Tag: Nirvikalpa Samadhi

The Final Disappearance

What happens at the moment of death?

Not from the standpoint of biochemistry or theology, but from the lived silence of awakened seeing—the vantage where death and self are no longer two.

At the summit of awakening—whether called Moksha, Nirvana, Turiyatitta, or Nirvikalpa Samadhi—the idea of death unthreads itself. What dies never truly lived, and what lives has never been touched by time. The dissolution of the body is not the end, nor is it a doorway. It is the falling away of questions that were never yours.

There is no climactic revelation at that edge. There is only this. The suchness that never began, never moved, and never faded. At peak realization, death ceases to be an event. It is not an exit. It is the unspeaking of form—a gentle vanishing into what was always here.

This is not metaphor.

Consciousness, unfragmented and clear, neither resists death nor awaits it. It has already passed through it, endlessly. Not as a journey from point A to point B, but as a revelation that neither point exists.

You don’t meet death. You realize you were never separate from it.

At this depth, what we call life no longer hangs from a timeline. What we call death no longer casts a shadow. No more witness is watching the last breath. Only the unnameable recognizes itself through the temporary flicker of form.

The body may fall away, but the body was never the one who knew. The breath may stop, but the breath was never yours. That which remains doesn’t remain—it is. Before and after mean nothing to it.

Some call this realization peace. Others call it extinction. But it’s neither stillness nor silence nor bliss. It’s before all that. It’s the absence of absence. The presence of presence. Not two.

When the last ripple of self dissolves, what’s left is not a person merging with eternity. There is no one to merge. There is only what was always whole.

This is death at the level of freedom. This is life without division.

Not a conclusion.

A cessation of seeking.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Boundless Vastness of Nirvikalpa Samadhi

The dissolution of self is not an idea to be understood but an experience so profound that it shatters every boundary of identity. Within Nirvikalpa Samadhi, there is no longer a centre from which one observes—only an ungraspable vastness, a presence that extends beyond perception. The familiar contours of individuality dissolve, revealing an unfathomable fullness, completeness untouched by time, thought, or form.

What remains is not an absence but an infinite presence, unrestricted and immeasurable. The self, once held together by thoughts, memories, and attachments, unravels into a luminous vastness beyond comprehension. The realization dawns that nothing was ever separate, that the entirety of existence is neither contained nor containable. There is no longer an observer and the observed—only boundless awareness, aware of itself.

This state transcends concepts, yet paradoxically, it is the source from which all concepts arise. It is neither stillness nor movement, yet it holds both in its embrace. Here, the experience of time fractures, revealing a simultaneity in which past, present, and future fold into a singular, ever-present awareness. What once seemed like a world moving in sequences is now seen as a single, unbroken wholeness, an indivisible totality.

Within this reality, the illusion of separateness is replaced by an undeniable recognition: the entire cosmos is held within, just as the being is held within the cosmos. Boundaries between self and universe collapse, and what is left is an intimate knowing—everything is this, and this is everything.

Emerging from this state feels like waking from a dream so convincing that it has been mistaken for reality. The self that once seemed so solid is revealed as nothing more than a fleeting mirage. What remains is pure awareness—unfiltered, absolute, and infinite. The brilliance of this realization is the recognition of one’s Original Nature, the luminous essence beyond all veils, what some call Dharmakaya, the unmanifested ocean of infinite potential.

Morgan O. Smith

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A Spiritual Journey with Paramahamsa Vishwananda

Ever since September 3rd, 2019, there has been one figure that repeatedly stands out in my memories, the guiding light that has transformed my life – Paramahamsa Sri Swami Vishwananda.

The journey began at Trinity St. Paul’s in Toronto. On that fateful day, I was fortunate enough to receive darshan from him. For those unfamiliar with this term, darshan is the divine sight – a soul-touching blessing one receives from a spiritually enlightened guru. It’s a deeply personal and transformative moment, where one locks eyes with the guru and dives into an ocean of spiritual energy.

Only a few months after this momentous encounter, in November, I experienced a profound nondual spiritual awakening. This spiritual crescendo further intensified in December when I submerged into a state known as Nirvikalpa Samadhi. This was not just any awakening; it was the death of the ego, a realization of my own Supreme Identity, connecting me to all of existence and beyond.

The reverberations of this awakening persisted. Shortly after, I was swept into a whirlwind of a full kundalini awakening. It was as if every chakra within me came alive, culminating with my crown chakra which unleashed a cascade of radiant lotus petals made out of pure light. To say this was monumental would be an understatement; it was an experience that etched itself deep into my soul.

However, the universe, as always, had its plans. The following year, as the world found itself grappling with a pandemic, physical interactions became a luxury. Undeterred, I, along with several fellow seekers, virtually sought the darshan of Paramahamsa Vishwananda.

Yet, the universe has its rhythm and the circle turned full once again. As the pandemic ebbed, last September, Paramahamsa Vishwananda graced Toronto with his presence. We were fortunate enough to bask in his divine presence, in person. My recent memories bring me to August 26th and then again on September 2nd when a smaller group of us made our way to Elmira, New York, to the serene premises of the Paranitya Narasimha Temple. It was here, in the sacred surroundings, that we received the darshan from Paramahamsa Vishwananda. The gleam in his eyes when he recognized me, the warmth of his smile, and our brief yet impactful conversation – these are memories I cherish. His gratitude towards us for travelling so far was heartwarming. But all I could do was thank him, for the transformation he triggered within me, for allowing me to see myself for who I truly am. It remains the most cherished gift I have ever received.

My spiritual voyage with Paramahamsa Vishwananda is one of love, awakening, and profound transformation. A journey that I hope continues, leading me to further depths and heights of spiritual realizations.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Profound Journey

Into the Vastness of Nirvikalpa Samadhi

Embarking upon the voyage of self-realization, one might chance upon the profound state of Nirvikalpa Samadhi, a realm where ordinary definitions of consciousness cease to exist. A phenomenon beyond words, it is an experience of unbounded vastness, where the mind expands beyond its limitations, reaching toward the omnipresent truth of totality.

Becoming the Absolute

In this unfathomable dimension, you journey from your everyday self to a radiant wholeness, a unity that echoes in the depths of your being. As your identity dissolves into the absolute, the stark paradox of the universe comes into focus – the reality of nothingness. This is the state where you free yourself from all worldly attachments, transcend your ego and step into a realm of pure awareness. The essence of who you truly are emerges, unrestrained and sovereign. The concept of ‘you’ vanishes, leaving a sea of pure consciousness in its steads.

Realizing the Totality

Nirvikalpa Samadhi takes you beyond yourself, and merges you with the Universe, introducing you to the power of omnipresence. You discover your entire being present everywhere, intertwined with everything, past, present, and future. A profound realization dawns upon you as you feel the universe within you, and yourself within the universe. A beautiful interplay of microcosm and macrocosm emerges, painting a picture of cosmic unity.

Saccidananda: The Triune Reality

The experience deepens further as you ascend to Saccidananda – a Sanskrit term that merges Sat (existence), Chit (consciousness), and Ananda (bliss). In this transcendent state, you attain an all-encompassing awareness, understanding that you are everything that exists, everything that is conscious. You become the embodiment of bliss itself, experiencing an ineffable joy that pervades all creation.

Awakening from the Dream

As you delve deeper into Nirvikalpa Samadhi, you experience an awakening, reminiscent of rousing from a profound slumber. The world as you know it – a construct of your mind, appears as an illusory dream. The illusion of the self fades away, making way for an unfiltered perception of reality. The world, once a confusing labyrinth, the world transforms into a crystal-clear mirror reflecting your true essence.

The Unmanifested Oceanic Field

This ultimate state of consciousness acquaints you with your original face – a radiant, bright light that is the source of all creation. You find yourself in the heart of the unmanifested oceanic field, the Dharmakaya in Buddhist philosophy. A state where all potentials reside, this is the womb of the cosmos where creation unfolds from possibility into existence.

Engaging with Nirvikalpa Samadhi is not merely a philosophical exercise, but a transformative experience that illuminates the path towards self-realization and universal understanding. It is a mystical journey into the depths of consciousness, where one awakens to the fundamental truth of existence – that we are all interconnected, part of a cosmic symphony resonating with the music of the universe.

Morgan O. Smith

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