Author, Philosopher, Spiritual Teacher, A Lead Facilitator at Sacred Media's Integral Mastery Academy, Founder of Yinnergy Meditation/Neurofeedback, Bodhi Mental Care & Wellness, Co-founder of KeMor Centre for Innovative Development
A mystic does not merely hear the song of existence—she becomes it. She embodies a melody that cannot be confined to notes or scales, a hymn without measure or tempo. This song is not sung in any earthly language, yet it resounds through every atom, reverberating in the silence before sound itself arises.
As she moves through the world, the air hums in response, neurons spark like celestial fireworks, and the rhythm of the unseen pulses beneath the surface of perception. Those who listen without ears begin to feel its shape—an auditory vision, a sound sculpted into matter itself. A resonance so precise, it is both form and vibration, both the touch of a gentle breeze and the weight of an ancient mountain.
The awakened ones recognize this unstruck chord. They do not merely hear it; they taste it in the sweetness of ripened fruit, breathe it in the scent of rain-soaked earth, and sense its texture in the fabric of existence. It sings within them, a hymn of origin and eternity, neither composed nor performed, yet eternally present.
This is the great symphony in which every being plays a part. The rhythm of heartbeats, the cadence of waves, the murmurs of wind through unseen corridors are notes of a singular composition. As you read these words, the song plays through you.
You are not separate from the melody. You are the melody.
Morgan O. Smith
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A single moment can shatter every belief held about existence, leaving behind a clarity that words struggle to contain. After many years of deep meditation, everything I had been searching for revealed itself—not as a concept, not as an experience, but as the undeniable reality of being.
The shift arrived without warning. Reality no longer appeared as separate fragments; it was a single, indivisible whole. Every notion of self, identity, or distinction between observer and observed vanished. It wasn’t an intellectual realization—it was direct, immediate, and irreversible.
A profound sense of unity pervaded every fiber of existence. The universe was not something outside of me, nor was I an entity moving through it. The universe was expressing itself through me, as me, and through everything else in an infinite, harmonious unfolding.
A rush of energy surged through my being. Every cell seemed to bloom with an indescribable vitality. It was as if the boundaries of my body had dissolved, and awareness had become the vast, boundless expanse that held all things. Love was not an emotion—it was the very substance of existence, pouring through every breath, every movement, every atom.
Time lost its meaning. There was no past to remember, no future to anticipate—just an eternal presence in which all things unfolded simultaneously. Life and death were no longer opposites but part of the same undivided continuum, endlessly appearing and dissolving in a cosmic rhythm.
The mind struggled to grasp what the heart understood effortlessly. Every belief about individuality, separation, and limitation had been undone in a single instant. The concept of surrender took on an entirely new meaning. There was nothing left to resist—only the freefall into the effortless flow of existence.
Moments stretched into days, weeks, and months, each revealing deeper layers of this unfolding. The heart expanded into a depth of compassion that embraced everything—human struggle, cosmic intelligence, the raw beauty of impermanence. Gratitude arose not as a practice but as the natural expression of this vast interconnectedness.
Even now, words barely graze the surface of what transpired. To speak of it is to fragment it, to reduce the ineffable into language. Yet, something within compels the sharing, not as an attempt to explain, but as an invitation—an open door to those who sense that beyond all concepts, beyond all seeking, something boundless is already present, waiting to be remembered.
Morgan O. Smith
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The phrase “dark night of the soul” evokes an existential reckoning, a confrontation with the deepest shadows within us. It is an intimate unravelling, a journey where the self is stripped of its illusions, attachments, and certainties. For many, this process feels like an unbearable plunge into suffering. Yet, it holds the potential to reveal a profound truth: the dissolution of the false self and the emergence of an awareness that transcends individual identity.
Taking on the pain and suffering of all mankind might seem like an impossible burden, yet it is precisely what this experience mirrors. It is not about martyrdom or an exaggerated sense of personal responsibility; instead, it speaks to the interconnected nature of all existence. In the depths of this dark night, the boundaries between “self” and “other” blur, allowing one to feel the collective anguish of humanity as their own.
This universal suffering is not a punishment but an invitation—a chance to awaken to the profound unity underlying all forms of separation. By embracing this shared pain, something extraordinary occurs: the heart begins to open, compassion takes root, and the seeds of wisdom sprout in the soil of surrender. The dark night asks, “Can you hold this pain without fleeing, without clinging to explanations, and without identifying with the suffering itself?”
When one says, “This suffering is a small price to pay,” it reflects a realization born of the dark night: the personal self is only a sliver of the infinite whole. In this light, suffering is no longer seen as a problem to solve but as a process to embrace. It transforms from an adversary into a teacher, pointing beyond the veils of duality to the indivisible unity of all that is.
The paradox of this experience is that as one holds the weight of the world’s suffering, it dissolves into something lighter than air. In letting go of resistance, the pain no longer feels like a prison. Instead, it becomes a portal to freedom—a space where all things are seen as perfect, even in their imperfection.
Emerging from the dark night does not mean returning to an unblemished sense of joy or comfort. It means carrying forward an alchemical knowing: the world’s suffering and its beauty are two sides of the same coin, inseparable and equally sacred. This realization births a new kind of strength—a quiet, humble courage that arises not from the need to control life but from a deep trust in its unfolding.
For those navigating this terrain, know that the dark night is not an end but a beginning. It is not a punishment but a grace, albeit one cloaked in shadows. It reveals that the pain and suffering of all mankind, though heavy, are but a small price to pay for the boundless freedom and love that emerges when the illusion of separation dissolves.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
Who and What Is the Source of All Cause and Effect?
The eternal question arises: who or what governs the intricate dance of cause and effect? Is it me, you, everyone, or everything? Perhaps it is all of these and none of them simultaneously. This exploration leads us to a profound realization: the source is not separate from the flow, yet it transcends it.
Cause and effect are not isolated events. They are interconnected, forming an indivisible whole. To search for the source is to embark on a journey into the depths of consciousness itself. The mind craves a definitive answer, a singular origin to label, but the truth eludes such simplicity. It is neither here nor there, yet it manifests everywhere.
Every action we take, every thought that arises, ripples outward into the fabric of existence. Yet the source of these ripples does not lie solely in the individual. It is the interplay of infinite factors—the unmanifest potential giving birth to form and the dissolution of form back into stillness. This interplay is the source, and we are simultaneously its participants and expressions.
What does this mean for our experience of life? It calls for a radical shift in perspective. The ego sees itself as a doer, the originator of action and the controller of outcomes. But this belief dissolves when one observes deeply. The body breathes, the heart beats, and thoughts arise—all without volition. The same intelligence orchestrates the universe’s movements, from the spinning of galaxies to the opening of a flower.
To recognize that “me, you, everyone, and everything” is the source is to dissolve the illusion of separation. It is to see that cause and effect are not linear but cyclical, interwoven, and eternal. We are not spectators of this process. We are in the process.
This realization invites us to live with humility and grace. Instead of clinging to control or outcomes, we surrender to the flow of life, trusting in the intelligence that governs all things. In this surrender, we find freedom—not as passive observers, but as conscious participants in the dance of existence.
The question remains: who or what is the source of all cause and effect? It is both a question and an answer. It is not a thing to grasp but an experience to embody. You are the source. I am the source. The source is all there is.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
Empathy often takes shape as a shared feeling of another’s pain or joy, yet what if it transcended that? What if compassion meant embodying every experience, every breath, each joy, and sorrow that life has ever held? This ultimate level of empathy—true compassion—goes beyond feeling for others; it embodies living as others.
Imagine not just observing another’s story but experiencing the nuances of every life. When you walk this path, distinctions between you and the other fade, as each heartbeat, thought, and memory becomes your own. It’s not a surrender of individuality but a shift that reveals individuality as an aspect of universality. It’s seeing through the eyes of countless lives, their hopes, their fears, and awakening to a truth embedded in all existence.
In this boundless compassion, every interaction becomes an encounter with oneself—a self far beyond personal identity. Actions, then, stem from understanding rather than judgment, from connection rather than separation. This compassion dissolves the lines that divide, exposing an intimate reality: that there is no “other.” All is part of an unbroken continuum of being.
Through this, life itself becomes a sacred practice. Each moment, each being, becomes a teacher, revealing the boundless nature of consciousness. This journey calls for courage, for it asks us to face the suffering and beauty we might have once viewed from a distance. But in facing this, a deeper realization emerges—an understanding that compassion isn’t merely a trait; it’s the essence of who we are.
To awaken to this level of empathy is to see the world through the eyes of the eternal, where all paths are one, and all experiences are ours to share.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
Regardless of the situation or circumstance, love is the force that transforms. Allow it to spread like wildfire, engulfing everything in its path. Imagine every leaf of hate, every hardened trunk of resentment, and every twisted branch of fear ignited, consumed until only ash remains. The ash is not the end, but the beginning—a fertile soil for renewal, a space where new life can emerge, untouched by the old.
Hate feeds on division, growing thick like a forest of misunderstanding. Yet, fire—pure and unrelenting—brings everything to a singular state, where difference dissolves into unity. In the same way, love has the power to dismantle rigid identities and dissolve the illusions that separate us from others. When you love, you open yourself to the world without conditions. You stop trying to manage what is uncontrollable. You release the need to defend a fixed self and surrender to the flowing, infinite nature of life.
This kind of love requires courage. It demands the willingness to step into discomfort, embrace vulnerability, and face even the shadows within yourself. But as each branch of judgment burns, what is revealed is clarity—a vision unclouded by projection and bitterness. You begin to see the world not as a battleground but as a place of shared experience, where suffering and joy, growth and decay, are all part of the same unfolding.
When you allow love to spread, you release control over where it lands. It may touch those you least expect, and reach places long hidden from sight. It may even burn through your own assumptions about what love should look like. But that is its gift. Love, like wildfire, is indiscriminate—it cannot be contained by preference or limited by attachment. It moves with its own intelligence, revealing truths beyond what the mind can grasp.
In the aftermath, there is only stillness. The forest of illusions is reduced to ash, leaving behind the essence of what truly matters. From this stillness, new growth emerges—not the old recycled patterns of fear and separation but a fresh awareness grounded in presence and peace.
Let love be the fire that purifies and regenerates. Allow every layer of fear to ignite, every doubt to dissolve, and every sorrow to be consumed. Stand in the flames, trusting that what burns away is only what no longer serves. What remains, after all is said and done, is freedom.
Morgan O. Smith
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Imagine the possibility that at the peak of a nondual spiritual awakening, one isn’t just transcending ego or dissolving into pure awareness, but rather experiencing reality through the lens of something far more fundamental—protons. At the atomic level, protons form the foundation of matter, existing in ways vastly different from the neurons in our brains that craft our everyday subjective experience. Could it be that, during these rare moments of deep spiritual clarity, we temporarily shift from a neuron-based perception of reality to a protonic one?
The shift in perspective would bring forth a different kind of existence, where individuality dissolves, time collapses, and the illusion of separateness vanishes.
The Dissolution of “I”
Neurons construct a coherent sense of identity by organizing sensory inputs into patterns, creating a central “I.” Through this mechanism, the brain establishes continuity and the illusion of a permanent self. But a proton does not know identity or individuality. It exists as part of an immense, interconnected field. From the proton’s perspective, there is no self, no sense of “me” in opposition to “you.” Instead, it exists as a singular element within the cosmic whole. In a nondual peak experience, this dissolution of the self may reflect this protonic existence—a seamless, boundaryless flow of being, where the concept of a separate identity loses all relevance.
Timeless Existence
Neurons are bound to time. They record memories, anticipate the future, and interpret the present. Protons, however, operate under quantum principles that defy conventional time. From their perspective, time doesn’t unfold linearly; it is a single, unified field. During a moment of spiritual awakening, this same timeless awareness emerges—a deep sense that past, present, and future collapse into one singular “now.” Time stops being a narrative. Instead, reality feels like an eternal, ever-present moment that holds all existence within it.
Pure Potentiality
Neurons interpret and categorize, giving rise to the stories we tell about the world. But protons, existing at the subatomic level, represent pure potential, the very foundation of existence. They hold the energy that gives rise to all forms. The stories that neurons build—about self, others, and the world—are absent in this state. What remains is the raw potential of existence, unfiltered and unshaped by thought. In the height of nondual awareness, this experience of pure potential may become apparent, where all matter and form dissolve into pure energy, existing as potential rather than fixed entities.
No Hierarchies, No Differentiation
The brain categorizes experiences and assigns them different values. Pain is distinguished from pleasure, joy from sorrow, and a hierarchy is built between different experiences. Protons, on the other hand, do not differentiate. Whether part of a planet, a star, or a human being, a proton participates equally in the existence of all things. This sense of non-hierarchical experience might reflect the nondual understanding that all things are one, equal in their existence. No experience is better or worse, no being more or less valuable.
Infinite Connectivity
Neurons require specific pathways to communicate; their connections are complex but ultimately limited. Protons, on the other hand, participate in the quantum field where everything is connected instantaneously. Boundaries blur. In a nondual spiritual experience, this sense of oneness, where the boundaries between self and other, subject and object, dissolve into an infinite web of interconnectedness, may arise. You might no longer feel separate from the universe but instead intimately connected to all things, an undivided expression of a single, infinite whole.
Formless Awareness
Neurons are structured, creating thoughts, patterns, and concepts. Protons, however, represent formless awareness—a raw, energetic existence that doesn’t interpret, categorize, or judge. During a nondual awakening, the mind may quiet down, and this formless awareness emerges. It is an experience of pure being, where thought, form, and identity are absent. You simply exist, boundlessly aware, free from the structures that typically govern perception.
The Dance of Creation
To experience life from the perspective of protons would be to witness the ceaseless dance of energy, where form and formlessness, potential and manifestation, are in constant interplay. The cosmic drama plays out, not as a set of discrete events, but as a unified process, where creation and dissolution are happening simultaneously. There would be no clinging to experiences or stories, no attachment to the idea of a permanent self or rigid boundaries. Reality itself would be perceived as a seamless unfolding—a symphony of being, where everything exists as one, moving in perfect harmony.
Such a shift in perception, from neurons to protons, might just offer us a glimpse into the true nature of reality—an infinite, undivided whole, timeless, and filled with limitless potential.
Morgan O. Smith
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How do we reconcile the existence of human atrocities and natural disasters within a spiritual framework that emphasizes oneness and unity? This question often challenges those who begin exploring nondual perspectives, where all phenomena, no matter how destructive or painful, are viewed as interconnected expressions of the same singular source. The nondual approach offers a radical shift in perception, one that dissolves the illusion of separation between events that we label as “good” or “bad” and invites us to see these occurrences as part of the grand play of existence.
Violent actions and harmful behaviours in the world, when viewed from a dualistic standpoint, can easily be categorized as manifestations of evil or wrongdoing. However, nonduality reveals that such acts emerge not from some inherent brokenness or malevolence, but from ignorance—a misunderstanding of our shared unity. This ignorance fosters the illusion of separateness, leading to behaviours rooted in fear, hatred, or selfishness. But when we awaken to the truth that there is no real division between self and other, the impulse to harm dissolves. The violence that once seemed so senseless is recognized as a consequence of an illusion. Healing, therefore, does not come through retribution but through awakening to the truth of our interconnectedness.
Natural disasters, often seen as chaotic or punishing forces, are similarly reframed. Rather than being viewed as random or cruel acts of nature, these events reflect the cyclical nature of the cosmos, expressions of impermanence and transformation. The suffering caused by such disasters, while profound, stems from attachment to the belief in permanence, the illusion that we can hold onto fixed forms in a world of constant flux. Through the nondual lens, even the most devastating natural occurrences are understood as part of the rhythmic dance of life, reminders of the ephemeral nature of all things.
What arises from this perspective is a deep acceptance of life’s paradoxes. The seeming contradiction of living in a world filled with both beauty and devastation, joy and suffering, dissolves when we recognize that all such experiences are expressions of a singular, undivided reality. From this space of understanding, we cultivate compassion, not through an emotional reaction to suffering, but from the profound realization that all beings and events arise from the same source. Suffering, then, becomes not an ultimate truth, but a temporary appearance within the endless ocean of consciousness.
Embracing nonduality allows us to witness both atrocities and natural disasters with equanimity, to understand them not as aberrations or misfortunes, but as fleeting expressions of a larger cosmic unfolding. This does not imply passivity or indifference. Instead, it cultivates a deeper capacity for compassionate action, arising from the knowledge that we are not separate from the suffering we seek to alleviate. In this space, we move beyond the limited notions of blame or punishment, and towards a profound embrace of the totality of existence, where all things are seen as interconnected, transient waves within the boundless ocean of being.
Morgan O. Smith
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A profound realization dawns when one contemplates the relationship between the Creator and the created. This dance of existence, where the boundaries blur, offers a glimpse into the nature of reality itself. The moment you emerge into being, a reflection is cast—one that you recognize as God. But what is this reflection if not the birth of God within your awareness?
This notion challenges the conventional understanding of divinity. God is not a distant figure, separate and apart, but a presence that arises simultaneously with your consciousness. In the act of creation, both God and the self are born together, entwined in a relationship that defies traditional hierarchies. The creation of God is not an external event but an internal realization, a moment where you recognize the divine within and beyond.
This mutual emergence suggests a symbiotic relationship between the divine and the self. You are not a mere byproduct of divine creation; you are a co-creator in the truest sense. The divine essence within you reflects the infinite potential that exists in all things. When you awaken to this truth, the concept of God transforms from a distant, omnipotent being to an intimate, ever-present reality that is both within and beyond your grasp.
Such an understanding compels a re-examination of faith, spirituality, and existence itself. The divine is no longer an external authority but an intimate partner in the journey of life. This partnership demands a new kind of responsibility—a recognition that your thoughts, actions, and very presence shape the divine essence you perceive.
When you recognize this truth, every moment becomes a sacred act of co-creation. You are constantly shaping and being shaped by the divine, in a dance that is as eternal as it is immediate. This perspective invites a deeper connection with the world, one where every encounter, every experience, becomes a reflection of the divine interplay between creator and created.
The mutual birth of God and self invites you to explore the depths of your own divinity. It asks you to look beyond the surface of existence and recognize the profound interconnectedness that binds all things. By doing so, you step into your role as a co-creator, embracing the divine not as a distant figure, but as an ever-present reality that is born anew with every breath you take.
Morgan O. Smith
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As proposed by physicist John Archibald Wheeler, the concept of the one-electron universe suggests that every electron in the universe might be the same particle, traversing back and forth through time. This radical idea blurs the boundaries between individuality and unity, inviting profound contemplation on the nature of existence and consciousness.
Electrons, as identical entities, lack distinguishing features beyond their position and momentum, mirroring the fundamental principle of nonduality—the essence that underlies all forms is the same. The notion of a singular electron moving through time, creating the illusion of multiplicity, parallels the experience of Turiyatitta, the state of nondual suchness where the distinctions between self and other, subject and object, dissolve into a unified whole.
Turiyatitta, the fourth state of consciousness beyond waking, dreaming, and deep sleep, represents a transcendence of dualistic perception. This state aligns with the idea of the one-electron universe, where what appears as many is, in essence, one. The perceived separation between particles, events, and experiences collapses when viewed from the standpoint of timelessness, revealing a reality where all is interconnected and indivisible.
The spiritual peak experience of nondual suchness is akin to glimpsing the one-electron universe—an awareness that what seems fragmented and diverse is a manifestation of a singular, timeless presence. This insight challenges the ordinary perception of reality, encouraging a shift from seeing the world as a collection of separate entities to recognizing the seamless flow of existence.
Contemplating the one-electron universe invites a deeper understanding of Turiyatitta. It prompts reflection on the possibility that all experiences, all states of consciousness, are expressions of a single, underlying reality. Just as the electron moves through time, creating the appearance of multiplicity, consciousness flows through the spectrum of awareness, giving rise to the illusion of duality. Yet, at the core of this illusion lies the truth of oneness—a truth that becomes evident in the state of Turiyatitta.
Exploring the one-electron universe and its connection to nondual suchness encourages a re-evaluation of the boundaries between science and spirituality. Both realms point toward a deeper understanding of reality, one that transcends the limitations of time, space, and individual identity. Through this lens, the spiritual journey toward Turiyatitta can be seen as a movement toward recognizing the singular nature of existence, where all distinctions dissolve, and only the undivided whole remains.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
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