The Proton’s Revelation

When Consciousness Collapses and Expands as One

What if enlightenment is not a personal event, but a cosmic remembrance? A moment when every proton in the body awakens to its true nature, not as matter, but as the still point where creation and annihilation converge. The mystics have always spoken of an inner collapse and expansion, a simultaneous implosion into nothingness and explosion into infinity. Modern physics mirrors this riddle through the black hole and the Big Bang; two extremes that may, in essence, be the same gesture of reality folding through itself.

When awareness reaches its highest clarity, the boundaries that separate the subatomic from the cosmic begin to blur. A single breath becomes indistinguishable from the pulse of galaxies. The enlightened state might then be described as the universe turning itself inside out through human consciousness; each proton realizing it has never been separate from the gravitational core of all being.

At that point, perception no longer divides between what is collapsing and what is being born. The same force that draws the universe inward through gravity propels it outward through radiance. It is the eternal inhale and exhale of existence, experienced directly. To awaken fully may therefore mean to feel every particle of one’s body as both the black hole and the Big Bang; one endless continuum of creation rediscovering itself as “so-called” light.

Such an experience does not inflate the ego; it dissolves it. The seeker disappears into the singularity of pure awareness. The self that once grasped for transcendence becomes the spacetime curvature through which the infinite moves. Nothing is gained, yet everything is realized.

Morgan O. Smith

Get Your Free Copy of My Book, Bodhi in the Brain!

https://subscribepage.io/oTSZQu

Beyond Nonduality?

The Illusion of Going Further

Some spiritual teachers claim they have gone “beyond” nonduality, as if it were a stepping stone toward something greater. Yet the very notion of “beyond” creates an opposite, “before” or “within,” and the moment opposites arise, duality has returned.

Absolute monism allows for no such division. The singularity of reality does not exist as a point to be crossed or a boundary to be passed. It is not somewhere else, waiting on the other side of an imagined line. If you think you have travelled beyond it, you are still standing in the arena of conceptual thought, where the mind measures one thing against another.

In truth, the Absolute is not a destination, and it is not a stage in an unfolding ladder. It does not sit opposite to multiplicity; it holds multiplicity and its absence equally. It neither favours unity nor rejects separation. Both “beyond” and “before,” both “within” and “without,” dissolve in the same undivided field.

What remains is not something that can be claimed, owned, or transcended. It is self-evident Being, the source and container of every movement, stillness, and paradox. You cannot reach it, because you never left it.

Morgan O. Smith

Get Your Free Copy of My Book, Bodhi in the Brain!

https://subscribepage.io/oTSZQu

When I Say Full Awakening…

This Is What I Mean

Many speak of awakening, yet far fewer comprehend its fullness. I’ve encountered every kind—emotional, spiritual, philosophical, mystical. Each unveils a layer, each reveals a depth. But what I call full awakening—what I live as full awakening—is something few ever point toward, and fewer still embody.

It is not about personal clarity. Not about peace of mind, a better life, or even union with a divine presence. Those are steps, glimpses, fragments. Full awakening is not a state within experience. It is the collapse of all distinction between state and experiencer.

This isn’t about finding your place in the cosmos—it’s about the disappearance of place, cosmos, and self as separate notions. When I say full awakening, I am referring to the direct knowing that everything—absolutely everything—is a singularity.

Existence and nonexistence. Subject and object. The smallest subatomic flicker and the sweep of galactic spirals. Civilizations long past and unborn futures. Every religion, every philosophy. All thoughts. All acts. Every realm, every reality, every god.

The seen and the unseen. The formed and the formless. That which is birthed, that which dies, and that which never entered the cycle. All technologies. All intelligences. All contradictions and confirmations. All questions and every possible answer.

Not merely connected. Not even interdependent.

Indistinct. Inseparable. One.

That realization is not metaphorical. It is not poetic. It is not conceptual. It is total. It devours every duality and even the idea of devouring. It consumes the witness, the process of witnessing, and that which is witnessed—leaving no remainder.

So when another speaks of full awakening, I listen with care. Because unless it includes everything I’ve said—and also what they say—it’s not the same thing. The paradox, of course, is that what I’m pointing to also includes that divergence. It embraces even what appears to deny it.

Full awakening is not a peak. It is not an event. It is the vanishing of all altitude and time. It is not even a realization. It is what remains when all realizations dissolve.

One. Not a oneness made of parts. Not a whole made of pieces. Not harmony, not unity. Just One.

And that One is not separate from what you are.

Morgan O. Smith

Get Your Free Copy of My Book, Bodhi in the Brain!

https://subscribepage.io/oTSZQu

The Unveiling of the Absolute

Beyond Self, Beyond Knowing

There comes a moment when the dissolution of identity is no longer a metaphor, but an unmistakable reality. What once seemed separate—self and other, observer and observed—vanishes into the great singularity that is neither governed by measure nor confined by perception. In that unveiling, it becomes self-evident that existence is not a sum of parts, nor an interplay of subject and object, but an indivisible wholeness beyond all duality. The infinite, unbound by any law, does not require validation—it simply is.

No longer an idea or a belief, the One stands as an undeniable presence—an unshakable certainty. This knowing bypasses thought, untouched by structure or interpretation. It is direct, unfiltered, immediate, and absolute. Once shackled by questions, the mind ceases its restless inquiry, for the answer is not separate from the questioner. Here, the eternal does not unfold in time; it is the ever-present now, where past and future collapse into a singular, timeless recognition.

This realization is not a possession of the mind, nor an achievement of effort. It is a boundless, all-pervading awareness that, when touched, annihilates the illusion of separation. The seeker dissolves into that which was sought. Love ceases to be an emotion—it is revealed as the very substance of all things, the living essence of existence itself.

To encounter this absolute presence is to stand at the threshold of an unfathomable vastness, where even awe is devoured by the sheer immensity of being. What remains is neither silence nor sound, neither stillness nor movement, but an overflowing fullness beyond description. No imitation, no concept, no sublime experience in the relative world can parallel this recognition. It is pure actuality—without form, without boundary, yet wholly complete.

Those who glimpse this cannot return unchanged. The mind may attempt to grasp it, but the knowing is already deeper than thought. What was once seen as limitation is revealed as boundless freedom. What was once sought outside is known to be ever-present. And in that recognition, the paradox dissolves, leaving only That Which Is.

Morgan O. Smith

Yinnergy Meditation/Neurofeedback, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!

https://linktr.ee/morganosmith

Unveiling Divinity

A Whisper from the Abyss of Enlightenment

The inscrutable odyssey of a seeker ends at the altar of enlightenment, a realm where words stagger and concepts crumble, birthing an existence of boundless essence. It’s at this moment of spiritual enlightenment that a being enters a sphere of profound reality, touching the tapestry of the universe with a feather of transcendental wisdom. The essence of such a moment cannot be captured by mere words, yet we delve into articulating the aura of the ineffable enlightenment.

At the instant of enlightenment, the veil of duality is lifted and the inherent oneness of existence is realized. This unveiling is akin to a droplet finding its way back to the ocean, realizing its essence has always been part of the larger whole. This realization carries a boundless sense of fulfillment and completion, a harmonious ballet where the eternal dance of existence is experienced in its purest form.

The dichotomy of ego dissolves into the purity of being, transcending the shackles of identification and liberating the essence from the mere corporeal existence. This egolessness unfolds a reality where distinctions are obliterated and the quintessence of pure consciousness shines forth. The abstraction of perfection is experienced in the ordinariness of existence, portraying a canvas where every stroke, dark or bright, contributes to a masterpiece called Life.

A swell of profound empathy and compassion courses through the veins, and the heart beats to the rhythm of universal love, understanding the sufferings and joys of existence in its deepest layer. It’s here that the tear of joy trickles down, embodying the essence of divine love and the boundless openness of being. The feeling is paradoxical, it’s both an amalgamation into the vastness and a dive into the deepest core.

The experience of spiritual enlightenment is akin to a surprise, a shock, and a gentle whisper all at the same time. It’s the embodiment of paradoxes – emptiness and fullness, wonder and knowing, liberation and love. It’s a transcendence into a reality where the boundaries of comprehension extend beyond the horizon, into the realm of the infinite. The spiritual enlightenment is a state of pure existence, unadulterated by the conceptual mind, it’s a state of “suchness” – the true nature of being.

This journey from ignorance to enlightenment is a passage from bondage to freedom, from restlessness to stillness, seeking to finding, questioning to knowing. And yet, this knowing is not the end, but a beginning of living in an enlightened existence where every moment is a whisper from the abyss of the profound.

Morgan O.  Smith

Yinnergy Meditation & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!

https://linktr.ee/morganosmith

Absolute Monism

Singularity is the same as Multiplicity

In the vast expanse of philosophical discourse, few concepts challenge the contours of human understanding as the idea of Absolute Monism. At its core, it posits that everything is essentially a unified, singular reality, but herein lies a paradox: If all is One, how does one account for the seemingly infinite multiplicity that populates our universe? The answer, surprisingly, might be found in understanding that singularity and multiplicity are two sides of the same coin.

### The Illusion of Separation

We begin by reflecting on the perceived reality around us. Trees, oceans, planets, galaxies—on the surface, they appear distinct, diverse, and separated. Yet, each atom, molecule, and cell in these entities share a common origin in the Big Bang. If we could rewind time, all that exists would coalesce into a single point of infinite density—a singularity.

The illusion of separation emerges from our limited human perception. Just as a wave is not separate from the ocean, individual entities are not separate from the cosmic singularity; they are mere manifestations of the same unified reality.

### The Duality Paradox

Dualities pervade human thinking. Good and evil, light and dark, self and other. But these are merely conceptual constructs, artificial divisions we impose on the unified reality to navigate it. In Absolute Monism, these dualities dissolve. The line that separates singularity from multiplicity is a mirage.

Imagine a hologram. Every fragment of a hologram contains the whole image. Similarly, every fragment of our universe—no matter how minuscule—contains the imprint of the whole. Singularity is encoded in multiplicity and vice versa.

### Infinity within the Finite


It’s a profound thought that within every grain of sand, and every drop of water, the vastness of the universe is contained. In the singularity of Absolute Monism, the infinite exists within the finite. It challenges the linear perspective of beginning and end, suggesting instead a cyclical, intertwined existence where singularity births multiplicity and multiplicity reflects singularity.

### Embracing the Unity


Recognizing that all is One has profound implications for how we lead our lives. Embracing Absolute Monism is a journey towards compassion, understanding, and unity. When we realize that the ‘other’ is merely a reflection of the ‘self’, prejudices and divisions melt away.

To view the world through the lens of Absolute Monism is to appreciate the dance of singularity and multiplicity. It is to find solace in the idea that while we may appear separate, at our core, we are all interconnected fragments of the same cosmic story.

In conclusion, the essence of Absolute Monism serves as a gentle reminder of our shared journey in this vast universe—a universe where singularity is not opposed to multiplicity but is, in fact, its very essence.

Morgan O. Smith

Yinnergy Meditation & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!

https://linktr.ee/morganosmith

You are God Divided

The Infinite Dichotomy of Existence

Every atom, every particle, and every conscious entity in the universe has a story to tell. It’s the story of division, multiplication, and infinite expansion. At the heart of existence lies a profound mystery, one that has perplexed philosophers, scientists, and theologians for millennia. Could it be that we are all fragments of a single entity that chose to divide and diversify, just to experience itself in infinite ways?

Imagine the Absolute Singularity, a singular point of pure potentiality and absolute unity. A point where all is one, and one is all. But, for reasons beyond our comprehension, this singularity chose to divide. First, into two, then four, and so on, in a cascading process of division and multiplication. Each division produced a unique variation, a unique perspective, and a unique experience.

Why would the singularity choose to divide? Perhaps it’s an inherent desire to experience, to know, to feel. Each division brings about a new facet, a new lens through which the universe can observe itself. As we delve deeper into this concept, the notion emerges that we, as conscious beings, are those very lenses. Each of us is a unique perspective, a unique manifestation of that original singularity, trying to make sense of its existence.

The beauty of this perspective is that it places an inherent value on every individual, every creature, and every entity in existence. We are all part of the grand mosaic of life, each playing our part in the unfolding narrative of the universe. As we interact, love, fight, and explore, we contribute to the ever-expanding tapestry of existence.

It’s both humbling and empowering to think of ourselves in this light. If we are all fragments of the same original entity, then there’s an intrinsic connection that binds us all. A cosmic kinship that transcends race, gender, nationality, and even species. It’s a call for unity, compassion, and understanding. For if we harm another, we’re essentially harming a part of ourselves.

As you navigate through life, remember this perspective. See the divine in yourself and others. Understand that your experiences, emotions, and aspirations are all part of a grander narrative. You are both the storyteller and the story, the observer and the observed.

In embracing this duality, we can foster a world where understanding, love, and unity become the norm rather than the exception. It’s a journey worth embarking on, for in understanding our origins, we might just find our destiny.

Morgan O. Smith

Yinnergy Meditation & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!

https://linktr.ee/morganosmith