Author, Philosopher, Spiritual Teacher, A Lead Facilitator at Sacred Media's Integral Mastery Academy, Founder of Yinnergy Meditation/Neurofeedback, Bodhi Mental Care & Wellness, Co-founder of KeMor Centre for Innovative Development
In the quest for self-discovery and enlightenment, the moments when our minds are truly blown—those instants of awe where the familiar boundaries of understanding dissolve—are not just moments of wonder, but gateways to deeper knowing. These transformative experiences, where we glimpse the infinite expanse of consciousness, serve as profound awakenings that redefine our perception of self and universe.
Imagine standing at the edge of a cosmic ocean. Each wave, from the smallest ripple to the towering tsunami, symbolizes the various levels of consciousness we experience. In our daily lives, we paddle near the shore, within the safe confines of routine thoughts and conventional wisdom. Yet, it’s beyond this shoreline where the depth of our being lies. When a thought, insight, or experience—seemingly simple or strikingly profound—blows our mind, it’s akin to a powerful wave that pulls us into deeper waters, into the uncharted territory of our inner selves.
What does it mean to have one’s mind blown? It is to be thrust into the vastness of the unknown, to confront the mysteries of existence head-on without the armour of preconceived notions. This confrontation is not merely intellectual; it is deeply spiritual. It is the raw encounter with the divine dance of creation and destruction, where every held belief is challenged and reformed in the crucible of direct experience.
Such moments are not about losing oneself but rediscovering oneself as part of a grander scheme. They are about touching the essence of the cosmos, feeling the pulse of life that permeates everything. These instances remind us that we are not just isolated beings moving through a static world; we are dynamic participants in a vibrant, evolving universe.
To cultivate a mind that welcomes being blown—a well-known mind—is to foster a state of openness and curiosity. It involves nurturing a fearless approach to the unknown, a willingness to let go of the ego’s desire for certainty and an embrace of the profound mysteries that life offers. It is a journey of constant evolution, where each mind-blowing moment is a call to a deeper exploration of reality, urging us to look beyond the apparent to the underlying oneness that connects all.
In conclusion, the mind that is blown is indeed a mind that is known—not just in the intellectual sense, but in the profound, experiential, and transformative understanding of the self and the universe. As we navigate through these expansive realms of consciousness, let us cherish these mind-blowing moments as precious opportunities for growth and enlightenment.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
In the grand play of the cosmos, a joke exists so profound that it eludes the grasp of our everyday consciousness, veiled beneath the layers of our egoic identity. Imagine momentarily that the essence of your being—the “I” that you refer to so confidently—is the punchline to the most elaborate joke ever conceived. It isn’t a cruel joke, but rather an invitation to step beyond the boundaries of self-imposed seriousness and to laugh with the wisdom of understanding.
The joke begins with the ego, a masterful illusionist, convincing us that we are nothing more than the sum of our thoughts, emotions, and experiences. We invest deeply in this narrative, playing the role scripted by societal norms and personal expectations. Yet, this is the point where the cosmos smiles, for the joke is on the ego. The reality, hidden in plain sight, is that we are far more expansive than this limited self.
To see beyond the ego is to appreciate the cosmic humour. When you realize that what you took so seriously—the angst of being right, the weight of personal grievances, the chains of past and future—was never the essence of who you truly are, a lightness pervades your being. This revelation is akin to an audience realizing the absurdity of a magician’s trick; the spell breaks, and laughter bubbles forth.
This laughter is not derisive or dismissive. It is the laughter of liberation, of seeing the strings that bind the marionette and choosing no longer to dance at their pull. It’s recognizing that the cosmos plays with us, urging us to discover that behind the facade of individuality lies the vast expanse of consciousness, unbounded and magnificent.
As you navigate the perceived trials and tribulations of life, invite this perspective: view each challenge as a scene in this divine comedy. Each struggle, each joy, each moment of confusion or clarity is part of this intricate joke where the punchline is your awakening. When you finally get the joke, you won’t just chuckle; you’ll laugh hysterically, understanding that all along, you were both the audience and the performer in the cosmic spectacle.
This humour is not about negating the reality of pain or struggle; rather, it’s about shifting the perspective from which you view these experiences. When embraced, this humour heals, enlightens, and transforms, offering a transcendent glimpse into the true nature of existence where everything is interconnected, and nothing is as serious as it seems.
So next time you feel weighed down by the persona of who you think you are, pause and listen carefully—perhaps the echoes of cosmic laughter are inviting you to join in, to step beyond the ego, and to experience the freedom that comes with the greatest revelation of all: that you are not merely a part in this cosmic play, but its very essence, endlessly expansive and eternally joyful.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
I’m honoured to be a guest for the fourth time on Julie Hoyle’s podcast, “Talking True with Julie Hoyle.” Julie is a renowned spiritual teacher, author, and artist. Here are the links to each episode featuring our conversations:
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The quest for enlightenment, that profound state of ultimate understanding and unity, is often compared to trying to hold onto the wind. This metaphor captures the essence of the journey—a pursuit that defies conventional grasping, one that requires an openness to the intangible and an embrace of the elusive.
The Elusiveness of Enlightenment
In many Eastern philosophies, Enlightenment is not a destination but a state of being. It is a realization that transcends the confines of our dualistic thinking. Much like the wind, it is everywhere and yet nowhere specific. To chase it with a rigid, goal-oriented mindset is to miss its essence.
Enlightenment involves the dissolution of the self and the shedding of layers upon layers of conditioned beliefs and identities. This shedding process can feel like an endless peeling away of illusions, akin to trying to contain the uncontainable wind in your hands. The moment you think you have a firm grasp, it slips through your fingers, revealing the futility of such an endeavour.
The Paradox of Effort and Effortlessness
One of the most challenging aspects of the spiritual path is balancing effort and effortlessness. The seeker must engage in practices, disciplines, and teachings that guide the way, yet true enlightenment often dawns in moments of complete surrender and stillness. It is in these moments that the boundaries of the self dissolve, and one experiences the boundless nature of existence.
This paradox can be frustrating. We are conditioned to believe that hard work and determination yield results. However, in the spiritual realm, striving too hard can create resistance. It is the quieting of the mind, the letting go of effort, that often brings the profound insights we seek.
Embracing the Unknowable
In accepting the elusiveness of enlightenment, we learn to appreciate the journey itself. Every moment of insight, every experience of stillness, is a part of the unfolding realization. The wind may be impossible to grasp, but it can be felt, experienced, and known in its presence.
To truly understand enlightenment, one must embrace the unknowable. It requires a heart open to the mysteries of existence and a mind willing to let go of the need for certainty. This openness allows us to experience glimpses of the infinite, moments where the separation between self and universe disappears, revealing the profound interconnectedness of all things.
Conclusion
Attaining enlightenment is indeed as difficult as grabbing hold of the wind. Yet, in this difficulty lies the beauty of the spiritual journey. It teaches us to let go, to be present, and to embrace the mystery of existence. In the end, the pursuit of enlightenment is not about reaching a final goal but about experiencing the boundless nature of our true selves, flowing effortlessly like the wind.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
In the quest for spiritual enlightenment, a profound question often arises: Are we truly God? The answer, paradoxically, is both affirmative and negative. This might seem bewildering, but it encapsulates the essence of our being and the nature of existence itself.
Yes, We Are:
At the core of our being lies a spark of the divine. Every moment of clarity, every act of compassion, every intuitive insight reflects our inherent divinity. In moments of deep meditation or mystical experience, we touch upon a state of unity where the boundaries between self and the universe dissolve. We feel the interconnectedness of all things, experiencing firsthand the truth of our divine nature.
No, We’re Not:
Conversely, we are also distinct from the absolute. Our daily lives, with their trials and tribulations, remind us of our limitations. We experience separation, individuality, and the constraints of physical existence. These experiences ground us in the reality that, while we may embody aspects of the divine, we are not the totality of it. The ego, with its desires and fears, maintains the illusion of separateness.
Maybe We Are, Maybe We’re Not:
The coexistence of these opposing truths leads us to a deeper understanding. This paradox mirrors the dual nature of existence: the finite and the infinite, the known and the unknown. It is within this dynamic interplay that the essence of our being resides. By embracing this paradox, we move beyond binary thinking and open ourselves to the fluidity of existence.
Understanding the Paradox:
To truly grasp this paradox is to recognize that our existence transcends simplistic definitions. We are both the wave and the ocean, distinct yet inseparable. In acknowledging our divine potential while also accepting our human limitations, we embark on a journey of self-discovery that is both humbling and empowering.
Conclusion:
This paradoxical truth—that we are simultaneously divine and not—invites us to embrace the full spectrum of our existence. It challenges us to live with openness, curiosity, and a deep sense of wonder. By doing so, we honour the complexity of our being and the mysterious beauty of the universe.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
In the world of spiritual seekers, the image of enlightenment is often cloaked in stereotypes. We imagine the enlightened as wise sages with serene expressions, adorned in simple yet vibrant robes, often with a flowing beard symbolizing wisdom and age. These images, while compelling, can distract us from the true essence of spiritual awakening. The Fallacy of External Symbols
Consider the figure of a guru, resplendent in flamboyant orange attire and a long beard. At first glance, these external symbols seem to exude a profound spirituality. They speak of dedication, discipline, and a life devoted to higher truths. However, these symbols are but surface-level adornments. They are, in essence, a part of the cultural performance of spirituality. The real question is: does the essence of enlightenment reside within these outward displays?
The Deeper Reality
Enlightenment, in its truest form, transcends appearances. It is not about how one dresses, speaks, or the rituals one performs. True enlightenment is the realization of nonduality, the deep understanding that all distinctions are ultimately illusory. It is a state of being where one recognizes the interconnectedness of all existence and lives in harmony with this profound truth.
A guru’s flamboyant attire and serene demeanour may buy time and may hold the disciples’ awe, but eventually, true discernment must prevail. Spiritual seekers must learn to look beyond the external and discern the depth of true wisdom.
Beyond the Mask
This brings us to the core of spiritual discernment. The journey towards enlightenment is deeply personal and internal. It requires a relentless commitment to self-inquiry, a willingness to confront and dissolve one’s ego, and an openness to the vast, unfathomable mystery of existence.
A true guru, one who is genuinely enlightened, may or may not conform to the stereotypical image. They might appear as an ordinary person, unremarkable in many ways. The true measure of their enlightenment lies in their ability to guide others toward their inner light, not through the allure of external symbols, but through the profound simplicity and authenticity of their being.
The Inner Path
As seekers on the path, we must cultivate the ability to see beyond appearances. The guru’s external symbols can be helpful signposts, but they are not the destination. Our journey is about inner transformation, about peeling away the layers of illusion to reveal the radiant core of our true nature.
Enlightenment is not a spectacle; it is a quiet, profound shift in consciousness. It is the realization that the true guru resides within each of us, waiting to be discovered in the stillness of our hearts.
Conclusion
In a world where appearances often deceive, the challenge for spiritual seekers is to cultivate true discernment. Let us not be swayed by the external trappings of spirituality but seek the deeper, inner essence of enlightenment. For it is in the quiet, unassuming moments of profound realization that the true nature of our being is revealed.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
Enlightenment is often depicted as a pinnacle of spiritual achievement, a state where the mind transcends its usual patterns and sees reality as it truly is. One profound realization that accompanies enlightenment is the clear understanding of confusion itself.
The Nature of Confusion
Confusion is a state of mind where the incessant chatter of thoughts, emotions, and sensory input obscures clarity. It arises from the fragmented way we perceive the world, dividing experiences into categories and labels, creating a sense of separation and duality. This fragmented perception is the root of our suffering, as it distorts our understanding of the interconnectedness of all things.
The Shift to Enlightenment
Enlightenment is not merely an intellectual understanding but a profound experiential realization that dissolves the boundaries of self and other. In this state, the mind no longer clings to distinctions, and the innate oneness of existence becomes evident. This shift transforms our perception, allowing us to see through the veils of confusion with a clarity that is as unmistakable as daylight.
Seeing Through Illusions
Upon reaching enlightenment, the illusions that once caused confusion are seen for what they are—mere constructs of the mind. The ego, which thrives on these constructs, loses its grip, revealing the underlying reality. This revelation brings a sense of peace and profound understanding. The struggles and doubts that once plagued the mind dissolve, and what remains is an unshakeable clarity.
The Role of Awareness
Awareness plays a crucial role in this transformation. As we cultivate awareness through practices like meditation, mindfulness, and self-inquiry, we begin to recognize the patterns of the mind that create confusion. With consistent practice, these patterns lose their power, and the mind becomes more settled and clear. Enlightenment is the culmination of this process, where awareness is fully integrated, and confusion is transcended.
Embracing the Journey
The journey to enlightenment is unique for each individual, yet it is marked by common milestones of increased clarity, peace, and understanding. It requires dedication, patience, and a willingness to confront and transcend the illusions that obscure our true nature. Each step on this path brings us closer to the realization that confusion is not an inherent part of our existence but a temporary state that can be overcome.
Conclusion
Enlightenment reveals the inherent clarity that lies beyond the mind’s confusion. It is a state where the true nature of reality shines forth unobscured, bringing with it a profound sense of peace and understanding. As we journey towards this state, we learn to see through the illusions of confusion, embracing the clarity that is our birthright.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
In spiritual exploration, the quest for peace is often seen as the ultimate goal. We meditate, reflect, and seek to align ourselves with the harmonious currents of existence, all hoping to find a state of unshakable serenity. Yet, within the paradoxical depths of nonduality lies a profound insight: once you find everlasting peace, peace no longer exists.
To understand this enigma, we must delve into the very nature of peace itself. Conventionally, peace is perceived as the absence of conflict, a state where turbulence and chaos are subdued, giving way to tranquillity. It is a fleeting condition, often disrupted by the inevitable fluctuations of life. In pursuing this ideal, we create a dualistic framework: peace versus chaos, calm versus turmoil.
However, the essence of nonduality invites us to transcend this dichotomy. It beckons us to a dimension where distinctions dissolve, and the illusory boundaries between opposites merge into a seamless whole. In this state, peace is no longer a transient phenomenon to be achieved or maintained; it becomes an intrinsic aspect of our being, inseparable from the totality of existence.
When we truly embody this realization, the very concept of peace undergoes a radical transformation. It is no longer something to be sought after, for it is already present in every moment, in every breath. The relentless pursuit of peace implies its absence, perpetuating a cycle of seeking and grasping. But in the awakened state, we recognize that peace is not an external condition to be attained but an ever-present quality of our true nature.
This shift in understanding does not render peace obsolete; rather, it dissolves the notion of peace as something separate from our experience. In the nondual perspective, peace and chaos are not opposing forces but expressions of the same underlying reality. The turbulent waves of existence and the still depths of tranquillity are both manifestations of the infinite ocean of consciousness.
Embracing this insight, we are liberated from the perpetual quest for peace. We cease to measure our inner state against an external ideal, recognizing that every experience, whether serene or turbulent, is an opportunity to deepen our understanding of our true nature. The search for peace transforms into a deepening awareness of the ever-present, unchanging essence that underlies all phenomena.
In this awakened state, we find ourselves in harmony with the flow of life, no longer resisting or clinging to specific outcomes. We become the silent witness to the ebb and flow of existence, resting in the unshakable stillness that is our true self. This is the paradox of everlasting peace: when we no longer seek it, we realize it has always been here, beyond the reach of our striving.
Morgan O. Smith
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It’s easy to fall into the comparison trap in the vast landscape of spiritual awakening. We witness the profound transformations and mystical experiences of others, and a subtle voice within us begins to whisper: “Why not me?” This whisper can grow into a chorus, overshadowing our path with doubt and impatience. However, understanding that someone else’s enlightenment isn’t the absence of your own can be a liberating revelation on the spiritual journey.
Each soul’s journey is a unique odyssey, carved out of their experiences and inner work. Just as no two fingerprints are the same, no two paths to enlightenment mirror each other perfectly. When we compare our progress with that of others, we risk overlooking the intricacies and nuances of our spiritual growth.
Imagine the spiritual journey as a grand symphony, where each individual’s enlightenment represents a distinct, essential note. The melody of the universe is incomplete without the contribution of each soul’s unique vibration. Another’s moment of illumination doesn’t dim your light; instead, it enriches the collective harmony, elevating the entire symphony to greater heights.
This realization invites us to shift our focus inward, recognizing the profound wisdom and beauty in our own experiences. Every moment of insight, every challenge faced, and every small victory on the path is a testament to the unfolding of our consciousness. When we honour our journey, we embrace the understanding that enlightenment is not a race but a deeply personal and transformative process.
The nature of nonduality teaches us that separation is an illusion. In the realm of pure consciousness, there is no competition or hierarchy. Each individual’s enlightenment contributes to the awakening of the collective, reflecting the interconnectedness of all beings. The enlightenment of one is a spark that ignites the potential within all.
Instead of viewing others’ enlightenment as a benchmark for our own, we can celebrate their milestones as a reflection of what’s possible within us. Their breakthroughs become a source of inspiration, reminding us of the boundless potential that lies within. By cultivating patience and trust in our unique path, we align ourselves with the natural rhythm of our spiritual evolution.
The journey to enlightenment is as diverse as those who embark on it. Embrace your path with gratitude, knowing that every step you take is perfectly purposeful. Remember, the guru’s enlightenment isn’t the absence of your own; it is a testament to the infinite possibilities that exist within the boundless expanse of consciousness.
Morgan O. Smith
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Nothing I say will ever fully convey what transpired on December 14, 2019. As I sat in my daily meditation, an extraordinary transformation began without effort. In an instant, I was engulfed by an indescribably bright white light, a radiance comparable to a thousand suns. It was so intense it nearly blinded me. As I entered this pure illumination, I faced an ocean of pure consciousness. Gazing at this boundless expanse, I felt myself merging with it until there was no longer a distinction between me and this ocean. At that moment, I fully surrendered. I lost my sense of self as it merged with this ocean of pure consciousness. I had become consciousness itself—a moving body of perfectly still water, free from the properties of wetness.
In this state, I realized I was the Source itself. The Alpha and the Omega, the beginningless beginning and the endless end. I transcended all space and time. I was all shape and form, yet formless. I embodied everything—past, present, and future. I felt as if I were the center of a black hole and the black hole itself. I was pregnant with all possibilities: the possible, the impossible, the probable and the improbable. I was both nothing and everything. As nothing, I was the void, emptiness, Sunyata. As everything, I encompassed all existence and nonexistence.
As all existence, I was the macro and the micro, all dimensions, and all events. I was every action, every noun, and every verb. I was every person, place, and thing. I was every creature, great and small. I was everything subjective and objective. I was everything on this planet, in the solar system, galaxy, and all galaxies. I was the universe itself, including the multiverse. I was every star that ever existed and every particle of stardust. I was every drop of rain, every grain of sand, every blade of grass. I was every microscopic organism, all quantum fields, and vibrating strings. I was every human being that ever lived.
As the entire multiverse, I witnessed my birth and death for eternity, as eternity. I saw myself as every single Big Bang that ever occurred and will occur. I was both life and death, witnessing every birth, death, and rebirth not just of sentient beings, but of the universe itself. I was fully omnipresent, everywhere at once, yet nowhere. I became the everywhere, every when, and everyone. I was all matter and all energy. I was every single particle and every single wave. I was all feelings, emotions, senses, and subtle bodies. I was all peak experiences, all pleasure and pain. I was all realms and dimensions. I was both God and man, both soul and spirit. I was all bliss, consciousness, and existence. I was the entire ground of all being. I was all-knowing God itself. I was the never-born and the never-dying. I was pure manifestation itself.
All of this was experienced simultaneously, in a state of total nondual suchness. It was an experience of absolutely everything and nothing, with no distinctions, yet with all distinctions. At that moment, everything was of the same source. I experienced the beauty of all religions glorified in my name, all philosophy, all fields of knowledge. Every mystery unsolved. Every song ever written and those yet to be written. Every invention. I was the spark of every surprise. I witnessed all of history and all future events. I was infinite. I was the Self. The I Am. The I Am That. I was both Atman and Brahman. I was both the cause and the effect. Yet, I saw nothing. There was nothing to see because nothing existed outside of me. All that existed was The Self. The Absolute of The Absolute. I was eternity. I experienced everything as both diversity and singularity. I was complete. I was whole. I had nothing to lose and nothing to gain. I was free from all suffering, free from all bondage. The only thing experienced was Samsara and Moksha, both Samsara and Nirvana. I was free from my existence, yet I was existence itself. At that moment, I knew and still without a shadow of a doubt who and what I am.
As the nondual experience began to dissipate and I became aware of my physical body, I felt broken. But in a good way. My heart was bent in two as love flowed throughout every artery. All of a sudden, I felt a force from the base of my spine pushing upwards through my spinal column. It felt as if a giant python was forcing its way up my spine, activating all my nerve endings. Every vein, nerve, meridian, and nadi burst with life-force energy. This python of energy surged through my spine and exploded out of the top of my head. It felt as if trillions of lotus petals of pure light were bursting from my crown, pouring out rapidly and dissipating as they hit the ground.
My physical body went into full spasm. At that moment, I lost control of all my bodily functions, but subjectively, my body felt like it was moving like the feminine serpent and every time I moved the entire universe moved with me. And when the universe moved, I moved with it. As I moved in this fashion, I felt like my body was performing every asana and every mudra simultaneously. At that moment, it felt as if my entire body represented different aspects of the universe. As I somehow performed every pose at once, I felt like I was the entire physical universe tied in a single knot. As this single knot, I was non-local. Every single facet of my body occupied the same space. For the first time in all my years of meditative practice, I finally understood the meaning of Yoga with a capital Y. From the outside, I was having a full spasm. I was drooling from my mouth, laughing hysterically from the depths of my gut while crying tears of exceeding joy. As I lay on the ground, my body moving uncontrollably, every atom, every molecule, and every cell blossomed into the most beautiful flowers. And as they bloomed, at once, they all shouted with a loud voice in every single human tongue, “I am Brahman!”
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
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