Author, Philosopher, Spiritual Teacher, A Lead Facilitator at Sacred Media's Integral Mastery Academy, Founder of Yinnergy Meditation/Neurofeedback, Bodhi Mental Care & Wellness, Co-founder of KeMor Centre for Innovative Development
The desire to see the face of God is often spoken of in spiritual traditions, symbolizing the quest to grasp the ultimate truth, touch the divine essence, and witness the Source from which all arises. Yet, many seekers find that the face of God remains elusive. This is not because God hides but because the totality of His expressions cannot be grasped by the human mind until one reaches a state of enlightenment.
What does it mean to see God’s face? Is it a literal vision, or does it represent the merging of self with the Divine? To catch a glimpse of God’s face is to touch the Infinite, even if momentarily. However, the expressions of God—the vastness of His being, the unfolding of all possibilities and manifestations—are incomprehensible to a mind still bound by duality. These expressions are ever-changing, reflecting the dynamic play of creation, destruction, and renewal. Only upon reaching enlightenment, where distinctions dissolve and all is seen as one, does the seeker begin to witness these myriad expressions in their fullness.
Until then, we stand at the threshold, experiencing occasional moments of clarity and divine presence. These glimpses pull us toward deeper understanding, but the full vision, the entire spectrum of God’s expressions, remains veiled. Enlightenment is not simply a state where we “see” more clearly; it is where the very notion of seer and seen dissolves. Only then do we realize that every expression, every nuance of the Divine face, is also our own. The act of witnessing merges into being and all of existence is recognized as the radiant outpouring of the One.
What does this mean for the seeker? The yearning to see the face of God should not be dismissed as a futile chase. It is a sacred impulse. It is the soul’s longing for its source. Yet, one must realize that enlightenment is not an end but a process of continuous unveiling. Until we become still enough, free from the limitations of ego and mind, the Divine will remain a distant and ever-moving horizon. And even upon that horizon, we will see not a singular expression but an infinite number of faces, each revealing another aspect of the cosmic dance.
In the face of God, we encounter not just creation but the unfathomable mystery behind all forms. Enlightenment is the point at which the seeking ends, not because we have seen all there is to see, but because we have become the very essence we sought.
Morgan O. Smith
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Love’s true essence is beyond comprehension, an omnipresent force so profound it erases the illusion of separation. It moves in dimensions beyond moral constructs, ideology, and identity. When fully realized, this love obliterates the ego and opens the heart so that even the most hardened souls cannot resist its call.
The human mind craves order, labelling people into categories—good, evil, victim, perpetrator. But ultimate love doesn’t comply with these distinctions. It meets each being at the core of their essence, beneath the conditioning and trauma that have shaped their actions. This kind of love can dismantle even the most fortified belief systems.
Imagine the inner world of someone consumed by hatred, caught in the web of fear, anger, and dogma. The walls around their heart seem impenetrable, yet ultimate love does not storm these walls; it dissolves them. It renders resistance futile by revealing what has been buried deep inside—a longing to belong, to be seen, and to be held in a space beyond judgment.
Ultimate love does not negotiate with the mind. It penetrates through the layers of identity, be it the identity of a saint or a sinner, revealing the same radiant essence beneath all masks. It leaves no room for pretense. This love cannot be owned, managed, or bargained with; it simply is.
Consider the most unimaginable scenario—a person shaped by the horrors of hatred, such as a Nazi, encountering the force of unconditional love. It is not a love that justifies or condones but one that sees beyond. That person’s history, belief system, and ideology would crumble under the weight of such grace. All that remains is a naked heart, laid bare in the presence of a force so magnificent it demands surrender. Not as punishment, but as liberation.
This love does not require forgiveness. It transcends it. Forgiveness suggests wrongdoing, but ultimate love offers a view where the need for forgiveness dissolves, revealing the underlying unity where all things are reconciled. When this love is encountered, tears flow not from shame, but from the relief of being released from the prison of the mind’s narratives.
This is the love that brings anyone, no matter how lost, to their knees—not out of fear, but in awe. It’s the moment when everything false melts away, and only the truth remains: the realization that there has never been separation, and love was the ground of all existence all along.
Ultimate love is not just the absence of hate; it is the luminous presence that absorbs even the darkest shadow, rendering it irrelevant. It is the undeniable force that brings every soul back to where it has always belonged—home.
Morgan O. Smith
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Imagine the possibility that at the peak of a nondual spiritual awakening, one isn’t just transcending ego or dissolving into pure awareness, but rather experiencing reality through the lens of something far more fundamental—protons. At the atomic level, protons form the foundation of matter, existing in ways vastly different from the neurons in our brains that craft our everyday subjective experience. Could it be that, during these rare moments of deep spiritual clarity, we temporarily shift from a neuron-based perception of reality to a protonic one?
The shift in perspective would bring forth a different kind of existence, where individuality dissolves, time collapses, and the illusion of separateness vanishes.
The Dissolution of “I”
Neurons construct a coherent sense of identity by organizing sensory inputs into patterns, creating a central “I.” Through this mechanism, the brain establishes continuity and the illusion of a permanent self. But a proton does not know identity or individuality. It exists as part of an immense, interconnected field. From the proton’s perspective, there is no self, no sense of “me” in opposition to “you.” Instead, it exists as a singular element within the cosmic whole. In a nondual peak experience, this dissolution of the self may reflect this protonic existence—a seamless, boundaryless flow of being, where the concept of a separate identity loses all relevance.
Timeless Existence
Neurons are bound to time. They record memories, anticipate the future, and interpret the present. Protons, however, operate under quantum principles that defy conventional time. From their perspective, time doesn’t unfold linearly; it is a single, unified field. During a moment of spiritual awakening, this same timeless awareness emerges—a deep sense that past, present, and future collapse into one singular “now.” Time stops being a narrative. Instead, reality feels like an eternal, ever-present moment that holds all existence within it.
Pure Potentiality
Neurons interpret and categorize, giving rise to the stories we tell about the world. But protons, existing at the subatomic level, represent pure potential, the very foundation of existence. They hold the energy that gives rise to all forms. The stories that neurons build—about self, others, and the world—are absent in this state. What remains is the raw potential of existence, unfiltered and unshaped by thought. In the height of nondual awareness, this experience of pure potential may become apparent, where all matter and form dissolve into pure energy, existing as potential rather than fixed entities.
No Hierarchies, No Differentiation
The brain categorizes experiences and assigns them different values. Pain is distinguished from pleasure, joy from sorrow, and a hierarchy is built between different experiences. Protons, on the other hand, do not differentiate. Whether part of a planet, a star, or a human being, a proton participates equally in the existence of all things. This sense of non-hierarchical experience might reflect the nondual understanding that all things are one, equal in their existence. No experience is better or worse, no being more or less valuable.
Infinite Connectivity
Neurons require specific pathways to communicate; their connections are complex but ultimately limited. Protons, on the other hand, participate in the quantum field where everything is connected instantaneously. Boundaries blur. In a nondual spiritual experience, this sense of oneness, where the boundaries between self and other, subject and object, dissolve into an infinite web of interconnectedness, may arise. You might no longer feel separate from the universe but instead intimately connected to all things, an undivided expression of a single, infinite whole.
Formless Awareness
Neurons are structured, creating thoughts, patterns, and concepts. Protons, however, represent formless awareness—a raw, energetic existence that doesn’t interpret, categorize, or judge. During a nondual awakening, the mind may quiet down, and this formless awareness emerges. It is an experience of pure being, where thought, form, and identity are absent. You simply exist, boundlessly aware, free from the structures that typically govern perception.
The Dance of Creation
To experience life from the perspective of protons would be to witness the ceaseless dance of energy, where form and formlessness, potential and manifestation, are in constant interplay. The cosmic drama plays out, not as a set of discrete events, but as a unified process, where creation and dissolution are happening simultaneously. There would be no clinging to experiences or stories, no attachment to the idea of a permanent self or rigid boundaries. Reality itself would be perceived as a seamless unfolding—a symphony of being, where everything exists as one, moving in perfect harmony.
Such a shift in perception, from neurons to protons, might just offer us a glimpse into the true nature of reality—an infinite, undivided whole, timeless, and filled with limitless potential.
Morgan O. Smith
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Everything we perceive—the people, places, and events around us—is, at its core, a show. This is not a dismissal of life’s value but an invitation to explore its deeper essence. What we call “reality” is Maya, a veil of illusion that covers the truth. Maya is the great play of forms, the endless dance of opposites, and the theatre of duality where all things appear separate.
Yet, behind the scenes of this elaborate show lies something far more profound. Maya is the stage, but consciousness is the ever-present witness. The mind, with all its perceptions, attachments, and desires, keeps us captivated by the performance. We become so engrossed in the unfolding drama of our lives that we forget we are not the characters, but the awareness watching it all unfold.
Understanding Maya isn’t about rejecting the world or treating life as insignificant. Rather, it’s about seeing through the illusion. The key is not to escape Maya but to recognize it for what it is—a fleeting projection of the eternal. Once the illusion is seen for what it truly is, everything shifts. Life no longer feels like a weight to carry or a puzzle to solve. It becomes a dance, a cosmic play where each movement, no matter how dramatic, is infused with a deeper stillness.
Consider the waves of the ocean. They rise and fall, each one unique, yet they are never separate from the ocean itself. The wave may take shape, crash, and disappear, but the ocean remains constant. So, too, with Maya—forms come and go, experiences rise and fall, but consciousness remains unchanging, ever-present, and infinite.
To see beyond the illusion of Maya is to live with a lightness of being, recognizing that while everything is part of the grand show, none of it defines the true self. The self that watches, silently aware, is the only constant. When this is realized, life becomes a paradoxical blend of deep engagement and effortless detachment. You play your role in the world, knowing full well that it is all a divine drama, yet you remain untouched by its outcomes.
Maya invites us to enjoy the show while remembering we are not bound by it. Behind every illusion lies the vastness of truth, waiting to be uncovered by the silent observer within.
Morgan O. Smith
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How do we reconcile the existence of human atrocities and natural disasters within a spiritual framework that emphasizes oneness and unity? This question often challenges those who begin exploring nondual perspectives, where all phenomena, no matter how destructive or painful, are viewed as interconnected expressions of the same singular source. The nondual approach offers a radical shift in perception, one that dissolves the illusion of separation between events that we label as “good” or “bad” and invites us to see these occurrences as part of the grand play of existence.
Violent actions and harmful behaviours in the world, when viewed from a dualistic standpoint, can easily be categorized as manifestations of evil or wrongdoing. However, nonduality reveals that such acts emerge not from some inherent brokenness or malevolence, but from ignorance—a misunderstanding of our shared unity. This ignorance fosters the illusion of separateness, leading to behaviours rooted in fear, hatred, or selfishness. But when we awaken to the truth that there is no real division between self and other, the impulse to harm dissolves. The violence that once seemed so senseless is recognized as a consequence of an illusion. Healing, therefore, does not come through retribution but through awakening to the truth of our interconnectedness.
Natural disasters, often seen as chaotic or punishing forces, are similarly reframed. Rather than being viewed as random or cruel acts of nature, these events reflect the cyclical nature of the cosmos, expressions of impermanence and transformation. The suffering caused by such disasters, while profound, stems from attachment to the belief in permanence, the illusion that we can hold onto fixed forms in a world of constant flux. Through the nondual lens, even the most devastating natural occurrences are understood as part of the rhythmic dance of life, reminders of the ephemeral nature of all things.
What arises from this perspective is a deep acceptance of life’s paradoxes. The seeming contradiction of living in a world filled with both beauty and devastation, joy and suffering, dissolves when we recognize that all such experiences are expressions of a singular, undivided reality. From this space of understanding, we cultivate compassion, not through an emotional reaction to suffering, but from the profound realization that all beings and events arise from the same source. Suffering, then, becomes not an ultimate truth, but a temporary appearance within the endless ocean of consciousness.
Embracing nonduality allows us to witness both atrocities and natural disasters with equanimity, to understand them not as aberrations or misfortunes, but as fleeting expressions of a larger cosmic unfolding. This does not imply passivity or indifference. Instead, it cultivates a deeper capacity for compassionate action, arising from the knowledge that we are not separate from the suffering we seek to alleviate. In this space, we move beyond the limited notions of blame or punishment, and towards a profound embrace of the totality of existence, where all things are seen as interconnected, transient waves within the boundless ocean of being.
Morgan O. Smith
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Imagine being pushed from a plane mid-flight, without a parachute. There’s no time to think, no time to brace yourself for impact. You are hurtling through the sky, weightless, untethered, and completely vulnerable. Fear may grip you momentarily, but something unexpected happens. You hit the ground—yet not only do you survive, but you rise and walk away unscathed, untouched by the experience as if the fall was merely an illusion.
This analogy comes close to capturing the essence of a fully spiritually enlightened peak experience. It is both terrifying and liberating, a moment where everything you thought you knew is shattered, yet something deeper emerges untouched. It’s not the kind of experience that fits neatly into the confines of logic or the safety of intellectual understanding. It pulls you beyond those limits, forcing you to confront the raw truth of existence in ways you hadn’t anticipated.
During such an experience, there’s no parachute to cushion the ego’s fall. The self—the constructed identity you’ve held onto for so long—dissolves, leaving nothing to cling to. Everything you believe about who you are, what reality is, and how life works evaporates in a moment of pure awareness. But instead of devastation, there is a strange sense of freedom. You realize the ground you thought you were plummeting toward was never real, to begin with.
What’s remarkable about this peak state is how it feels after. There’s a profound sense of survival, not in the physical sense, but at the level of awareness. You walk away from the experience unscathed because the true self, the part of you that is beyond mind and body, was never at risk. The fall, the impact, and the survival all exist within the realm of the illusion, but the awareness that experiences it all remains whole and untouched.
This awakening doesn’t come gently; it forces a reckoning with reality. But through that reckoning, you realize that what is truly real cannot be harmed. The body, the ego, the mind—all of these can be torn apart by life’s challenges and transformations. But the awareness that witnesses the fall? That remains pure and intact.
Living after such an experience brings with it a lightness, a profound sense of detachment that doesn’t arise from apathy but from clarity. You’ve seen through the illusion of the fall, and now, you move through life knowing that no matter what happens, the essence of who you are remains untouched. There’s nothing left to fear, no more clinging to the safety of the mind’s constructions.
This is the gift of spiritual enlightenment: not just the revelation that you can survive the fall, but the deeper realization that there was never anything to fall from in the first place.
Morgan O. Smith
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Satori, that sudden flash of insight, is not the kind of experience that can be prepared for or understood through mere intellectual exercise. It arrives unexpectedly, sweeping through consciousness like a cool breeze amid the summer heat. It’s as if all boundaries collapse, leaving only pure awareness. And it’s at that moment you realize—nothing is truly separate.
This fleeting yet profound glimpse into the fabric of reality shifts one’s perception permanently. Suddenly, the noise of daily life quiets. The weight of things that once seemed so important dissolves, revealing a serene clarity always there, patiently waiting. After experiencing Satori, a miraculous paradox unfolds—life doesn’t feel distant or otherworldly. Instead, the mundane becomes extraordinary.
Consider the sensation of holding a cup of tea. Before Satori, you might focus on the cup’s warmth or the taste of the liquid. After Satori, you might find yourself marvelling at the simple act itself. Each sip becomes a universe in motion, rich with presence and deep appreciation. Ordinary moments, once taken for granted, now glow with the same brilliance as those rare flashes of enlightenment.
Satori isn’t about escaping the ordinary; it’s about seeing the divine within it. Whether it’s the rustle of leaves in the wind or the sound of laughter echoing through the air, the smallest details become pathways to the infinite. There is no longer a need to search for meaning elsewhere; everything, as it is, reflects the sacred nature of existence.
The true gift of Satori lies not in the experience itself, but in its ability to transform our relationship with life. It teaches us that miracles aren’t somewhere out there, waiting to be discovered—they are embedded in the fabric of each moment, no matter how small or ordinary.
Suddenly, every breath, every heartbeat, every sensation becomes an invitation to return to that space of awareness. And it’s this quiet reverence for the mundane that truly allows one to live fully, with grace and wonder.
Morgan O. Smith
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The idea of God having a purpose evokes a curious paradox. Purpose, as we understand it, requires time. There’s a beginning, an intention, and an outcome. Yet, God exists beyond time and space, transcending all dimensions that human minds perceive. How, then, can the ultimate transcendence have a purpose when both purpose and fulfillment rely on the passage of time?
God, in the most absolute sense, is timeless. Purpose implies movement from one state to another, a process that cannot apply to something that exists beyond time. God, as the eternal presence, neither moves nor changes. Yet, this same timeless God includes time and space as aspects of reality. Everything exists within God, and time is simply one of the infinite expressions of that existence.
From our limited perspective within time and space, purpose appears necessary and real. The flow of cause and effect shapes our understanding of meaning. Thus, we perceive God as having a purpose, as if the universe itself was an unfolding plan. But this perception only holds because we exist within the constraints of time. In truth, God’s purpose is as illusory as time itself—a projection of human understanding onto a reality that transcends all conceptual boundaries.
God, being everything, includes the illusion of purpose, yet remains untouched by it. In this sense, what we view as God’s purpose is simply an expression of the unfolding of existence within the framework of time. This divine play, known as *lila* in some traditions, is neither driven by need nor aimed at fulfillment. It is simply the unfolding of what is, without beginning or end.
The purpose we attribute to God is an attempt to understand the unfathomable. But ultimately, God’s true nature exists beyond purpose, beyond time, beyond any duality that our minds attempt to impose. To realize this is to recognize that the essence of existence is purposeless in the most profound sense—not in a nihilistic way, but as a reflection of absolute freedom, where nothing needs to be done because all is already complete.
Morgan O. Smith
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Turiyatitta, often referred to as the state beyond the fourth, is an experience that defies conventional understanding. While Turiya encompasses the witness state within waking, dreaming, and deep dreamless sleep, Turiyatitta transcends even this. It represents the complete dissolution of the witness, where all states merge into an indivisible, absolute singularity. Here, the boundaries that once defined waking, dreaming, and deep dreamless sleep no longer exist—everything and nothing become one.
In Turiyatitta, consciousness no longer stands apart, observing. The very notion of a witness dissolves into an awareness so expansive and complete that there is nothing left to observe. There is no division between subject and object, no experience of separation because nothing exists outside of this infinite awareness. This state is considered the final stage of enlightenment—where the full nondual awareness of absolute Monism is realized.
Imagine being both everything and nothing at the same time. Not merely perceiving this intellectually, but embodying the paradox in a way that no words can fully express. The divine empty witness, once perceived as separate, fully dissolves within itself. All distinctions—between time and space, self and other—collapse into the infinite. What remains is not emptiness in the typical sense, but a fullness so complete that it transcends all concepts of existence or non-existence.
Turiyatitta feels like the ultimate convergence of all possible experiences into one absolute awareness. It is a state where nothing is hidden, nothing is separate, and there is no need for perception because everything is known in its essence. There is no longer a “seer,” for there is nothing to see. The divine once thought of as a distant force or presence, is realized as the very fabric of existence.
This stage is not about attaining something new but about shedding the final layers of illusion, revealing the inherent truth that has always been. The mind quiets, the heart stills, and what remains is the simple, silent, all-encompassing awareness that is beyond all states, yet contains them all.
Morgan O. Smith
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Turiya, often described as the fourth state of consciousness, stands beyond waking, dreaming, and deep dreamless sleep. What does it feel like to exist within this state? The experience itself cannot be fully captured by language, for Turiya transcends the usual boundaries of perception. It is not merely a state that one “enters” and “leaves”; rather, it is the ground upon which all other states rest.
There’s a subtle, yet profound, recognition that one is not the individual witness, but the infinite awareness in which all phenomena arise and dissolve. In Turiya, the experience is not of observing the states of waking, dreaming, and deep dreamless sleep separately, but of witnessing them as simultaneous expressions of a unified field of consciousness. Here, distinctions lose their meaning—what was once experienced as separate now collapses into a seamless continuum.
This state has often been referred to as the first stage of enlightenment. Yet, even such descriptions fall short. The essence of Turiya is not something “attained” through effort. Instead, it is revealed through the dissolution of identity, a quiet remembrance of one’s true nature.
Imagine an eternal presence where time does not move, where forms arise and fall like waves on the surface of an ocean, yet the ocean itself remains unshaken. Divinity, in this context, is not something external or far-off—it is what you are. The divine becomes aware of itself, witnessing all, yet remaining untouched by the movements within itself. It is existence contemplating its own essence, eternal and ever-present.
The beauty of Turiya is in its simplicity. It does not need complex metaphors to explain itself. It is felt as a continuous hum of being, beyond concepts, thoughts, and emotions—a recognition that everything, including the experiencer, is merely a reflection of the same undivided consciousness.
To experience Turiya is to see the eternal play of life from the perspective of the timeless. It is to understand that the very states we once believed to be separate—waking, dreaming, deep dreamless sleep—are all mere movements within the One.
Morgan O. Smith
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