Dissolving Where Identity Once Stood

To Be Seen Fully Is to Vanish into the Infinite

To be seen fully is not to be recognized as a person, nor acknowledged as a role, but to be reflected beyond every layer of identity. When someone sees you in this way, what is recognized is not your history, your character, or even your spiritual progress; it is the unconditioned essence that lies before all stories.

Most encounters leave us clothed in roles. Friend, teacher, seeker, parent, child, each gaze places a costume upon us. Rarely do we meet eyes that do not add or subtract, but simply reveal. In that rare encounter, the ordinary scaffolding collapses, and what stands exposed is not a “self” but the infinity in which all selves appear.

This exposure is not humiliating, nor is it affirming. It is dissolving. To be seen fully is to be unmasked of both failure and success, of both sin and virtue. The illusion that we exist as a separate someone collapses. What remains is a luminous absence, the infinite without centre or edge.

There are moments when presence itself becomes the mirror, so clear, so unconditioned, that no reflection remains, only the source shining through. The eyes of one who abides in truth can serve as such a threshold. Passing through it, you do not become greater; you vanish. And in vanishing, the fullness of all that is floods through.

To long for such seeing is to long for disappearance, and yet disappearance is not annihilation. It is the end of confinement. It is the recognition that what you are cannot be held by name, cannot be fixed in form, cannot be grasped by thought. What you are is the infinite itself, already free, already whole.

The paradox is that this vanishing does not strip life of meaning but gives it immeasurable depth. When you are no longer the centre, everything becomes the centre. When “I” falls away, the song of existence sings itself without obstruction. Love, compassion, and clarity are not cultivated; they flow.

To be seen fully is to vanish into the infinite. To vanish is to return home.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Unutterable Silence of Awakening

Awakening defies articulation. To attempt to describe it is to attempt to capture the wind in your hands. Words fall short, no matter how poetic, for what unfolds in the direct experience of awakening exists beyond language, beyond thought, beyond even the sense of “I.”

Many speak of awakening with eloquence, detailing radiant visions or profound realizations. Yet, these narratives, however beautiful, point not to the experience itself but to the mind’s interpretation of it. The mind, ever the storyteller, attempts to reduce the infinite into the finite—an impossible task. To truly know awakening is to step into a space where words crumble, where the sense of separation dissolves, and where only silence remains.

Awakening isn’t an event to possess or explain; it is an unravelling. It feels like the collapsing of a boundary you didn’t realize was there. What remains is indescribable, for there is no longer a “you” separate from it to describe it.

This doesn’t mean one cannot share insights or reflect on the shifts that arise after awakening. But those insights are not awakening itself—they are the ripples of an unfathomable stillness. Awakening is not what you think it is; it cannot be. The moment you attach a concept or image to it, you have moved away from its essence.

So, if you’ve managed to neatly define your spiritual awakening, pause. Ask yourself: who is telling this story? Is this the awakening, or is this the ego dressing itself in spiritual robes? Authentic awakening is not something you have—it is something you are. And when the truth of that hits, no words will suffice.

In the wake of awakening, the need to articulate dissolves. Silence becomes the truest expression of the infinite. Perhaps this is why the great sages often spoke so little, allowing their presence to say what words never could.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond the Idea of God

Embracing the Infinite Beyond Belief

Humanity has long pursued an understanding of God, a relentless quest to define, capture, and shape the essence of the infinite. For many, the notion of God becomes a vessel for their ideals, values, and desires—a reflection of their deepest hopes and most profound fears. Yet, encountering God through the lens of belief alone is akin to gazing at the ocean through a narrow window. The grandeur of the infinite cannot be contained, constrained, or fully fathomed within the borders of our perceptions.

The paradox lies in this: everything is God, yet nothing conforms to the concepts we construct about it. Each moment, encounter, and experience pulses with the sacred, yet the mind reduces it to fit within its familiar narratives. In the end, our beliefs become the very walls that obscure the limitless nature of divinity.

God, in the truest sense, transcends every image, word, or definition. No single tradition or philosophy can exclusively claim this vastness. Imagine standing before an infinite horizon, extending endlessly in every direction. Our concepts—however profound—are mere markers on the path, helpful but limited in capturing the essence of all that is. Here lies a liberation beyond belief: recognizing that the Divine isn’t limited by human expectations or perceptions.

Embracing this understanding offers a profound sense of freedom and humility. It invites us to move beyond belief, beyond the comfort of definition, and into direct experience. Rather than confining God to what we think we know, we begin to open ourselves to a presence that defies all description, something we sense but cannot fully articulate. This is where genuine reverence arises, born not from knowledge but from an awe that silences the mind.

When we release the need to make God fit our ideas, we become conduits for something greater. Instead of seeking to define or own this presence, we surrender to it, allowing ourselves to be moved, shaped, and transformed. This surrender is not passive; it’s an active openness, a readiness to meet the Divine in the ordinary and extraordinary, in all that we perceive and beyond.

Perhaps the journey, then, is not one of reaching an ultimate understanding but of letting go—allowing ourselves to rest in the mystery and seeing how it transforms us. For God, as it turns out, may be far more than we ever imagined and is here to be discovered, not as an idea, but as the living pulse of everything we encounter.

Morgan O. Smith

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Embracing the Infinite

Understanding Para Brahman

In the realm of spiritual exploration and philosophical contemplation, the concept of Para Brahman stands as a profound enigma. It is a term that transcends the limits of our typical understanding, pushing us into the depths of what might be considered the ultimate reality.

Para Brahman, in its essence, is the embodiment of the formless and the infinite. It is not confined by the physical dimensions we are accustomed to, such as length, height, depth, or width. This absence of form extends beyond the physical, into the realms of emotion, thought, and even the metaphysical. It is devoid of texture, distance, time, space, feelings, emotions, senses, attachments, desires, thoughts, memories, anticipation, smell, temperature, relationships, distinctions, wants, needs, and regrets. This extensive list, however, is not exhaustive but indicative of the boundless nature of Para Brahman.

What makes this concept both intriguing and challenging is the paradox it presents. Para Brahman, while being beyond all these attributes and perceptions, simultaneously encompasses everything that has been mentioned. It is not just the absence but also the presence of all. This paradox forces us to rethink our understanding of existence and non-existence, presence and absence, form and formlessness.


How can something be everything and nothing at the same time? This question lies at the heart of understanding Para Brahman. It compels us to look beyond the dualities that dominate our everyday experiences. In this sense, Para Brahman is not just a concept but an invitation to experience reality in its most unadulterated form.

This exploration is not just an intellectual exercise but a journey toward self-realization. It challenges our deeply ingrained notions of what is real and what is illusion. By contemplating Para Brahman, we delve into a state of consciousness where the distinctions that define our usual experiences dissolve. In this state, we are neither bound by our desires nor limited by our perceptions.

The understanding of Para Brahman brings us to the cusp of spiritual awakening, where the individual self merges with the universal self. It is a state of being that many spiritual traditions aim to realize – a state of pure consciousness, unmarred by the transient nature of physical existence.


In conclusion, the concept of Para Brahman invites us to embark on a journey beyond the confines of our material and psychological limitations. It encourages us to experience the world not just through our senses and thoughts but through a profound understanding of the interconnectedness and the boundlessness of all existence.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond the Infinite

Contemplating the Vastness Beyond Para-Brahman

In the profound depths of Hindu philosophy, the concept of Para-Brahman represents the ultimate, unchanging reality, the absolute existence that transcends all forms and phenomena. It is an entity beyond human perception, beyond all attributes, the substratum of both the manifest and the unmanifest. But the human mind, insatiably curious and inherently uncontent with limits, dares to ponder—what, if anything, lies beyond Para-Brahman?

To consider what is beyond Para-Brahman is to engage in a philosophical exercise that stretches the boundaries of thought and existence. It is like trying to illuminate the space beyond the edge of the universe’s observable horizon. Para-Brahman itself is defined as the highest Brahman, beyond which nothing further can be conceptualized within the traditional frameworks of Hindu philosophy. However, this does not deter the most adventurous minds from speculating on the nature of the absolute’s transcendence.

In attempting to name that which is beyond the ultimate, we delve into a realm of thought that precedes language and form. Such a pursuit may lead us to the Sanskrit term “Anirvachaniya,” meaning that which cannot be expressed or described. In this context, the term acknowledges the limitations of human language and understanding when faced with the immensity of the infinite.

Yet, it is in the silence of meditation and the stillness of contemplation that Hindu tradition often finds its deepest insights. Here, the individual soul (Atman) comes into direct experience with Brahman, and it is perhaps in the dissolution of the self where one might fleetingly encounter the hint of something even more profound than Para-Brahman—something that, by its very nature, cannot be encapsulated by any concept or word.

We might then call this speculative beyond “Ananta,” the infinite, a term that suggests an endlessness that extends even beyond the ultimate expanse of Para-Brahman. It is not a place, entity, or state that can be reached or understood; it is the possibility of infinity within infinity, the essence of boundlessness that permeates every aspect of the cosmos and yet is apart from it, untouched and untouchable.

To ponder what lies beyond Para-Brahman is to embrace the essence of the Upanishadic inquiry, “Neti, neti,” not this, not this. By negating all that can be known, we are left with silent wonder, an acknowledgment that the truth is ever beyond the grasp of our finest conceptions. It is a journey not toward another concept, but towards an ever-deepening mystery that invites us to find peace in the acceptance of the unknown.

The spiritual endeavour to reach beyond even the concept of Para-Brahman invites us to a profound humility, an understanding that what we know and experience is only a fragment of the vastness of reality. It is a cosmic reminder that the journey is not just about seeking answers, but also about appreciating the beauty of the questions themselves.

In this exploration, we are not just students of Hindu philosophy but of the universe itself, engaged in a ceaseless dialogue with the essence of existence. And perhaps, in that very dialogue, we come to realize that the ultimate truth is not a distant reality to be pursued but an ever-present mystery to be lived.

Morgan O.  Smith

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