Embracing the Infinite
In the profound journey of spiritual awakening, there comes a moment when the personal god, once a comforting presence, begins to feel like an ill-fitting garment. This is not a rejection but an evolution, akin to an adolescent who outgrows their need for an imaginary friend. This metaphorical maturation reflects a deeper understanding of the divine as an infinite, formless presence, beyond any personal characteristics or limitations.
In our early spiritual development, the idea of a personal god can be immensely comforting. It offers a sense of security and companionship, much like a child’s imaginary friend. This anthropomorphic deity provides guidance, solace, and a moral compass, helping us navigate the complexities of life. However, as we delve deeper into the realms of spirituality and nonduality, our perception of divinity begins to transform.
The transition from a personal god to an impersonal, infinite reality mirrors our journey from ego-bound identities to the realization of our true, boundless nature. This shift is not about abandoning faith but about expanding it. It is about moving from a limited, dualistic perception of the divine to an all-encompassing, nondual awareness. Here, the divine is not a separate entity but the very essence of existence itself, permeating every atom of the cosmos.
Embracing this infinite reality requires a profound letting go of old paradigms. It involves releasing the need for a deity who looks like us, thinks like us, and intervenes in our lives. Instead, we begin to see the divine as an all-pervasive consciousness, a vast, unconditioned presence that transcends all forms and concepts. This realization brings a deep sense of peace and unity, as we recognize our inherent connection to the divine.
This evolution can be challenging. It demands that we confront our deepest fears and insecurities, the aspects of ourselves that clung to the comfort of a personal god. Yet, it is in this very confrontation that we find liberation. By letting go of the need for a personal deity, we open ourselves to the infinite, experiencing the divine in every moment, every breath, and every heartbeat.
In this state of expanded awareness, prayer and meditation transform. They become less about seeking guidance or intervention from a higher power and more about attuning themselves to the subtle, ever-present flow of divine energy. Our spiritual practices deepen, becoming a means of aligning with the infinite, of experiencing the divine as an intimate part of our being.
Ultimately, the evolution beyond a personal god is a return to our true nature. It is a journey from the confines of duality to the boundless expanse of nonduality. This realization is not an endpoint but a continuous unfolding, a never-ending exploration of the infinite depths of existence.
As we embrace this evolution, we step into a new dimension of spiritual maturity. We recognize the divine in all its forms and formlessness, in every aspect of life and beyond. And in this recognition, we find a profound sense of belonging, a deep, abiding peace that transcends all understanding.
Morgan O. Smith
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