Tag: Kundalini

The Serpent’s Gaze

Awakening Through the Fire of Kundalini

The surge of Kundalini energy does not arrive as a gentle visitor. It comes as a serpent rising, a King Cobra rearing its hood, carrying both the gift of awakening and the threat of annihilation. Those who encounter this force discover it is not a metaphor; it is a reality coursing through every nerve, every cell, as if the body itself were being rewritten from the inside out.

When this energy pierces upward through the spine and explodes through the crown, the encounter feels like a confrontation with divinity itself. The serpent turns its head, upside down, to stare directly at you. In that gaze is the paradox: vitality at its peak and the shadow of death standing closer than ever. The breath sharpens, the heartbeat quickens, and one realizes that this power could end everything in an instant—or transfigure it beyond recognition.

Many speak of spiritual awakening as blissful or serene, but the truth carries far more weight. The awakening of Kundalini is as much a dance with mortality as it is with enlightenment. To feel more alive than ever before is to simultaneously brush against the veil of death, because both are rooted in the same ultimate source. Death is not the opposite of life, but the threshold that life constantly leans against.

The serpent reminds us that awakening is not safe. It burns away illusions, sears through the fragile boundaries of identity, and brings us face-to-face with what cannot die. The brush with death is not punishment—it is initiation. To survive, it is to be reborn, no longer mistaking yourself for the limited frame of flesh and thought, but knowing yourself as the vast consciousness in which even death dissolves.

Kundalini does not ask for permission. It does not ask if you are ready. It rises, and in that rising, you discover whether you can hold its gaze without collapsing into fear. The courage required is not of the ego, but of the soul. To endure the serpent’s fire is to step into a reality that few dare to enter, where life and death are revealed as two faces of the same eternal current.

Morgan O. Smith

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When the Serpent Stirs

The Sacred Upheaval of a Kundalini Awakening

A force lies dormant at the base of your spine—curled, coiled, and waiting. It isn’t a metaphor. It isn’t symbolic. It is the sacred energy of awakening, and when it stirs, nothing remains untouched. This is not personal growth. This is elemental transformation.

Kundalini is not something you believe in—it is something that happens. The moment it rises, it begins its ascent with precision, threading its way through your central channel, shifting the architecture of your being. From the root of your spine to the crown of your head, it dismantles, rewires, and reanimates—not gently, not politely, but necessarily.

Everything once taken for granted—breath, time, self, existence—begins to unravel before your eyes. What seemed obvious collapses. What felt separate merges. What appeared to be you becomes both everything and nothing. You no longer view life from a narrow vantage point defined by fear or habit. Perception stretches beyond the ordinary, and you begin to see not from a body, but through consciousness itself.

This isn’t a philosophical musing. This is Yoga—not the posture, but the primordial union. The word means to yoke, to unify, and Kundalini is the sacred yoking of the individual to the Infinite. It is not ideal. It is not a concept. It is direct experience. It is the breakdown of boundaries until the Divine reveals Itself not as something above or beyond, but as the pulse within.

There is no going back from such a moment. Once touched by that current, life reorganizes itself around a different centre—not a person, not a role, but presence.

And within that presence, the union question vanishes—because you realize there were never two.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Day Everything Dissolved

A Journey into Absolute Oneness

A single moment can shatter every belief held about existence, leaving behind a clarity that words struggle to contain. After many years of deep meditation, everything I had been searching for revealed itself—not as a concept, not as an experience, but as the undeniable reality of being.

The shift arrived without warning. Reality no longer appeared as separate fragments; it was a single, indivisible whole. Every notion of self, identity, or distinction between observer and observed vanished. It wasn’t an intellectual realization—it was direct, immediate, and irreversible.

A profound sense of unity pervaded every fiber of existence. The universe was not something outside of me, nor was I an entity moving through it. The universe was expressing itself through me, as me, and through everything else in an infinite, harmonious unfolding.

A rush of energy surged through my being. Every cell seemed to bloom with an indescribable vitality. It was as if the boundaries of my body had dissolved, and awareness had become the vast, boundless expanse that held all things. Love was not an emotion—it was the very substance of existence, pouring through every breath, every movement, every atom.

Time lost its meaning. There was no past to remember, no future to anticipate—just an eternal presence in which all things unfolded simultaneously. Life and death were no longer opposites but part of the same undivided continuum, endlessly appearing and dissolving in a cosmic rhythm.

The mind struggled to grasp what the heart understood effortlessly. Every belief about individuality, separation, and limitation had been undone in a single instant. The concept of surrender took on an entirely new meaning. There was nothing left to resist—only the freefall into the effortless flow of existence.

Moments stretched into days, weeks, and months, each revealing deeper layers of this unfolding. The heart expanded into a depth of compassion that embraced everything—human struggle, cosmic intelligence, the raw beauty of impermanence. Gratitude arose not as a practice but as the natural expression of this vast interconnectedness.

Even now, words barely graze the surface of what transpired. To speak of it is to fragment it, to reduce the ineffable into language. Yet, something within compels the sharing, not as an attempt to explain, but as an invitation—an open door to those who sense that beyond all concepts, beyond all seeking, something boundless is already present, waiting to be remembered.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond the Threshold

States of Transformation on the Path of Awakening

The unfolding of higher consciousness reshapes the body, mind, and nervous system, refining perception and dissolving boundaries between the self and the infinite. As the life force energy surges, a reconfiguration takes place, leading to extraordinary states that may arise temporarily or settle into permanence after a complete awakening. These moments defy conventional understanding, serving as glimpses into the profound mystery of existence.

Absolute Awareness
A sudden, all-encompassing knowing—everything perceived is an extension of consciousness itself. The senses, once thought to receive reality, are revealed as projections of an inner vastness. Nothing exists outside of the perceiver. Time, space, and form collapse into a singular presence that was never born and can never end.

The Unraveling of Sanity
Laughter, tears, trembling—an ecstatic unraveling of everything once held as truth. The self that once navigated life no longer exists in the same way. This is not a loss, but a liberation, as the mind lets go of itself and drowns joyfully in the great unknown. To those outside, it may appear like madness; to the one immersed, it is homecoming.

The Cosmic Joke
The grand illusion reveals itself, and the paradox of existence becomes clear. Everything has been a divine play, yet no one is playing it. The silent knowing of this truth ignites an unspeakable humour, a comedy with no punchline, because there is no separate audience to hear it.

The Laughter That Shakes the Cosmos
A tide of unstoppable joy rises, overwhelming the body in waves of convulsing mirth. Each breath dissolves into peals of laughter so deep that the one laughing vanishes into the act itself. There is no subject, no object, just an uproarious dance between existence and itself.

The Longing for Home
A sorrow unlike any other, not born from loss, but from remembering. A weeping that reaches into the depths of the heart, longing for a paradise never truly left. This yearning dissolves into a revelation—home was never elsewhere, only veiled by illusion.

The Weight of the World
Empathy takes on an unthinkable depth. The suffering of others is no longer outside; it is felt as one’s own. This burden does not cripple, but refines the heart, stretching it to hold an infinite compassion, mirroring the silent grace of the cosmos.

The Abyss of Emptiness
A state beyond experience itself. No memory of it remains upon return, yet its imprint lingers—a knowing beyond knowledge. This is not the absence of self, but the absence of absence itself. The full void, the fullness that is void.

The Unspeakable Union
A rapture that has nothing to do with flesh, yet shakes every fiber of being. The merging of the personal with the eternal, where boundaries dissolve into waves of ecstasy. A communion beyond body, mind, or name—pure, unfiltered essence meeting itself.

The Sacred Intoxication
Drunk on something that cannot be named, yet utterly lucid. A divine inebriation, as if the nectar of existence itself has been consumed. Every cell vibrates in bliss, yet the mind remains clear, witnessing the unfolding without resistance.

The Euphoric Ascension
A high without substance, a flight without wings. The sensation of rising beyond the known, as if an unseen force is lifting every molecule into a radiant expanse. A state that no external catalyst could ever induce.

The Bliss That Has No Opposite
A radiance so complete, so uncontainable, that nothing remains but the luminous hum of existence itself. Not happiness, not pleasure—something far beyond. The body, no longer just flesh, becomes light, becomes rhythm, becomes the very breath of creation. This is not an experience, but the dissolution into what has always been.

Every moment on this path is a fleeting ripple in the ocean of awareness. These states arise, and they pass. Holding onto them is to miss the invitation they offer. There is something beyond them, something untouched by all forms and fluctuations. No words can describe it. No mind can grasp it. Yet, it has never been apart from you. This is the silent truth, whispering between every heartbeat. The kingdom is not coming. It has always been here.

Morgan O. Smith

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Kundalini and Beyond

Unraveling the Layers of Absolute Reality

In the realm of spiritual exploration, Kundalini is often revered as a pinnacle experience, a symbol of ultimate awakening and enlightenment. Yet, it’s crucial to understand that Kundalini, as profound as it may be, is not the zenith of absolute reality unless one chooses to define absolute reality as Kundalini itself.

Kundalini, described in many spiritual traditions as a dormant energy located at the base of the spine, is often associated with a powerful awakening, leading to heightened awareness and spiritual enlightenment. This transformative energy is said to travel up through the chakras, or energy centers, culminating in a profound expansion of consciousness. However, this is not the final destination in the journey of spiritual realization.


The concept of absolute reality, in various philosophical and spiritual systems, goes beyond any single experience or state. It is the ultimate truth that underlies all existence, transcending the limits of individual consciousness and phenomena. While Kundalini awakening can be a significant milestone in one’s spiritual journey, it is, in essence, a part of the grand tapestry of experiences that guides us toward understanding this absolute reality.

This brings us to an intriguing point: the journey toward absolute reality is not linear, nor is it the same for everyone. Kundalini might be a crucial step for some, while others may tread a different path toward the same destination. The beauty of spiritual exploration lies in its diversity and the individualized paths we embark upon.


In conclusion, while Kundalini is a powerful and transformative experience, it is a facet of a larger, more complex journey toward understanding absolute reality. This journey is rich with various experiences and insights, each contributing to our understanding of the profound truth that underlies our existence.

Morgan O. Smith

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Exploring the Depths of Absolute Monism

And its Relation to Nonduality

In my deep exploration of spiritual teachings, I’ve gained a profound insight into the nature of reality, particularly focusing on Absolute Monism and its relation to nonduality. I understand that Absolute Monism goes beyond nonduality (at least how it’s interpreted here in the West), offering a perspective that is both inclusive and expansive.

At the heart of nonduality is oneness – the interconnectivity of everything and the illusion of separateness. I often discuss this, saying, “There’s something between those two opposing views [of separation and non-separation] that is absolute; something that is neither true nor false…it just is.” This reveals that the truth of our existence lies beyond the dualistic ideas of separateness or oneness, in a realm where these notions are simply aspects of a greater truth.

In my exploration of Absolute Monism, I describe a state that transcends the oneness found in nondual teachings. It’s not about negating duality but about moving beyond the need to categorize existence as either one or many. I believe that the ultimate reality is beyond human comprehension, yet it’s inherently present in every aspect of existence. As I often say, “Everything that has ever happened and every future event that will happen is happening now in the present…but the actual present is only a made-up concept.” This points to a reality where time and space, past and future, existence and nonexistence, are all part of an eternal ‘now’ – a state that is ineffable and boundless.

Furthermore, I suggest that profound spiritual experiences, like the awakening of Kundalini, are manifestations of this absolute reality. I note, “Even kundalini and all its magnificence is only a made-up manifestation of who and what you truly are.” This means that while spiritual experiences can be transformative, they still exist within the manifest universe and aren’t the ultimate reality.

In summary, my teachings offer a unique perspective on Absolute Monism. This view transcends and includes the principles of nonduality, hinting at a reality beyond the dualistic constructs of human understanding. It points to an ultimate truth that encompasses all experiences and concepts, a truth that ‘just is’ – beyond definition, beyond separation, and oneness.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Interconnection between Charitable Acts and Kundalini Awakening

**Introduction**

In the rich tapestry of our existence, our actions, particularly those imbued with altruism and empathy, weave intricate patterns that reverberate through our spiritual and physical being. Charity, a virtue, becomes an interesting lens through which to explore a phenomenon well documented within Eastern spirituality: Kundalini awakening. This post aims to weave a narrative, interlinking the seemingly mundane with the profound, exploring how acts of charity might kindle our inner serpentine power.

1. **Charity: A Biological Perspective**

   Engaging in charitable acts activates neural pathways associated with reward and pleasure in our brain, particularly within areas such as the ventral striatum. Essentially, when we help others, our brain releases neurotransmitters like dopamine and oxytocin, infusing us with feelings of happiness and connection.

2. **Psychological Repercussions**

   Additionally, the psychological gratification of aiding others – sometimes referred to as the “helper’s high” – further deepens our sense of belonging and purpose. This potent emotional blend may very well pave the way for spiritual awakenings, creating a fertile ground for our internal energies to cultivate and ascend.

3. **Kundalini: The Serpent Power**

   Kundalini, often depicted as a coiled serpent at the base of the spine, represents dormant energy. Upon awakening, it travels up through the chakras, infusing the individual with profound spiritual enlightenment. The awakening is typically instigated by certain practices or experiences, and notably, is said to be tied to acts that elevate our spiritual and emotional state.

4. **Charity as a Catalyst**

   So, how does charity come into play? The act of giving, especially when devoid of self-interest, becomes a purely spiritual practice. This practice, in essence, generates positive vibrations that can reverberate within, possibly acting as a stimulus to awaken the Kundalini.

   When we extend our hands to aid others, we not only forge connections with them but also nurture our internal spiritual self. This may potentiate the Kundalini energy, urging it to uncoil and ascend, transmuting our spiritual experiences.

5. **Integration of the Physical and the Spiritual**

   Thus, the biological and psychological modifications experienced during charitable acts become catalysts for deeper spiritual explorations and possibly, a Kundalini awakening. The intertwining of this spiritual journey and our earthly actions showcases the beautiful complexity of our existence, where the material and the spiritual are not mutually exclusive but intricately interconnected.

**Conclusion**

The interplay between charitable acts and a Kundalini awakening orchestrates a symphony where biology, psychology, and spirituality create a harmonious melody. Through acts of kindness and empathy, we might unknowingly nurture our internal serpent, enabling it to rise and illuminate our spiritual path, crafting a beautiful confluence where our physical actions translate into spiritual enlightenment.

In the end, charity does not merely touch the lives of those we assist; it also imbues our journey with profound, transformative power, guiding us through a path that intertwines the tangible with the intangible, crafting a tapestry rich with complexity and depth.

Morgan O.  Smith

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From Syndrome to Awakening

The Dual Faces of Kundalini

Embarking on a spiritual journey often involves navigating through a complex tapestry of experiences that can be both enlightening and disconcerting. Among the many facets of this voyage is the phenomenon known as Kundalini syndrome, a precursor to a full Kundalini Awakening. It’s like a rite of passage that tests and prepares one for the profound spiritual metamorphosis awaiting on the other horizon.

Kundalini, often depicted as a coiled serpent resting at the base of the spine, is said to be a potent force that, when awakened, travels up along the spine, activating various energy centers (chakras) and bestowing a state of higher consciousness upon the seeker. However, this ascension is not always smooth. The process can initiate what’s known as the Kundalini syndrome, marked by a range of physical, emotional, and mental upheavals that can be perturbing, to say the least.

Experiencing symptoms such as intense heat or cold, involuntary body movements, or altered states of consciousness are part of the purification process needed to house the rising Kundalini. These symptoms, although unsettling, serve as indicators that the Kundalini is working to clear the obstructions that lie in its path.

A notable narrative around this syndrome suggests that it’s a crucible, a preparatory ground for the forthcoming awakening. This awakening is not merely a state of transcendent ecstasy but a profound rearrangement of one’s inner architecture.

In a metaphorical sense, Kundalini syndrome can be visualized as a chisel working on a block of stone, chipping away all that’s superfluous, moulding the individual into a worthy vessel for the divine energy to reside. The phrase “watch with eyes wide open, or with eyes wide shut” resonates here. It invites a surrendered observance, a yielding to the process however tumultuous it may be. It’s in embracing the syndrome, with its discomforts and challenges, that the genuine awakening is cultivated.

This narrative suggests that what may initially seem a curse — the turmoil and dissonance of Kundalini syndrome — is, in fact, a sanctified ground for spiritual blossoming. Like a seed within the dark soil, struggling upward toward the sun, through the syndrome, one is propelled towards a realm of expanded consciousness, profound peace, and an unshakeable union with the cosmos.

Kundalini awakening then is not an isolated event but a culmination of the endurance, the learning, and the purification that Kundalini syndrome initiates. It’s a divine choreography, a cosmic play of energy that unfolds within the sanctum of one’s being, eventually leading to a life enriched with a deeper understanding, transcendent joy, and a boundless connection to the universe.

Morgan O.  Smith

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