Author, Philosopher, Spiritual Teacher, A Lead Facilitator at Sacred Media's Integral Mastery Academy, Founder of Yinnergy Meditation/Neurofeedback, Bodhi Mental Care & Wellness, Co-founder of KeMor Centre for Innovative Development
In the quest for spiritual enlightenment, a profound question often arises: Are we truly God? The answer, paradoxically, is both affirmative and negative. This might seem bewildering, but it encapsulates the essence of our being and the nature of existence itself.
Yes, We Are:
At the core of our being lies a spark of the divine. Every moment of clarity, every act of compassion, every intuitive insight reflects our inherent divinity. In moments of deep meditation or mystical experience, we touch upon a state of unity where the boundaries between self and the universe dissolve. We feel the interconnectedness of all things, experiencing firsthand the truth of our divine nature.
No, We’re Not:
Conversely, we are also distinct from the absolute. Our daily lives, with their trials and tribulations, remind us of our limitations. We experience separation, individuality, and the constraints of physical existence. These experiences ground us in the reality that, while we may embody aspects of the divine, we are not the totality of it. The ego, with its desires and fears, maintains the illusion of separateness.
Maybe We Are, Maybe We’re Not:
The coexistence of these opposing truths leads us to a deeper understanding. This paradox mirrors the dual nature of existence: the finite and the infinite, the known and the unknown. It is within this dynamic interplay that the essence of our being resides. By embracing this paradox, we move beyond binary thinking and open ourselves to the fluidity of existence.
Understanding the Paradox:
To truly grasp this paradox is to recognize that our existence transcends simplistic definitions. We are both the wave and the ocean, distinct yet inseparable. In acknowledging our divine potential while also accepting our human limitations, we embark on a journey of self-discovery that is both humbling and empowering.
Conclusion:
This paradoxical truth—that we are simultaneously divine and not—invites us to embrace the full spectrum of our existence. It challenges us to live with openness, curiosity, and a deep sense of wonder. By doing so, we honour the complexity of our being and the mysterious beauty of the universe.
Morgan O. Smith
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Nothing I say will ever fully convey what transpired on December 14, 2019. As I sat in my daily meditation, an extraordinary transformation began without effort. In an instant, I was engulfed by an indescribably bright white light, a radiance comparable to a thousand suns. It was so intense it nearly blinded me. As I entered this pure illumination, I faced an ocean of pure consciousness. Gazing at this boundless expanse, I felt myself merging with it until there was no longer a distinction between me and this ocean. At that moment, I fully surrendered. I lost my sense of self as it merged with this ocean of pure consciousness. I had become consciousness itself—a moving body of perfectly still water, free from the properties of wetness.
In this state, I realized I was the Source itself. The Alpha and the Omega, the beginningless beginning and the endless end. I transcended all space and time. I was all shape and form, yet formless. I embodied everything—past, present, and future. I felt as if I were the center of a black hole and the black hole itself. I was pregnant with all possibilities: the possible, the impossible, the probable and the improbable. I was both nothing and everything. As nothing, I was the void, emptiness, Sunyata. As everything, I encompassed all existence and nonexistence.
As all existence, I was the macro and the micro, all dimensions, and all events. I was every action, every noun, and every verb. I was every person, place, and thing. I was every creature, great and small. I was everything subjective and objective. I was everything on this planet, in the solar system, galaxy, and all galaxies. I was the universe itself, including the multiverse. I was every star that ever existed and every particle of stardust. I was every drop of rain, every grain of sand, every blade of grass. I was every microscopic organism, all quantum fields, and vibrating strings. I was every human being that ever lived.
As the entire multiverse, I witnessed my birth and death for eternity, as eternity. I saw myself as every single Big Bang that ever occurred and will occur. I was both life and death, witnessing every birth, death, and rebirth not just of sentient beings, but of the universe itself. I was fully omnipresent, everywhere at once, yet nowhere. I became the everywhere, every when, and everyone. I was all matter and all energy. I was every single particle and every single wave. I was all feelings, emotions, senses, and subtle bodies. I was all peak experiences, all pleasure and pain. I was all realms and dimensions. I was both God and man, both soul and spirit. I was all bliss, consciousness, and existence. I was the entire ground of all being. I was all-knowing God itself. I was the never-born and the never-dying. I was pure manifestation itself.
All of this was experienced simultaneously, in a state of total nondual suchness. It was an experience of absolutely everything and nothing, with no distinctions, yet with all distinctions. At that moment, everything was of the same source. I experienced the beauty of all religions glorified in my name, all philosophy, all fields of knowledge. Every mystery unsolved. Every song ever written and those yet to be written. Every invention. I was the spark of every surprise. I witnessed all of history and all future events. I was infinite. I was the Self. The I Am. The I Am That. I was both Atman and Brahman. I was both the cause and the effect. Yet, I saw nothing. There was nothing to see because nothing existed outside of me. All that existed was The Self. The Absolute of The Absolute. I was eternity. I experienced everything as both diversity and singularity. I was complete. I was whole. I had nothing to lose and nothing to gain. I was free from all suffering, free from all bondage. The only thing experienced was Samsara and Moksha, both Samsara and Nirvana. I was free from my existence, yet I was existence itself. At that moment, I knew and still without a shadow of a doubt who and what I am.
As the nondual experience began to dissipate and I became aware of my physical body, I felt broken. But in a good way. My heart was bent in two as love flowed throughout every artery. All of a sudden, I felt a force from the base of my spine pushing upwards through my spinal column. It felt as if a giant python was forcing its way up my spine, activating all my nerve endings. Every vein, nerve, meridian, and nadi burst with life-force energy. This python of energy surged through my spine and exploded out of the top of my head. It felt as if trillions of lotus petals of pure light were bursting from my crown, pouring out rapidly and dissipating as they hit the ground.
My physical body went into full spasm. At that moment, I lost control of all my bodily functions, but subjectively, my body felt like it was moving like the feminine serpent and every time I moved the entire universe moved with me. And when the universe moved, I moved with it. As I moved in this fashion, I felt like my body was performing every asana and every mudra simultaneously. At that moment, it felt as if my entire body represented different aspects of the universe. As I somehow performed every pose at once, I felt like I was the entire physical universe tied in a single knot. As this single knot, I was non-local. Every single facet of my body occupied the same space. For the first time in all my years of meditative practice, I finally understood the meaning of Yoga with a capital Y. From the outside, I was having a full spasm. I was drooling from my mouth, laughing hysterically from the depths of my gut while crying tears of exceeding joy. As I lay on the ground, my body moving uncontrollably, every atom, every molecule, and every cell blossomed into the most beautiful flowers. And as they bloomed, at once, they all shouted with a loud voice in every single human tongue, “I am Brahman!”
Morgan O. Smith
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In the vast expanse of our existence, the quest for knowledge often becomes the cornerstone of our identity. Yet, what if the very foundation upon which we build our understanding of reality is itself an illusion? This exploration delves into the profound realization that true awareness transcends the confines of conventional knowing, inviting us into a realm where the essence of wisdom lies in embracing the unknown.
The human mind, a marvel of evolution, is innately driven by an insatiable thirst for knowledge. We categorize, analyze, and store information, believing that the accumulation of facts leads us closer to the truth. However, this pursuit, albeit noble, may inadvertently tether us to a mirage. The belief in a definitive understanding of the universe and our place within it is a construct, a byproduct of the mind’s inherent need to grasp, define, and control.
Absolute awareness unfolds when we step beyond this illusion when we release the need to know and instead embrace the vastness of not knowing. This state of consciousness is not a void or absence of knowledge but a profound acknowledgment of the limitations of our conceptual frameworks. It is an acceptance that the essence of reality, in its infinite complexity, cannot be fully contained or comprehended by the constructs of human thought.
In this space of absolute awareness, we encounter the true essence of being. It is here, in the silence beyond thoughts and the duality of known and unknown, that we experience the pure state of consciousness. This experience transcends the intellectual understanding of nonduality; it is a direct encounter with the indivisible wholeness of existence. The realization that the observer and the observed are not separate entities but manifestations of the same underlying reality dismantles the illusion of separation, leading us to a state of unity with all that is.
Embracing this perspective shifts the way we engage with the world. When we recognize that our conventional knowledge is a drop in the ocean of existence, we approach life with humility and openness. This shift does not devalue the pursuit of knowledge but places it in a broader context where the mystery of existence is acknowledged and revered. It encourages a mode of being where every moment is an opportunity for awe and wonder, free from the constraints of needing to know and understand everything.
This journey into absolute awareness invites us to live in a state of perpetual discovery, where the acceptance of not knowing becomes a source of freedom and liberation. It challenges us to find comfort in the uncertainty, to find peace in the unanswerable questions, and to find enlightenment in the realization that in the grand scheme of existence, we are both everything and nothing.
As we navigate this path, we understand that the essence of wisdom lies not in the accumulation of knowledge but in the profound acceptance of the unknown. This realization is not the end but the beginning of a truly enlightened existence, where every breath is an invitation to experience the infinite depth of the present moment.
Morgan O. Smith
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In the quest for spiritual understanding, we often grapple with the paradox of the self – a mysterious confluence where the finite meets the infinite. The essence of our being, or what we might refer to as the Source, is an enigma that defies the constraints of language and thought. This Source, ineffably intertwined with our core, is beyond our intellectual grasp; yet, paradoxically, it is the very essence of who we are.
Imagine standing at the edge of an ocean, the vastness stretching beyond the horizon. This ocean is akin to the Source – boundless, profound, and enigmatic. Just as the ocean cannot be contained within a jar, the true nature of our inner selves cannot be encapsulated within the confines of human comprehension. We are, in essence, the very mystery that we seek to unravel.
Yet, this realization is not a cause for despair, but rather an invitation to explore the depths of our being. The Source, which is beyond understanding, is not separate from us. It is not a distant deity or an abstract concept to be chased. It is the very fabric of our existence, the underlying reality of everything we perceive and experience.
The Eternal You, a term that signifies the unchanging, timeless aspect of our being, is a reminder that our true nature transcends the fleeting and the transient. In our daily lives, we are often caught up in the ebb and flow of mundane experiences, losing sight of this eternal dimension. However, when we pause, when we allow silence and stillness to pervade our being, we begin to glimpse the eternal that resides within us.
This glimpse is not an intellectual understanding but a profound experience, a moment of awakening where one realizes that they are not just a drop in the ocean, but the entire ocean in a drop. It’s a realization that the Source, the Eternal You, is not an entity to be sought externally but a reality to be recognized within.
In embracing this truth, we embark on a journey of transformation. This journey is not about acquiring new knowledge or attaining a higher state of consciousness, but rather about shedding the layers of illusion that veil our true nature. It is a process of unlearning, of letting go of the false identities and beliefs that we have clung to, and awakening to the truth of who we are.
The path to this realization is unique for each individual, yet it is united by a common thread – the recognition that we are more than our thoughts, emotions, and physical bodies. We are expressions of something far greater, a reality within us and around us, ever-present and eternal.
In conclusion, the Source, the Eternal You, is a profound mystery that beckons us to look within. It invites us to shed the layers of misconception and embrace the eternal essence that is our true nature. As we journey through this exploration, we find that the answers we seek are not found in the outer world, but in the depths of our being.
Morgan O. Smith
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In spiritual exploration, a question often arises, echoing through the corridors of our deepest inquiries: “How can we assert that everything is an embodiment of the divine?” This question, at its core, challenges us to delve into the paradoxical nature of reality and the divine, prompting an examination of where imagination and spiritual truth converge.
The notion that “everything is God” is not merely a statement; it’s a profound recognition of the intrinsic unity in the universe. When individuals question this assertion, often pointing to the imagination as a possible source of such a belief, they unknowingly touch upon a profound truth. Indeed, it is through our imagination that we begin to perceive the divine in everything. However, this is not a limitation but rather a gateway to a deeper understanding.
Imagination, often dismissed as mere fantasy or whimsy, is a powerful tool for spiritual realization. It is through the imaginative process that we transcend the ordinary, stepping beyond the boundaries of conventional perception. In this transcendent state, what was once considered imaginary merges with the ultimate reality. This convergence is not a denial of the imaginary, but rather an acknowledgement of its essential role in our spiritual journey.
This fusion of imagination and divine reality invites us to reconsider what we perceive as real. The mystical experiences and insights that arise from this union are not figments of imagination in the dismissive sense; they are glimpses into a reality that is all-encompassing and deeply interconnected. In this sense, the divine and the imaginary are not opposites but reflections of the same profound truth.
The journey towards this realization is as unique as each individual, yet it is bound by a common thread – the pursuit of understanding beyond the conventional. It is a journey that challenges us to see the divine not as something separate and distant, but as an intimate and integral part of our existence. In this realization, the boundary between the self and the divine dissolves, revealing a unity that encompasses all of existence.
As we embrace this perspective, we begin to see the world not just as a physical reality, but as a manifestation of the divine dance of existence. Everything, from the smallest particle to the vast expanse of the cosmos, becomes a reflection of this divine essence. In this light, the question of whether it is all ‘just imagination’ loses its relevance, for imagination becomes the very lens through which the divine is perceived and experienced.
In conclusion, the dialogue between imagination and divinity is not one of conflict but of deep harmony. It is a reminder that our spiritual journey is not about escaping reality, but about discovering the profound depths of truth that lie within it. In this exploration, we find that imagination and divinity are not just interconnected – they are, indeed, the same.
Morgan O. Smith
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Understanding Mystical Experiences and Spiritual Awakenings
**Introduction**: In the pursuit of understanding life’s profound mysteries, we often come across terms like ‘mystical experience’ and ‘spiritual awakening.’ While these concepts are intertwined in the grand tapestry of spiritual exploration, they hold distinct meanings and implications for the seeker. In this blog post, we delve into the essence of these experiences and how they shape our journey toward enlightenment. **Mystical Experience – A Moment of Transcendence**: A mystical experience is like a flash of lightning in the dark night of our existential journey. It’s a transient, profound event that gifts the individual with a sense of unity and oneness with the universe. This experience transcends normal perception and thought, offering a glimpse into a deeper reality that is usually veiled by the mundane aspects of life. Mystical experiences are often described as ineffable – beyond the grasp of language and logic. They can occur spontaneously or be induced through various practices like deep meditation, prayer, or even through profound encounters with nature or art.
**Spiritual Awakening – The Dawn of Consciousness**: On the other hand, a spiritual awakening is a gradual, transformative process. It’s not just a fleeting moment of insight but a fundamental shift in consciousness. This awakening alters how an individual perceives themselves and their surroundings. It’s akin to waking up from a deep slumber, where one starts to question and understand the deeper aspects of life, self, and the universe. This transformation often leads to personal growth, an increased sense of empathy, and a deeper connection with others. It signifies a lasting change in one’s worldview and approach to life.
**Interconnection and Differences**: While both mystical experiences and spiritual awakenings can profoundly impact an individual’s life and worldview, they differ in nature and impact. A mystical experience might catalyze a spiritual awakening, yet it can also occur as a standalone event. The key difference lies in their duration and transformative effects. Mystical experiences are short-lived yet intense, whereas spiritual awakenings are long-term, gradually reshaping one’s consciousness and perspective.
**Conclusion**: In the journey of self-discovery and spiritual growth, both mystical experiences and spiritual awakenings play vital roles. They offer glimpses into the profound mysteries of existence and guide us toward a deeper understanding of our place in the cosmos. As seekers on this path, embracing these experiences can lead us to a more fulfilled and enlightened existence, marked by a profound connection with the world and a deeper understanding of the self.
Morgan O. Smith
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First and foremost, I would like to extend my heartfelt gratitude to Linda and Michael Molina for inviting me to share my insights and experiences on their esteemed platform. Our engaging conversation traversed through the realms of spirituality, the use of entheogens, and the profound journey toward self-realization. Here are some of the key points I discussed during our enlightening conversation:
Oneness and Surrender:
One of the pivotal aspects of spiritual growth I emphasized is the practice of surrender and the dissolution of the ego to attain a state of “Oneness” or non-dual awareness. This state transcends the dichotomy of self and other, immersing one into a boundless existence that is the true nature of reality. I posited that the various paths and narratives leading to Oneness are but creations of higher consciousness, serving as a script that guides us through the unfolding drama of self-discovery. The crux of the journey lies in surrendering and opening one’s heart to the myriad experiences that life presents, allowing the essence of Oneness to permeate our being.
Embracing Negative Experiences:
The path toward spiritual enlightenment is not always bathed in light. It often takes us through the dark alleys of our psyche, urging us to confront and embrace our shadows. I shared the importance of welcoming negative experiences or the “dark sides” as integral parts of the spiritual journey. These challenging phases, when navigated with awareness and acceptance, can catalyze profound growth and a deeper understanding of our true nature.
Advice for Spiritual Seekers:
The spiritual expedition is an endless voyage towards the heart of existence. I advised fellow seekers to persevere, even when they stumble upon beautiful or profound experiences. There’s always a deeper level of realization awaiting beyond the apparent zenith. Each step taken on this sacred path unveils a new horizon of understanding, urging us to delve deeper into the mystery of existence.
Philosophical Insight:
Reflecting on the nature of reality, I likened the stories and paths leading to spiritual realization to scripts in a movie, orchestrated by a higher consciousness. These scripts, while seemingly real and consequential, are mere narratives that help make sense of our journey towards Oneness. The ultimate truth lies beyond these scripts, in the boundless realm of pure consciousness where the illusion of separation dissolves, revealing the unadulterated essence of Oneness.
Our conversation was a deep dive into the essence of spirituality, the transformative potential of brainwave entrainment, entheogens, and the boundless journey toward self-realization. I am immensely grateful to Linda and Michael Molina for providing a platform to explore and share these profound truths. Through such enlightening exchanges, we inch closer to unravelling the mystic tapestry of existence and fostering a collective awakening to the inherent unity of all life.
Morgan O. Smith
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Watch the episode “Drugs, Mystical Experience, and the Value of Service” below. For more on ESF, check out their channel at https://www.youtube.com/@EmergingSciences
We exist in a world where sound often dictates our experiences. From the cacophony of traffic to the incessant chimes of social media notifications, we’re constantly immersed in a sea of noise. But every so often, in the rare moments of introspection and spiritual awakening, we come to realize that the loudest voice doesn’t always need to be heard; it can be felt.
“During a mystical experience, my silence is the loudest voice in the room.” This quote encapsulates a profound truth about human existence. Amid a mystical experience, words often fall short. They are too limited, too confined by human construct, to adequately convey the depth of such moments. In these times, it is our silence that speaks volumes.
Silence, in this context, isn’t the absence of sound. It’s a resonant force, brimming with emotions, insights, and revelations. When we’re silent during a mystical encounter, we’re not devoid of expression; we’re teeming with it. The silence carries the weight of the universe, the wisdom of ages, and the profundity of personal epiphanies.
Our world tends to value verbosity. We admire those who can articulate their thoughts eloquently, who can debate, discuss, and declare with conviction. But what about those moments when words are insufficient? When does the experience transcend the boundaries of human language? That’s when silence takes center stage.
Imagine being in a room where everyone is talking, but you alone are silent. Yet, your presence is palpably felt, more so than anyone else’s words. That’s the power of silent revelation during a mystical experience. It’s not about shutting out the world, but about tuning into a frequency that words cannot reach.
As we navigate our lives, it’s crucial to recognize and respect these moments of silent resonance. Whether it’s during meditation, in nature, or the midst of a profound spiritual experience, let’s honour the voice of silence. For, in its depth, we might just find the answers we’ve been seeking.
Morgan O. Smith
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In the diverse tapestry of human experience, few phenomena are as enigmatic and profound as the experience of love. Among its many facets, the experience of Eros stands apart as a sublime manifestation of pure sexual love that transcends the ordinary and becomes mystical.
Eros: More than Just Desire
Named after the Greek god of love, Eros is often relegated to the realm of mere physical attraction or romantic infatuation. However, to those who have encountered its mystical peak, it represents something far more profound. Eros is an expression of love that transcends mere physicality, reaching into the spiritual realm and connecting us to something greater. The Peak Experience: A Transcendental Connection
The mystical experience of Eros is not about hedonistic pleasure or fleeting passion. It’s a profound peak experience that transcends the mundane, awakening a deeper connection not only with a partner but with existence itself.
In this state, lovers are not merely engaging in a physical act; they are participating in a sacred ritual that symbolizes unity, trust, and transcendence. It’s a moment where boundaries dissolve, and two individuals become one, not just physically, but emotionally and spiritually.
The Philosophical Dimensions of Eros
The experience of Eros brings into focus philosophical questions about the nature of love, connection, and existence. Is love merely a biochemical reaction, or does it hint at a more profound, cosmic truth? Can sexual love be a pathway to spiritual enlightenment? What does it mean to truly connect with another human being?
Many philosophers and mystics have explored these questions, recognizing the potential for sexual love to be a vehicle for self-realization and spiritual growth. Eros, in its purest form, challenges our conventional understanding of love, encouraging us to see beyond the superficial and to recognize the sacred in the everyday.
Conclusion: Eros as a Path to Understanding
The mystical peak experience of Eros is not just a fleeting moment of pleasure; it’s a profound philosophical insight into the nature of connection, existence, and the human condition. It offers a glimpse into a realm where love is not confined to physical attraction but is a unifying force that binds us all.
To understand Eros is to engage with some of the most fundamental questions about what it means to be human, what it means to love, and what it means to connect with something greater than ourselves. It’s a journey that invites us to look within, to question, to explore, and to grow.
The mystical experience of Eros reminds us that love is not merely an emotion but a transformative power that can lead us to deeper understanding and spiritual awakening. It is a beacon that guides us toward a more profound connection with ourselves, with others, and with the universe itself. In embracing Eros, we may find not just pleasure, but wisdom, joy, and a sense of unity that transcends our earthly existence.
Morgan O. Smith
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The journey of self-understanding often leads us to explore the contours of our own ego. The ego, our sense of self-identity, manifests in countless facets that embody our personality traits, motivations, and behaviours. Each of these facets, be they positive attributes like resilience and compassion, or negative tendencies such as jealousy and arrogance, forms an integral part of our self-image.
Picture the constellation of traits that define you. Some shine brilliantly, reflecting your strengths and virtues. Some might be darker, representing the areas we struggle with or seek to improve. These are the multiple dimensions of our identity, as intricate and vast as the cosmos itself.
Deep spiritual or mystical experiences can profoundly alter this constellation. During these moments of transcendence, the negative facets, those shadowy stars, seem to fade away. We are left with only the positive aspects, creating a luminous sense of heightened self-worth, inner peace, and profound connection with the world around us.
But the journey doesn’t stop at this dualistic understanding. As we delve deeper into these transformative moments, we encounter a state of nonduality. In this space, all facets of the ego, positive and negative, exist simultaneously, without clear distinctions or separations. They merge into the grand cosmic dance, each star in our constellation joining the larger cosmos, allowing us to experience the full spectrum of our human existence.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
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