Tag: Oneness

The Day Everything Dissolved

A Journey into Absolute Oneness

A single moment can shatter every belief held about existence, leaving behind a clarity that words struggle to contain. After many years of deep meditation, everything I had been searching for revealed itself—not as a concept, not as an experience, but as the undeniable reality of being.

The shift arrived without warning. Reality no longer appeared as separate fragments; it was a single, indivisible whole. Every notion of self, identity, or distinction between observer and observed vanished. It wasn’t an intellectual realization—it was direct, immediate, and irreversible.

A profound sense of unity pervaded every fiber of existence. The universe was not something outside of me, nor was I an entity moving through it. The universe was expressing itself through me, as me, and through everything else in an infinite, harmonious unfolding.

A rush of energy surged through my being. Every cell seemed to bloom with an indescribable vitality. It was as if the boundaries of my body had dissolved, and awareness had become the vast, boundless expanse that held all things. Love was not an emotion—it was the very substance of existence, pouring through every breath, every movement, every atom.

Time lost its meaning. There was no past to remember, no future to anticipate—just an eternal presence in which all things unfolded simultaneously. Life and death were no longer opposites but part of the same undivided continuum, endlessly appearing and dissolving in a cosmic rhythm.

The mind struggled to grasp what the heart understood effortlessly. Every belief about individuality, separation, and limitation had been undone in a single instant. The concept of surrender took on an entirely new meaning. There was nothing left to resist—only the freefall into the effortless flow of existence.

Moments stretched into days, weeks, and months, each revealing deeper layers of this unfolding. The heart expanded into a depth of compassion that embraced everything—human struggle, cosmic intelligence, the raw beauty of impermanence. Gratitude arose not as a practice but as the natural expression of this vast interconnectedness.

Even now, words barely graze the surface of what transpired. To speak of it is to fragment it, to reduce the ineffable into language. Yet, something within compels the sharing, not as an attempt to explain, but as an invitation—an open door to those who sense that beyond all concepts, beyond all seeking, something boundless is already present, waiting to be remembered.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond the Threshold

States of Transformation on the Path of Awakening

The unfolding of higher consciousness reshapes the body, mind, and nervous system, refining perception and dissolving boundaries between the self and the infinite. As the life force energy surges, a reconfiguration takes place, leading to extraordinary states that may arise temporarily or settle into permanence after a complete awakening. These moments defy conventional understanding, serving as glimpses into the profound mystery of existence.

Absolute Awareness
A sudden, all-encompassing knowing—everything perceived is an extension of consciousness itself. The senses, once thought to receive reality, are revealed as projections of an inner vastness. Nothing exists outside of the perceiver. Time, space, and form collapse into a singular presence that was never born and can never end.

The Unraveling of Sanity
Laughter, tears, trembling—an ecstatic unraveling of everything once held as truth. The self that once navigated life no longer exists in the same way. This is not a loss, but a liberation, as the mind lets go of itself and drowns joyfully in the great unknown. To those outside, it may appear like madness; to the one immersed, it is homecoming.

The Cosmic Joke
The grand illusion reveals itself, and the paradox of existence becomes clear. Everything has been a divine play, yet no one is playing it. The silent knowing of this truth ignites an unspeakable humour, a comedy with no punchline, because there is no separate audience to hear it.

The Laughter That Shakes the Cosmos
A tide of unstoppable joy rises, overwhelming the body in waves of convulsing mirth. Each breath dissolves into peals of laughter so deep that the one laughing vanishes into the act itself. There is no subject, no object, just an uproarious dance between existence and itself.

The Longing for Home
A sorrow unlike any other, not born from loss, but from remembering. A weeping that reaches into the depths of the heart, longing for a paradise never truly left. This yearning dissolves into a revelation—home was never elsewhere, only veiled by illusion.

The Weight of the World
Empathy takes on an unthinkable depth. The suffering of others is no longer outside; it is felt as one’s own. This burden does not cripple, but refines the heart, stretching it to hold an infinite compassion, mirroring the silent grace of the cosmos.

The Abyss of Emptiness
A state beyond experience itself. No memory of it remains upon return, yet its imprint lingers—a knowing beyond knowledge. This is not the absence of self, but the absence of absence itself. The full void, the fullness that is void.

The Unspeakable Union
A rapture that has nothing to do with flesh, yet shakes every fiber of being. The merging of the personal with the eternal, where boundaries dissolve into waves of ecstasy. A communion beyond body, mind, or name—pure, unfiltered essence meeting itself.

The Sacred Intoxication
Drunk on something that cannot be named, yet utterly lucid. A divine inebriation, as if the nectar of existence itself has been consumed. Every cell vibrates in bliss, yet the mind remains clear, witnessing the unfolding without resistance.

The Euphoric Ascension
A high without substance, a flight without wings. The sensation of rising beyond the known, as if an unseen force is lifting every molecule into a radiant expanse. A state that no external catalyst could ever induce.

The Bliss That Has No Opposite
A radiance so complete, so uncontainable, that nothing remains but the luminous hum of existence itself. Not happiness, not pleasure—something far beyond. The body, no longer just flesh, becomes light, becomes rhythm, becomes the very breath of creation. This is not an experience, but the dissolution into what has always been.

Every moment on this path is a fleeting ripple in the ocean of awareness. These states arise, and they pass. Holding onto them is to miss the invitation they offer. There is something beyond them, something untouched by all forms and fluctuations. No words can describe it. No mind can grasp it. Yet, it has never been apart from you. This is the silent truth, whispering between every heartbeat. The kingdom is not coming. It has always been here.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Love That Sees No Other

Love often carries conditions. It bends and shifts based on who stands before us, what they have done, and how they fit within our narratives. But what happens when love is no longer filtered through preference, judgment, or familiarity? What happens when love is not reserved for a select few but moves through everything, as everything?

The idea of loving everyone and everything as you love yourself is not about adopting a passive, all-accepting sentimentality. It is a radical act that dissolves the illusion of separateness. To love in this way is to recognize no fundamental difference between self and other, between what is cherished and what is feared, between what is understood and what is unknown.

Many believe they love themselves, but beneath the surface, self-love is often conditional. It thrives when things go well but falters in moments of doubt and suffering. If love for oneself is inconsistent, how can it extend unconditionally to others? This is where the real work begins – not in forcing affection but in dissolving the barriers that obscure the truth.

Love does not seek control. It does not require agreement. It is not contingent upon behaviour, belief, or shared experience. Love, in its purest form, simply is. To embody this means relinquishing the mind’s tendency to divide reality into worthy and unworthy, friend and foe, sacred and mundane.

Walking through life with this kind of love does not mean tolerating harm or ignoring injustice. It means meeting everything with the clarity that nothing stands apart from you. Love can take the shape of tenderness, but it can also be fierce, clear, and unwavering. To love everyone and everything as yourself is not to abandon discernment – it is to see beyond distortion, beyond fear, beyond the illusion that anything is truly separate from anything else.

This is not an instruction to be followed. It is an inquiry to be lived. How does love move through you when nothing is excluded? When no one is outside its reach? When the self dissolves into the vastness of Being, what remains but love itself?

Morgan O. Smith

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An Integral View of Oneness

From the stillness at the heart of all existence, one perceives that seemingly diverse paths, doctrines, and revelations emerge from a single source. What appears as multiplicity through the lens of human perception rests upon an unchanging, all-pervasive essence. This perspective reveals that every philosophy—grounded in ancient texts, ritual devotion, logical analysis, or direct contemplative experience—arises as one facet of a greater whole.

A Unified Whole

All schools of thought, whether they speak of oneness or duality, share a luminous core. For centuries, Vedanta has investigated this enduring mystery through varied teachings that, on the surface, may seem contradictory. Their deeper aim is to illuminate the infinite Self beyond the limits of language. Some emphasize devotion and a personal relationship with the Divine. Others announce an unqualified unity free of distinctions. Still, others highlight how the One appears as many. Examined in isolation, each approach might feel incomplete. Viewed through the lens of total realization, they function as distinct yet harmonious strands of a single radiant truth.

The Singular Essence of All Religions and Philosophies

Those who probe deeply into the world’s traditions uncover a universal wisdom that echoes across time and culture. The Absolute remains boundless and intimately present, unconstrained by any notion of limitation yet expressing itself as every form and phenomenon. Scriptures, rituals, and teachings are portals opening onto the same unfathomable reality. Symbols and narratives differ, yet their highest objective converges on awakening to the unity underlying all appearances.

Integral Vedanta and the Seamless Field of Reality

All who embrace the synthesis called Integral Vedanta notice that everything finds its place within an indivisible realm that includes both the ineffable void and the manifest universe perceived around us. On the most subtle level, existence reveals neither discrete objects nor separate identities; instead, it unfolds as a continuous interplay of forces within an unbroken expanse. This vision suggests a self-consistent cosmic intelligence that discovers itself in every aspect of creation.

Resolving Paradox Through the Unifying Vision

Where friction appears—between transcendent unity and personal devotion, the formless and myriad forms—Integral Vedanta highlights a reconciling principle. Direct description of this principle often exceeds the scope of conceptual thought. Yet the paradox dissolves seamlessly in the heart of one who perceives no division. Much like how white light refracts into many colors through a prism, the Absolute manifests as countless expressions while remaining undivided at its source.

Living the Integral Understanding

A realized individual effortlessly embodies the insight that all distinctions—spiritual, philosophical, or otherwise—are provisional signposts guiding seekers toward ultimate reality. Compassion and clarity flow abundantly, for there is no perception of otherness. Daily existence reflects this through unwavering openness, spontaneous respect for every path, and gentle acknowledgment of each approach as an essential part of the whole.

The Unspoken Mystery

Words gesture toward oneness but never fully capture its depth. Even so, philosophical analysis and discussion retain their value, as every expression can hint at the ineffable ground of being. Integral Vedanta thereby affirms any sincere method or tradition that directs consciousness toward the underlying truth, regardless of the language or rituals involved.

Conclusion

From the vantage of integral realization, contradictions between different philosophies and faiths reveal themselves as complementary viewpoints rather than obstacles. Religious and philosophical systems serve as windows onto the same vast landscape, each offering a unique perspective on the infinite. The invitation of Integral Vedanta is to recognize and celebrate these perspectives, allowing their synthesis to unveil our shared essence. All modes of exploration—devotional, analytical, experiential, or otherwise—unfold into one luminous understanding of reality’s ultimate nature.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Moment of Awakening

Everything you see in existence is the product of an enlightened mind.

What happens in the precise moment of spiritual awakening? Words struggle to capture the boundlessness of that instant, but we can attempt to point toward the experience—like a finger directing attention to the moon, though never the moon itself.

All at once, the illusion of separation collapses. The lines drawn between “self” and “other,” between “here” and “there,” dissolve into an unbroken field of awareness. The mind, conditioned to cling to duality, surrenders its grip. What remains is not something new but something utterly timeless—what has always been.

This awakening is not a journey forward but a remembering. The veil of forgetfulness lifts, and the recognition strikes like lightning: everything you thought was “out there” is arising from within you. You see, not with the eyes but with the essence of Being itself, that all existence is the radiant emanation of a single conscious source.

This realization cannot be forced or manufactured. It is beyond the mind’s schemes and desires, a gift that arises when all effort falls away. There is no drumroll or grandiose announcement. There is only the silent immensity of presence—ordinary, and yet so complete that it feels as though the entire universe holds its breath.

What follows is often described as a paradox. You simultaneously feel as though you have become nothing, a formless void, and yet you also feel as though you have become everything. The birdsong is not separate from you. The breeze is not separate from you. Even the sorrow of the world beats within the rhythm of your own heart.

The clarity of this moment cannot be undone, though its intensity may soften as the mind reasserts its patterns. Yet something profound has shifted. You know, deep in your marrow, that existence is not fragmented. Every form and phenomenon, no matter how mundane or miraculous, is recognized as the outpouring of an enlightened mind.

To those who stand at the edge of this realization, clinging to the safety of concepts, there may be fear. The dissolution of “me” feels like annihilation. But on the other side of this fear is a freedom that cannot be described, only lived. The discovery is not that “you” are gone but that who you are is not confined to this fleeting identity. You are the stillness, the witnessing presence behind it all.

Everything you see in existence is the product of an enlightened mind—not as a creator separate from creation, but as the creative force manifesting itself endlessly. Every atom, every star, every fleeting thought is an expression of this unity, arising and dissolving within the infinite expanse of your true nature.

Profound awakening does not grant you something you lack. It reveals that nothing was ever missing. The world as you see it was never apart from you; it was you all along.

Morgan O. Smith

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Your Very Own Face

The Face of God Is Your Very Own Face Turned Inside Out

What if the divine is not something to be discovered but something to be remembered? Imagine that every search for the sacred is a quiet whisper urging you to turn your gaze inward—not as a way to find answers, but to dissolve the very questions themselves. The face of God is not hidden; it is simply turned inside out.

Consider for a moment the paradox of identity. We spend our lives constructing an idea of “self,” a fragile architecture built from memories, labels, and stories. This structure feels solid, yet beneath it lies a boundless vastness—a formless presence that defies description. That formlessness is the essence of God. It is not separate from you but exists as the very foundation of your being. When you turn yourself inside out, you don’t find something “other.” You find the unchanging witness, the infinite silence in which all of life unfolds.

The journey to realize this truth often feels like an unlearning. The more you let go of defining yourself, the closer you come to recognizing the divine nature within. It is not an external force judging or saving; it is the open awareness of experiencing life through your eyes, breathing life through your lungs, and yet remaining untouched by your stories of limitation.

This realization is not confined to moments of meditation or spiritual awakening. It reveals itself in the simplicity of everyday experiences—a child’s laughter, the stillness of a forest, or the quiet ache of longing. These glimpses call you to see that everything, including your own struggles and joys, is an expression of that infinite presence. The face of God is both the mystery and the mirror, reflecting your true nature beyond the constraints of identity.

The question is not how to find God, but whether you are willing to recognize that you are God remembering itself. This recognition is not a thought or a concept; it is a felt experience, a profound knowing that arises when the mind quiets and the heart opens.

As you turn your awareness inward, notice how the boundaries between self and other begin to blur. The separate “I” dissolves, and what remains is not just emptiness but fullness—an eternal oneness where the face of God and your own face are indistinguishable.

The invitation is clear: stop seeking and start seeing. The divine has never been elsewhere. It has always been here, waiting patiently as the silent witness of all that you are.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Self You’ve Disowned

We often approach the idea of God as something external—an omniscient force watching from a distance, a transcendent creator who governs the cosmos. Yet this perspective keeps us trapped in separation, perpetually seeking something outside ourselves to fill a void or grant us salvation. What if the very concept of God points to an aspect of our being, an ultimate reflection of the self we’ve denied?

This disowned self isn’t the egoic identity that clings to its limitations. We have forgotten how to access the essence of boundless awareness, a space of infinite potential and wisdom. To disown something is to exile it from consciousness. And what has been exiled? The unconditioned self is the aspect of us that sees through the illusions of individuality and recognizes its oneness with all existence.

When we strip away the layers of attachment, fear, and identification with form, what remains? The answer is not a void in the nihilistic sense but a fertile emptiness where the fullness of life reveals itself. This is the realm where the divine resides, not as a being separate from you, but as the highest level of yourself—a self too vast, too luminous, to fit into the confines of your limited perception.

The Psychology of Disowning God

Many disown this ultimate self because embracing it requires the dissolution of the ego. We cling to roles, stories, and identities because they provide a sense of control. Yet these constructs are fragile, built on the shifting sands of impermanence. To own the highest self—the God-self—is to release the need for control, to step into the unknown with trust.

This is why the concept of God can evoke discomfort or skepticism. It forces us to confront the parts of ourselves that resist unity. The fragmented mind would rather see divinity as “out there” than face the profound responsibility of embodying it. To own the God-self is to accept that you are both the creator and the created, the ocean and the wave.

Reclaiming the Disowned Self

Reclaiming this aspect of the self is not about achieving something new. It is about remembering. This remembering begins with stillness—a radical turning inward that allows you to see the divine as the very ground of your being. It is the quiet realization that you are not a seeker in search of God; you are God, awakening to itself.

This journey requires profound courage. To reclaim the self you’ve disowned is to face the shadows you’ve avoided, to embrace the paradoxes of existence. It is to see that what you once called “God” and what you once called “self” are not separate, but one.

This realization does not inflate the ego. On the contrary, it dissolves it. When you live from the awareness of the highest self, every action becomes an expression of divine will. Compassion flows naturally because you recognize every being as another facet of the same essence. Suffering transforms into a teacher, guiding you back to wholeness.

Living from the God-Self

To live from this understanding is to inhabit life with clarity and grace. Challenges no longer feel like punishments but invitations to deepen your alignment with the divine within. Relationships are no longer transactional but become mirrors reflecting the infinite back to you. Every moment becomes sacred—not because of what it contains, but because of who you are as you experience it.

This is the ultimate paradox: God is not something you find; it is something you become by realizing you were never anything else.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Ultimate Level

A Journey Beyond Self

Empathy often takes shape as a shared feeling of another’s pain or joy, yet what if it transcended that? What if compassion meant embodying every experience, every breath, each joy, and sorrow that life has ever held? This ultimate level of empathy—true compassion—goes beyond feeling for others; it embodies living as others.

Imagine not just observing another’s story but experiencing the nuances of every life. When you walk this path, distinctions between you and the other fade, as each heartbeat, thought, and memory becomes your own. It’s not a surrender of individuality but a shift that reveals individuality as an aspect of universality. It’s seeing through the eyes of countless lives, their hopes, their fears, and awakening to a truth embedded in all existence.

In this boundless compassion, every interaction becomes an encounter with oneself—a self far beyond personal identity. Actions, then, stem from understanding rather than judgment, from connection rather than separation. This compassion dissolves the lines that divide, exposing an intimate reality: that there is no “other.” All is part of an unbroken continuum of being.

Through this, life itself becomes a sacred practice. Each moment, each being, becomes a teacher, revealing the boundless nature of consciousness. This journey calls for courage, for it asks us to face the suffering and beauty we might have once viewed from a distance. But in facing this, a deeper realization emerges—an understanding that compassion isn’t merely a trait; it’s the essence of who we are.

To awaken to this level of empathy is to see the world through the eyes of the eternal, where all paths are one, and all experiences are ours to share.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Myth of Perfection

A Reflection on Human Nature and Spirituality

Perfection is a concept that many aspire to, yet one that remains fundamentally unattainable. The allure of becoming flawless is often reinforced by societal expectations, self-help narratives, and spiritual teachings that promise transcendence over our shortcomings. We yearn for mastery, imagining a state where all undesirable traits have been eradicated and every behaviour aligns with some ideal of human perfection. But is that ever truly possible?

No one is perfect. Not even the most enlightened being on the planet. Let’s use pest control as an example.

No matter how meticulously we maintain our homes or how many pest-control methods we employ, insects will inevitably appear. Some will be caught and eliminated, others will hide and multiply. This relentless cycle mirrors our inner world. Despite all efforts—through therapy, shadow work, psychedelics, or spiritual awakening—no one has found a way to remove every negative tendency permanently. As insects are part of the natural ecosystem, our imperfections are part of being human. Attempts to eliminate all flaws are as futile as trying to rid the entire world of pests.

Each trait or behaviour can be seen as a metaphorical bug. Selling a bug-killing spray or device is like an enlightened teacher selling a pathway to liberation or a self-actualized individual motivating others to reach their highest potential. The promise is not false, but the misconception lies in the belief that the bugs—the flaws—will be eradicated forever. The truth is more nuanced. Much like we can control insects to a certain extent, we can address negative traits, but total elimination is beyond reach.

If you’ve ever been to a home that had one visible roach, you likely made a snap judgment about cleanliness, even if the house was otherwise spotless. Contrast that with spotting an ant, and your reaction might be more forgiving. This response isn’t based on logic but on deeply ingrained conditioning. The same holds for how we judge others. One visible flaw can overshadow countless positive qualities, not because the flaw is inherently worse, but because of how we’ve been conditioned to perceive it.

A self-actualized person can be compared to a meticulous homeowner who manages to keep most of the pests at bay. Their house is mostly clean, orderly, and free of unwanted visitors. Yet, even they know that complete eradication is impossible. An enlightened being, on the other hand, goes beyond this mindset. They see every bug as a part of themselves—each flaw, each undesirable trait, is not separate but an expression of the whole. This broader understanding fosters a deeper acceptance. While they might occasionally choose to kill a bug, it’s done without aversion or judgment. There’s no inner conflict because they see that every bug, every flaw, serves a purpose.

Now the enlightened individual sees everything as perfection. Everything that is considered imperfect is happening perfectly. Everything is divine. Even the most imperfect individual or situation or circumstance. The enlightened recognize that what appears as chaos or dysfunction from a limited perspective is simply the perfect unfolding of a greater, unseen order. A roach-infested home, a seemingly flawed person, or an unwelcome circumstance—all are expressions of a divine play. There is no distinction between beauty and ugliness, perfection and imperfection because all dualities dissolve into the same oneness.

So, when an enlightened being enters a home overrun with insects, they do not recoil or judge. They recognize that their own home could, at any moment, be similarly overtaken. There is no attachment to a pristine space or the opinions of others regarding their environment. By accepting that bugs will always be present, the enlightened suffer less—not because their world is free of pests, but because they are no longer bothered by their existence.

The true wisdom here lies in shifting the focus away from trying to perfect oneself and toward seeing all parts of life—including the messiness, the flaws, and the unwanted bugs—as expressions of the same wholeness. The journey is not about eradicating; it’s about embracing. When we see all that is seemingly imperfect as perfectly divine, we move beyond the struggle and enter a space of true inner peace and freedom.

Morgan O. Smith

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Experiencing Reality from a Proton Perspective

A Nondual Glimpse into the Subatomic

Imagine the possibility that at the peak of a nondual spiritual awakening, one isn’t just transcending ego or dissolving into pure awareness, but rather experiencing reality through the lens of something far more fundamental—protons. At the atomic level, protons form the foundation of matter, existing in ways vastly different from the neurons in our brains that craft our everyday subjective experience. Could it be that, during these rare moments of deep spiritual clarity, we temporarily shift from a neuron-based perception of reality to a protonic one?

The shift in perspective would bring forth a different kind of existence, where individuality dissolves, time collapses, and the illusion of separateness vanishes.

The Dissolution of “I”

Neurons construct a coherent sense of identity by organizing sensory inputs into patterns, creating a central “I.” Through this mechanism, the brain establishes continuity and the illusion of a permanent self. But a proton does not know identity or individuality. It exists as part of an immense, interconnected field. From the proton’s perspective, there is no self, no sense of “me” in opposition to “you.” Instead, it exists as a singular element within the cosmic whole. In a nondual peak experience, this dissolution of the self may reflect this protonic existence—a seamless, boundaryless flow of being, where the concept of a separate identity loses all relevance.

Timeless Existence

Neurons are bound to time. They record memories, anticipate the future, and interpret the present. Protons, however, operate under quantum principles that defy conventional time. From their perspective, time doesn’t unfold linearly; it is a single, unified field. During a moment of spiritual awakening, this same timeless awareness emerges—a deep sense that past, present, and future collapse into one singular “now.” Time stops being a narrative. Instead, reality feels like an eternal, ever-present moment that holds all existence within it.

Pure Potentiality

Neurons interpret and categorize, giving rise to the stories we tell about the world. But protons, existing at the subatomic level, represent pure potential, the very foundation of existence. They hold the energy that gives rise to all forms. The stories that neurons build—about self, others, and the world—are absent in this state. What remains is the raw potential of existence, unfiltered and unshaped by thought. In the height of nondual awareness, this experience of pure potential may become apparent, where all matter and form dissolve into pure energy, existing as potential rather than fixed entities.

No Hierarchies, No Differentiation

The brain categorizes experiences and assigns them different values. Pain is distinguished from pleasure, joy from sorrow, and a hierarchy is built between different experiences. Protons, on the other hand, do not differentiate. Whether part of a planet, a star, or a human being, a proton participates equally in the existence of all things. This sense of non-hierarchical experience might reflect the nondual understanding that all things are one, equal in their existence. No experience is better or worse, no being more or less valuable.

Infinite Connectivity

Neurons require specific pathways to communicate; their connections are complex but ultimately limited. Protons, on the other hand, participate in the quantum field where everything is connected instantaneously. Boundaries blur. In a nondual spiritual experience, this sense of oneness, where the boundaries between self and other, subject and object, dissolve into an infinite web of interconnectedness, may arise. You might no longer feel separate from the universe but instead intimately connected to all things, an undivided expression of a single, infinite whole.

Formless Awareness

Neurons are structured, creating thoughts, patterns, and concepts. Protons, however, represent formless awareness—a raw, energetic existence that doesn’t interpret, categorize, or judge. During a nondual awakening, the mind may quiet down, and this formless awareness emerges. It is an experience of pure being, where thought, form, and identity are absent. You simply exist, boundlessly aware, free from the structures that typically govern perception.

The Dance of Creation

To experience life from the perspective of protons would be to witness the ceaseless dance of energy, where form and formlessness, potential and manifestation, are in constant interplay. The cosmic drama plays out, not as a set of discrete events, but as a unified process, where creation and dissolution are happening simultaneously. There would be no clinging to experiences or stories, no attachment to the idea of a permanent self or rigid boundaries. Reality itself would be perceived as a seamless unfolding—a symphony of being, where everything exists as one, moving in perfect harmony.

Such a shift in perception, from neurons to protons, might just offer us a glimpse into the true nature of reality—an infinite, undivided whole, timeless, and filled with limitless potential.

Morgan O. Smith

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