is not in abandoning spirituality but in seeing through its necessity. When the river meets the ocean, it does not hold onto its name. It merges, not as an act of seeking, but because it was never separate to begin with.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Awakening That Shatters Illusions

The kind of awakening spoken of in hushed tones is not the polished enlightenment paraded as a spiritual accomplishment. It is not the gentle illumination that leaves one basking in self-satisfaction. This awakening will chase any so-called enlightened being back into the cave of the darkest shade of the blissfully ignorant.

There is a threshold beyond which the comfort of spiritual attainments dissolves, where the foundation of all presumed knowledge crumbles. Many claim to walk this path, but few have stepped beyond the point of no return. The self is torn open, and what is left is neither the seeker nor the sought. Any trace of identity vanishes like smoke swallowed by the wind.

Silence remains, not the cultivated silence of meditation, but the raw and inescapable absence of all that was ever known. Those who truly fall through the illusion do not return with neatly packaged wisdom. They do not speak of levels, progress, or mastery. They see no self to improve, no world to fix, no mind to transcend. Words become inadequate, and the urge to declare one’s arrival dissipates.

The mind clings to certainties, but what happens when even the witness dissolves? When there is no observer to claim insight, no reference point to anchor meaning? The dissolution is total. It does not comfort; it obliterates. Those who once seemed enlightened are left exposed, scrambling for the remnants of a ground that no longer exists.

This is why many turn back, seeking solace in philosophies, traditions, and spiritual titles. There is safety in keeping one foot on familiar terrain. The true leap leaves nothing to hold onto. Those who cross that final threshold do not emerge with proclamations of awakening. They are not concerned with recognition, nor do they offer roadmaps. They simply are – formless, weightless, ungraspable.

Some may glimpse this abyss and recoil, choosing the dream over the void. Others may step forward and vanish.

Morgan O. Smith

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Proof No Longer Needed

Once You Have Experienced It, Proof Is No Longer Needed

Doubt thrives in the absence of direct experience. The intellect demands evidence, constructing elaborate justifications for what it cannot yet grasp. But when the veil is lifted – when the mind, body, and awareness dissolve into the unshakable certainty of direct realization – proof becomes irrelevant.

Imagine explaining fire to someone who has never felt its warmth. You could describe its heat, flickering light, and how it devours wood and dances in the wind. Yet words would always fall short. The person might nod, ask for scientific studies, or debate its existence. But the moment their hand hovers near a flame, every question vanishes. There is no longer belief or disbelief -only knowing.

Spiritual awakening functions the same way. Those who have never touched the boundless stillness of their true nature often seek validation from philosophy, neuroscience, or comparative religion. They need the reassurance of others and the intellectual security of consensus. But the one who has dissolved into that stillness no longer seeks permission to believe. Knowing arises effortlessly, beyond language or logic.

This is why those who have crossed the threshold often struggle to articulate their experience. The attempt to translate it into words feels like drawing water from the ocean with a thimble. Everything that could be said remains insufficient. So they speak in metaphors, paradoxes, and silence.

Skepticism serves a purpose. It prevents blind acceptance and encourages discernment. But its power dissolves in the face of truth lived directly. Once seen, it cannot be unseen. Once known, it cannot be doubted.

For those still searching, no explanation will suffice. For those who have arrived, no explanation is necessary.

Morgan O. Smith

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An Integral View of Oneness

From the stillness at the heart of all existence, one perceives that seemingly diverse paths, doctrines, and revelations emerge from a single source. What appears as multiplicity through the lens of human perception rests upon an unchanging, all-pervasive essence. This perspective reveals that every philosophy—grounded in ancient texts, ritual devotion, logical analysis, or direct contemplative experience—arises as one facet of a greater whole.

A Unified Whole

All schools of thought, whether they speak of oneness or duality, share a luminous core. For centuries, Vedanta has investigated this enduring mystery through varied teachings that, on the surface, may seem contradictory. Their deeper aim is to illuminate the infinite Self beyond the limits of language. Some emphasize devotion and a personal relationship with the Divine. Others announce an unqualified unity free of distinctions. Still, others highlight how the One appears as many. Examined in isolation, each approach might feel incomplete. Viewed through the lens of total realization, they function as distinct yet harmonious strands of a single radiant truth.

The Singular Essence of All Religions and Philosophies

Those who probe deeply into the world’s traditions uncover a universal wisdom that echoes across time and culture. The Absolute remains boundless and intimately present, unconstrained by any notion of limitation yet expressing itself as every form and phenomenon. Scriptures, rituals, and teachings are portals opening onto the same unfathomable reality. Symbols and narratives differ, yet their highest objective converges on awakening to the unity underlying all appearances.

Integral Vedanta and the Seamless Field of Reality

All who embrace the synthesis called Integral Vedanta notice that everything finds its place within an indivisible realm that includes both the ineffable void and the manifest universe perceived around us. On the most subtle level, existence reveals neither discrete objects nor separate identities; instead, it unfolds as a continuous interplay of forces within an unbroken expanse. This vision suggests a self-consistent cosmic intelligence that discovers itself in every aspect of creation.

Resolving Paradox Through the Unifying Vision

Where friction appears—between transcendent unity and personal devotion, the formless and myriad forms—Integral Vedanta highlights a reconciling principle. Direct description of this principle often exceeds the scope of conceptual thought. Yet the paradox dissolves seamlessly in the heart of one who perceives no division. Much like how white light refracts into many colors through a prism, the Absolute manifests as countless expressions while remaining undivided at its source.

Living the Integral Understanding

A realized individual effortlessly embodies the insight that all distinctions—spiritual, philosophical, or otherwise—are provisional signposts guiding seekers toward ultimate reality. Compassion and clarity flow abundantly, for there is no perception of otherness. Daily existence reflects this through unwavering openness, spontaneous respect for every path, and gentle acknowledgment of each approach as an essential part of the whole.

The Unspoken Mystery

Words gesture toward oneness but never fully capture its depth. Even so, philosophical analysis and discussion retain their value, as every expression can hint at the ineffable ground of being. Integral Vedanta thereby affirms any sincere method or tradition that directs consciousness toward the underlying truth, regardless of the language or rituals involved.

Conclusion

From the vantage of integral realization, contradictions between different philosophies and faiths reveal themselves as complementary viewpoints rather than obstacles. Religious and philosophical systems serve as windows onto the same vast landscape, each offering a unique perspective on the infinite. The invitation of Integral Vedanta is to recognize and celebrate these perspectives, allowing their synthesis to unveil our shared essence. All modes of exploration—devotional, analytical, experiential, or otherwise—unfold into one luminous understanding of reality’s ultimate nature.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Moment of Awakening

Everything you see in existence is the product of an enlightened mind.

What happens in the precise moment of spiritual awakening? Words struggle to capture the boundlessness of that instant, but we can attempt to point toward the experience—like a finger directing attention to the moon, though never the moon itself.

All at once, the illusion of separation collapses. The lines drawn between “self” and “other,” between “here” and “there,” dissolve into an unbroken field of awareness. The mind, conditioned to cling to duality, surrenders its grip. What remains is not something new but something utterly timeless—what has always been.

This awakening is not a journey forward but a remembering. The veil of forgetfulness lifts, and the recognition strikes like lightning: everything you thought was “out there” is arising from within you. You see, not with the eyes but with the essence of Being itself, that all existence is the radiant emanation of a single conscious source.

This realization cannot be forced or manufactured. It is beyond the mind’s schemes and desires, a gift that arises when all effort falls away. There is no drumroll or grandiose announcement. There is only the silent immensity of presence—ordinary, and yet so complete that it feels as though the entire universe holds its breath.

What follows is often described as a paradox. You simultaneously feel as though you have become nothing, a formless void, and yet you also feel as though you have become everything. The birdsong is not separate from you. The breeze is not separate from you. Even the sorrow of the world beats within the rhythm of your own heart.

The clarity of this moment cannot be undone, though its intensity may soften as the mind reasserts its patterns. Yet something profound has shifted. You know, deep in your marrow, that existence is not fragmented. Every form and phenomenon, no matter how mundane or miraculous, is recognized as the outpouring of an enlightened mind.

To those who stand at the edge of this realization, clinging to the safety of concepts, there may be fear. The dissolution of “me” feels like annihilation. But on the other side of this fear is a freedom that cannot be described, only lived. The discovery is not that “you” are gone but that who you are is not confined to this fleeting identity. You are the stillness, the witnessing presence behind it all.

Everything you see in existence is the product of an enlightened mind—not as a creator separate from creation, but as the creative force manifesting itself endlessly. Every atom, every star, every fleeting thought is an expression of this unity, arising and dissolving within the infinite expanse of your true nature.

Profound awakening does not grant you something you lack. It reveals that nothing was ever missing. The world as you see it was never apart from you; it was you all along.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Subtle Distinction

Peak Experiences vs. Spiritual Awakening

The landscape of spiritual growth is vast and often misunderstood. Many conflate spiritual peak experiences with spiritual awakening, yet these are distinct phenomena. A spiritual peak experience, whether catalyzed by meditation, psychedelics, or moments of profound awe, is an intense, fleeting encounter with an elevated state of consciousness. While these moments can feel transformative, they are often temporary and lack the enduring shift in perception that characterizes a true awakening.

A spiritual awakening, in contrast, is a fundamental reorientation of one’s inner world. It is not simply about feeling interconnected or glimpsing higher states of being—it is about a deep, unshakeable realization that dissolves the boundaries of self, often leaving the individual profoundly changed. This shift is challenging to articulate and even harder to cultivate intentionally.

When someone describes an extraordinary experience induced by psychedelics, they are often recounting a peak experience. These moments may break through the ordinary, offering glimpses of unity or clarity, yet they seldom transcend into awakening. Psychedelics can open doors, but walking through them—truly integrating the lessons into a lasting transformation—is a rarer and more demanding process.

True awakening can occur with or without external aids, but it is exceedingly rare. It arrives unbidden, often accompanied by profound shifts in understanding and perception. Unlike peak experiences, awakening isn’t just a momentary insight—it is an enduring transformation of consciousness. Moreover, even fewer awakenings culminate in spiritual enlightenment, a state of being that transcends duality entirely.

Enlightenment, often romanticized, is not an experience but the dissolution of the experiencer. It is the culmination of awakening, where the distinction between self and other evaporates, and one rests fully in the infinite. However, reaching this state requires not only grace but profound surrender and integration over time.

The journey between peak experiences, awakening, and enlightenment is a spectrum. Each step has value and serves a purpose, yet conflating these stages can obscure the nuances of spiritual growth. Understanding these distinctions invites us to approach the path with humility and clarity, appreciating the profound while striving for the transcendent.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Mirage of Paradise

Why Many Turn Away From the Path

Paradise often appears as a shimmering promise on the horizon—a space of unbroken peace, eternal joy, and infinite understanding. Yet, when the steps to reach it feel many, slow, or arduous, even the most sincere seekers may find themselves questioning the journey. Why does the promise lose its lustre when effort is required? Why do we often choose comfort over truth or familiarity over freedom?

The answer lies not in paradise but in our relationship with it.

The Illusion of Arrival

The mind, conditioned by a lifetime of instant gratification and linear progress, believes paradise must be attainable within a predictable framework. When the path to enlightenment stretches beyond its comfort zone, the mind rebels. It whispers doubts, offers shortcuts, or fabricates reasons to abandon the pursuit altogether.

Yet, true awakening does not follow a predictable roadmap. It cannot be squeezed into the limited constructs of time or effort. Enlightenment is not about arriving somewhere—it is about dissolving the illusion of the one who seeks. This is the paradox that discourages many: the realization that the paradise sought is not something to be reached but something to be uncovered within.

The Fear of Letting Go

Another reason many step away from the path is the fear of surrender. Enlightenment demands more than perseverance; it requires the complete letting go of the self we believe ourselves to be. For those deeply identified with their roles, beliefs, or desires, this can feel like annihilation. What lies beyond the familiar can seem less appealing than the comfort of staying as we are.

But surrender is not a loss; it is an opening. It is stepping into the unknown with trust and willingness, allowing paradise to reveal itself not as a destination but as the ever-present reality beneath all appearances.

Walking Without Steps

Paradise cannot be reached because it is not elsewhere. It is not at the end of many steps or behind layers of effort. Those who walk away often believe the steps are external—practices, rituals, or milestones to achieve. The truth is, that the steps are inward, subtle, and immediate. They require no distance travelled, only the courage to turn within and meet the present moment fully.

Each step dissolves the illusion that there is somewhere else to go. Each step reveals that paradise was never absent. The question is not whether enlightenment is too far but whether we are willing to abandon the belief that it lies anywhere but here.

Remaining Open to the Journey

For those who feel the pull to turn back, perhaps the greatest teaching is this: paradise is not reserved for those who walk a perfect path. It embraces even the wanderer, the doubter, and the one who stumbles. The journey is not about reaching paradise but about waking up to its presence at every turn.

Instead of asking how far we have to go, ask this: What illusions am I willing to release today? What layers of resistance, fear, or expectation can I dissolve now? Every step, no matter how small, is a step into paradise itself.

Morgan O. Smith

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One Taste

Savouring the Infinite Donut of the Universe

There’s a flavour so profound, so complete, that a single bite satisfies every craving. Mystics call it “One Taste.” It’s the ultimate donut—shaped as a torus, mirroring the infinite, self-sustaining design of the universe itself. One bite of this cosmic delicacy and the hunger for more dissolve forever.

The torus represents the flow of all existence. Energy moves outward from the center, loops around, and folds back into itself—a continuous, unbroken cycle. Life itself arises and returns through this geometry, reflecting the interconnected nature of all things. When you take that metaphysical bite, it’s not just a snack; it’s communion with the whole.

The Flavour Beyond Flavour

This donut isn’t ordinary. It isn’t made of flour, sugar, or butter; it’s composed of awareness, presence, and unity. That first bite unveils the truth that all flavours—whether bitter or sweet, spicy or bland—are variations of one eternal essence.

You don’t just taste it; you become it. This realization dissolves the endless craving for more, the need to acquire, achieve, or complete. One bite and the existential hunger that drives human striving come to a halt. You’re no longer searching for fulfillment because you’ve already discovered that you are fulfillment.

The Geometry of Wholeness

The torus is a profound metaphor for life’s completeness. Everything flows from the center, and everything returns to it. This shape is mirrored in the structure of galaxies, the energy fields of the Earth, and even the patterns of human consciousness. Taking that first bite reveals that the “self” and the “universe” are not separate entities but expressions of one unified flow.

Once this truth is seen, nothing is ever the same. Life continues as it always has, but the endless striving for meaning and satisfaction falls away. The bite grants freedom, not by adding anything new, but by revealing what was always present: the infinite within the finite.

Beyond the Hunger

This realization doesn’t strip life of its richness; it enhances it. You’ll still savour the sweetness of love, the tang of sorrow, and the spice of adventure, but you’ll no longer mistake these flavours for something separate from yourself. The donut is no longer outside you; it’s everything you’ve ever been.

Craving transforms into gratitude. Striving gives way to stillness. You taste each moment fully, knowing that the universe itself is unfolding through you.

Why You’ll Never Have to Eat Again

One bite of this donut doesn’t mean rejecting life. It means living with such profound intimacy that every experience, no matter how ordinary, carries the flavour of infinity. This isn’t about ascetic denial or detachment—it’s about tasting the sacred in every breath, step, and interaction.

When you’ve tasted the ultimate donut, hunger ceases because there’s nothing left to grasp. Fulfillment isn’t in the future; it’s here. Every moment is saturated with the One Taste, echoing the truth that you and the universe are the same.

Take that bite, and savour it. Everything you’ve ever sought is already within it.

 Morgan O. Smith

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Spiritual Enlightenment Isn’t Just For Monks

Hello, everyone!

I’m thrilled to announce that I’ve partnered with Brainz Magazine, a platform dedicated to personal growth, self-discovery, and professional development. This week, I had the chance to dive into a topic close to my heart: Spiritual Enlightenment Isn’t Just For Monks – Discover The Path In Everyday Life.

Many of us associate enlightenment with images of monks in monasteries, yogis in the Himalayas, or mystics retreating in isolation. But true spiritual awakening and enlightenment are journeys that are accessible to everyone, regardless of where you are or what your lifestyle looks like.

In this piece, I explore how spiritual growth and inner peace are attainable in everyday life. You don’t have to disconnect from the world to find a deeper connection with yourself and the universe. The beauty of enlightenment is that it can unfold right here, amid your daily routines, relationships, and challenges.

If you’re curious about how to bring a deeper spiritual connection into your everyday experience, I encourage you to check out the full article. It’s an invitation to explore how mindfulness and conscious living can be woven into even the simplest moments, offering a path toward fulfillment and insight that anyone can embrace.

Read the full article here: Spiritual Enlightenment Isn’t Just For Monks – Discover The Path In Everyday Life.

Warm regards,
Morgan

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