My Eyes Are Wide Open, Yet I Continue to Blink

Awakening does not arrive as a permanent gaze locked onto the infinite. It arrives as a rupture—clean, unmistakable, irreversible. Something collapses that never quite existed, and what remains does not need to convince itself of anything ever again.

That first rupture carries a strange innocence. Consciousness recognizes itself without reference, without scaffolding, without an observer left standing outside the recognition. Separation dissolves, not as an idea, but as a lived impossibility. That moment cannot repeat. Once the false center is seen through, there is no way to sincerely reinhabit it.

And yet—experience continues to pulse.

Eyes remain open, yet blinking persists.

Subsequent moments can arrive that feel just as total, just as decisive, just as final. Not because awakening has reversed, but because what awakening illuminates continues to reveal its own depth. Conditioning loosens further. Residual identity releases its grip. The nervous system grows more capable of bearing intimacy without contraction. Intelligence, love, emptiness, embodiment, each may come forward as if for the first time.

Each arrival feels absolute because it is absolute relative to what had not yet been surrendered.

Blinking names this rhythm without dramatizing it. Awareness does not dim, yet perception opens and closes. Identity does not return, yet orientation subtly reorganizes. What collapses is never truth itself, only the way truth was being unconsciously framed.

Peak realization and trait realization quietly diverge here. Peaks still occur; sometimes vast, sometimes ordinary, sometimes devastatingly simple. Traits deepen; less visible, more pervasive, harder to narrate. The need for confirmation dissolves even as revelation continues.

Classical traditions have always known this, though rarely shouted it. Zen never stopped at a single seeing. Advaita never mistook first recognition for final embodiment. Mahayana never separated emptiness from compassion. Kashmir Shaivism never treated recognition as a one-time event.

Each spoke differently, yet all pointed to the same subtle fact: awakening is not repeated, but it is continuously clarified.

Blinking does not interrupt sight.
Blinking protects it.

Awakening does not require uninterrupted luminosity. It requires no defense against the natural oscillation of experience. Awareness remains awake whether perception sharpens or softens, whether insight detonates or quietly integrates.

Awakening happens only once.
Awakening happens endlessly.

The first time, separation collapses.
Every time after, whatever still mimics separation dissolves.

Eyes open.
Eyes close.
Nothing essential is lost.

That is not regression.
That is refinement.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Death of the Knower

The mind, magnificent as it is, remains bound by the architecture of limitation. It can dissect, analyze, and categorize, but cannot hold everything and nothing at once. The mind functions through exclusion; it defines reality by what it is not. To include all possibilities would dissolve the very mechanism that makes thinking possible. This is the paradox at the heart of consciousness: the tool we use to understand reality is incapable of containing its totality.

When consciousness stretches beyond the contours of thought, something begins to unravel. The self that once claimed ownership of perception collapses. What is commonly called the “ego death” is not the destruction of identity but its suspension. Awareness steps beyond its familiar edges and witnesses existence without filters, without the narrow lens of self-reference. The observer and the observed dissolve into a single field of knowing that cannot be known by thought.

This death is a gateway. It allows the unthinkable to reveal itself; not as a concept, but as direct realization. What remains after the mind’s surrender is not absence but presence; an intelligence too vast to belong to any one being. When the ego dies, even for a moment, the universe breathes through you, unfragmented and whole. You are not experiencing the infinite; you are the infinite experiencing itself.

Morgan O. Smith

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Understanding Spiritual Enlightenment and Nirvana

A Journey Beyond Words

The quest for spiritual enlightenment is a journey that transcends mere words and enters the realm of profound inner transformation. In the West, enlightenment is often equated with a comprehensive understanding of one’s true nature. This interpretation focuses on the illumination of the self, its intricacies, and its connection to the larger universe. It’s a state of comprehension, where the veils of ignorance are lifted, revealing the true essence of being.

In Eastern traditions, particularly Buddhism and Advaita Vedanta, enlightenment takes on a different hue. Here, it’s synonymous with Nirvana or Moksha – the liberation from the endless cycle of birth, death, and rebirth, known as samsara. This liberation is not just an intellectual understanding but a profound realization that leads to the dissolution of the self. In Buddhism, this is conceptualized as Anatta or no-self, a realization that the self is an illusion and liberation lies in transcending it.


Similarly, in Hinduism, Moksha aligns with the concept of Brahman – the ultimate reality or universal self. While seemingly different, both Nirvana and Moksha converge on the same endpoint: liberation from all forms of suffering and the cycle of samsara.

However, there’s a subtle yet significant distinction to be made. One can achieve spiritual enlightenment – a deep comprehension of their nature and the nature of reality – yet still be bound by the chains of samsara. It’s a state of awakening, an important step on the path, but not the culmination. True liberation, as seen in the concepts of Nirvana and Moksha, involves not just comprehension but also a complete surrendering of the self, a realization of its illusory nature, and ultimately, liberation from the cycle of existence.


Thus, while spiritual enlightenment and Nirvana (or Moksha) are often used interchangeably, their meanings diverge significantly based on cultural and philosophical contexts. In the West, enlightenment is primarily about understanding, while in Eastern philosophies, it’s about liberation. Only when the facets of comprehension, surrendering, realization, and liberation are all present can we step beyond spiritual awakening into the realm of true spiritual enlightenment.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond Happiness

Embracing Non-Attachment and Eternal Bliss through Meditation

Creating a state of non-attachment and achieving contentment in life is a journey that many strive for. The key to this profound state of being lies in the practice of meditation, a tool that has been revered for centuries across various cultures for its transformative powers.

### The Illusion of Happiness


Happiness, as we often perceive it, is a fleeting emotion, a temporary state influenced by external circumstances. It’s like chasing the wind – always shifting and changing. This chase can often lead to a cycle of highs and lows, leaving us feeling more drained than fulfilled.

### Embracing Non-Attachment

Non-attachment, on the other hand, is a more stable state. It’s about finding peace and contentment regardless of the situation. This doesn’t mean becoming indifferent or emotionless. Rather, it’s about observing life’s ebbs and flows without being mentally and emotionally consumed.


### The Role of Meditation

Meditation is the bridge that leads us to non-attachment. Through consistent practice, meditation allows us to observe our thoughts and feelings without getting entangled in them. It’s like watching clouds pass by in the sky – they come and go, but the sky remains unchanged. This detachment from our transient thoughts and emotions reveals a deeper truth about our existence.

### Realization of the Self

As one delves deeper into meditation, a realization dawns – that we are the ground of all being. This profound understanding shows us that our true nature is not bound by the transient nature of worldly experiences. We are something more substantial, more permanent.

### Eternal Bliss

This realization paves the way for bliss, which is different from happiness. Bliss is a state of eternal contentment, unshaken by the changing tides of life. It’s a deep, internal fulfillment that does not depend on external factors.


### Conclusion

Non-attachment and bliss are states that can be realized through the practice of meditation. By observing our thoughts and emotions without attachment, we can discover the unchanging truth of our existence, leading to a life of deep contentment and eternal bliss.

 Morgan O. Smith

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Unveiling Divinity

A Whisper from the Abyss of Enlightenment

The inscrutable odyssey of a seeker ends at the altar of enlightenment, a realm where words stagger and concepts crumble, birthing an existence of boundless essence. It’s at this moment of spiritual enlightenment that a being enters a sphere of profound reality, touching the tapestry of the universe with a feather of transcendental wisdom. The essence of such a moment cannot be captured by mere words, yet we delve into articulating the aura of the ineffable enlightenment.

At the instant of enlightenment, the veil of duality is lifted and the inherent oneness of existence is realized. This unveiling is akin to a droplet finding its way back to the ocean, realizing its essence has always been part of the larger whole. This realization carries a boundless sense of fulfillment and completion, a harmonious ballet where the eternal dance of existence is experienced in its purest form.

The dichotomy of ego dissolves into the purity of being, transcending the shackles of identification and liberating the essence from the mere corporeal existence. This egolessness unfolds a reality where distinctions are obliterated and the quintessence of pure consciousness shines forth. The abstraction of perfection is experienced in the ordinariness of existence, portraying a canvas where every stroke, dark or bright, contributes to a masterpiece called Life.

A swell of profound empathy and compassion courses through the veins, and the heart beats to the rhythm of universal love, understanding the sufferings and joys of existence in its deepest layer. It’s here that the tear of joy trickles down, embodying the essence of divine love and the boundless openness of being. The feeling is paradoxical, it’s both an amalgamation into the vastness and a dive into the deepest core.

The experience of spiritual enlightenment is akin to a surprise, a shock, and a gentle whisper all at the same time. It’s the embodiment of paradoxes – emptiness and fullness, wonder and knowing, liberation and love. It’s a transcendence into a reality where the boundaries of comprehension extend beyond the horizon, into the realm of the infinite. The spiritual enlightenment is a state of pure existence, unadulterated by the conceptual mind, it’s a state of “suchness” – the true nature of being.

This journey from ignorance to enlightenment is a passage from bondage to freedom, from restlessness to stillness, seeking to finding, questioning to knowing. And yet, this knowing is not the end, but a beginning of living in an enlightened existence where every moment is a whisper from the abyss of the profound.

Morgan O.  Smith

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The Paradox of Perfection

Ground of All Being and Maya

The universe, in its vastness and complexity, brings forth a myriad of questions that have perplexed thinkers across generations. One of the most profound concepts to grapple with is the nature of reality itself. Within the philosophical tapestry, two concepts emerge with force and subtlety: the “Ground of All Being” and “Maya”.

**Ground of All Being**

The Ground of All Being is an abstract principle suggesting that there exists an ultimate foundation or source for everything in existence. This ground isn’t a tangible thing but a concept – the idea that there’s an underpinning, unchangeable reality beneath the mutable surface of life. This can be likened to the depths of an ocean where calmness reigns, contrasting with the choppy waves on the surface.

**Maya: The Illusion**

Hailing primarily from Eastern traditions, particularly Hinduism, Maya is the term that describes the world as we see it: a world of illusion, impermanence, and change. Maya doesn’t suggest that the world is fake, but that our perceptions and understandings are limited, sometimes deceiving us from the true nature of reality.

**The Paradox of Perfection**

At a glance, it seems paradoxical: How can a universe so perfect birth what is perceived as imperfection? The beauty of this conundrum is that perfection and imperfection are inherently subjective, shaped by our limited human perceptions and conditioned understandings.

Perhaps the universe is so intricately and impeccably designed that it incorporates imperfection as part of its perfection. Much like a symphony that uses dissonance to make the harmonious notes shine brighter. The imperfections, the fleeting moments, the transient joys and sorrows – they all serve a purpose. They make the canvas of life more prosperous, pushing us to question, seek, and understand.

Imperfections are not flaws but opportunities: windows into deeper layers of understanding, growth, and realization. When we confront Maya, we’re not battling falsehoods but navigating layers of reality, slowly inching closer to the Ground of All Being.

**In Conclusion**

The journey from Maya’s illusion to the Ground of All Being isn’t a path of renunciation, but one of realization. Realizing that the imperfections we see, feel, and experience are not mere aberrations, but intrinsic facets of a grand design. They challenge us, shape us, and push us closer to understanding the paradoxical nature of existence: that within perfection lies imperfection and within imperfection, an underlying, unchanging perfection.

Morgan O. Smith

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Exploring Spiritual Enlightenment

Unveiling the Essence of Being

Introduction:
In the realm of spirituality, few concepts captivate the human imagination as profoundly as spiritual enlightenment. It has been sought after, contemplated upon, and revered across cultures and traditions. At its core, spiritual enlightenment encompasses a holistic realization, knowing, comprehension, recognition, and liberation, leading to an intimate understanding of one’s essence as the Ground of all Being. In this thought-provoking blog, we embark on a journey to unravel the depths of spiritual enlightenment and explore its transformative power.

Realization: The Full Realization of What You Are as The Ground of All Being
The journey toward spiritual enlightenment begins with a profound realization—an awakening to the fundamental truth of one’s existence. It is an experiential revelation that transcends intellectual understanding, offering a direct encounter with the essence of reality. This realization unveils the interconnectedness of all existence and dissolves the boundaries that separate the self from the world.

Knowing: Knowing Who and What You Are as The Ground of All Being

Knowing, in the context of spiritual enlightenment, goes beyond intellectual knowledge or beliefs. It is a direct and intimate knowing of one’s true nature, beyond the ephemeral constructs of ego and identity. This knowing arises from experiential wisdom that transcends language and logic, revealing the profound interconnectedness of all life.

Comprehension: Comprehending What You Are as The Ground of All Being
Comprehension in spiritual enlightenment refers to a deep understanding that arises from the integration of realization and knowing. It involves grasping the inherent wisdom that pervades all existence and recognizing the underlying unity amidst the apparent diversity. This comprehension allows us to perceive the world through a lens of compassion, empathy, and interconnectedness.

Recognition: Recognizing What You Are as The Ground of All Being

Recognition entails a moment of profound insight where the illusory veils of separation and limitation fall away, revealing the truth of one’s being. It is a transformative recognition of our true nature as vast, boundless awareness, intimately interconnected with the entire cosmos. Through this recognition, we come to acknowledge the divinity that resides within ourselves and all beings.

Liberation: Being Liberated from Shape or Form, Free from Illusion and Attachments

Liberation represents the ultimate culmination of spiritual enlightenment—a state of profound freedom and liberation from the constraints of ego, attachment, and illusion. It is an experiential transcendence of the limited, conditioned self, allowing one to dwell in the realm of pure emptiness. Yet, paradoxically, this liberation is not a detachment from the world but a unification with it, as the awakened individual realizes their inseparability from the tapestry of existence.

Conclusion:
Spiritual enlightenment encompasses a multidimensional journey that surpasses the limitations of language and rationality. It is a profound exploration of the self and the universe, revealing our interconnectedness and inherent divinity. Through realization, knowing, comprehension, recognition, and liberation, we can embark on a transformative path that leads to a deeper understanding of our existence. By embracing the essence of spiritual enlightenment, we may find ourselves united with everything that is form while being liberated from the illusory constraints that bind us. May this exploration inspire you on your quest for self-discovery and awakening to the timeless truth of the Ground of all Being.

Morgan O. Smith

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