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Trans-Rational vs. Pre-Rational

The Subtle Distinction of True Spiritual Maturity

Many spiritual paths appear radiant on the surface, filled with symbols, mantras, and promises of transcendence. Yet beneath the surface lies a crucial divide often overlooked: the difference between pre-rational and trans-rational spirituality. Both appear to reach beyond logic, yet one regresses beneath it while the other transcends it entirely. To the untrained eye, they can look identical.

The pre-rational domain is instinctive, emotional, and magical. It belongs to an earlier structure of consciousness that sees reality through myth, projection, and emotional fusion. The pre-rational individual feels connected to life, but that connection is often undifferentiated; there is no clear boundary between the self and the world. Intuition replaces discernment. Myth replaces direct knowing. This is the consciousness of the dreamer who mistakes imagination for revelation. Many who fall into this category speak the language of mysticism but remain bound by emotional dependency and unexamined belief.

The trans-rational individual, on the other hand, has journeyed through the rational mind, not around it. They have integrated logic, science, and self-reflection into their foundation. Their transcendence is not an escape from intellect but a movement beyond its limitations. The mind becomes a servant rather than a master. Awareness expands to include paradox, complexity, and the ineffable without denying the relative truth of reason. Where the pre-rational personality confuses fantasy with insight, the trans-rational sees through both fantasy and logic as partial mirrors of the Real.

Many spiritual communities confuse these two movements, what Ken Wilber calls the pre/trans fallacy. Mystical language, emotional intensity, or devotion can appear “advanced,” when in fact they may mask regression to earlier, unintegrated states. True trans-rational realization does not deny the world; it refines perception until all appearances reveal the same unbroken consciousness. It honours both matter and spirit as dimensions of the same reality, seeing no need to reject one for the other.

The pre-rational seeks comfort in transcendence; the trans-rational finds freedom in presence. The former escapes complexity; the latter embraces it as divine play. One dissolves into illusion; the other dissolves illusion itself. The difference is not about how high one climbs, but how fully one includes.

Morgan O. Smith

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Once Enlightened… Your Problems Have Just Begun

The illusion is that awakening is the end of the road. That the moment the self dissolves, suffering bows out, and the curtain falls. But what if that moment is not an arrival, but a beginning?

Before awakening, the ego fights battles it believes are personal. After awakening, the battlefield is not smaller—it’s vaster, quieter, and infinitely more subtle. The old problems—desire, fear, control—don’t disappear. They shape-shift. They clothe themselves in spiritual garments and reintroduce themselves as paradoxes: “Should I speak, or is silence more aligned?” “Is this surrender or passivity?” “Am I still pretending there’s a me who can do or not do?”

No one warns you that after the clouds part, the sun may burn.

Liberation is not the end of pain. It’s the end of avoidance. One no longer flinches. One no longer hides. You feel fully raw, exposed, without anesthesia. And still, you sit. Still, you breathe. Still, you bow.

You now see with clarity what others can’t. You watch the mechanisms of ego turning behind the eyes of those you love, and the weight of compassion grows heavier, not lighter. You begin to weep for the world—not out of despair, but from a reverence so deep it bends your knees.

Once you’ve seen through the illusion of self, the world becomes impossibly intimate. Every leaf becomes your body. Every scream, your own. Every cruelty, a mirror reflecting the exact frequency of your forgotten selves. There is no refuge. There is only recognition.

You don’t get to leave the world. You return to it—with your skin ripped open, your boundaries gone, and your heart unarmored. Enlightenment doesn’t make you untouchable. It makes you unable to turn away.

There are no medals for realization. No applause for dissolving. No reward for merging with the absolute. What you get, instead, is a silence that never leaves you. A love so vast it terrifies the small mind. A clarity that strips you of every comfortable lie.

And you carry it.

Not as a badge.
As a burden.
As a blessing.
As a vow.

You walk through the world invisible, but more alive than ever. And your problems—they don’t vanish. They deepen. They purify. They sanctify.

Not because you are broken.

But now, you are whole.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Game of Black & White

How You Play the Game of Black & White Reveals Your Level of Spiritual Maturity

He doesn’t avoid the black squares. He just stops thinking they’re cursed.

You can tell how spiritually mature someone is by how they engage with contrast—not by how they escape it. The game of black and white is always being played. Light falls beside shadow, certainty walks with doubt, and gain is never far from loss. But while most are trying to land only on the white tiles, the one who has seen beyond duality walks freely across the whole board.

Spiritual growth doesn’t mean becoming invulnerable to darkness; it means seeing the darkness without contracting around it. A child in awareness recoils from discomfort and seeks the promise of the ‘light.’ A grown soul knows that neither is final, and neither needs to be resisted. The black square isn’t a punishment. The white square isn’t a reward. They are moves in the same dance.

The one who awakens learns to stop chasing symmetry. No longer obsessed with winning, they realize it was never about domination of light over dark, nor rising above contradiction. It was about presence through all of it. About meeting each moment with equanimity, whether wrapped in sorrow or shining in joy.

Some play to avoid pain. Others play to seek pleasure. But the wise one plays to see. And seeing, they cease to play as a someone at all.

They simply move.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Evolution Beyond Personal Deities

Embracing the Infinite

In the profound journey of spiritual awakening, there comes a moment when the personal god, once a comforting presence, begins to feel like an ill-fitting garment. This is not a rejection but an evolution, akin to an adolescent who outgrows their need for an imaginary friend. This metaphorical maturation reflects a deeper understanding of the divine as an infinite, formless presence, beyond any personal characteristics or limitations.

In our early spiritual development, the idea of a personal god can be immensely comforting. It offers a sense of security and companionship, much like a child’s imaginary friend. This anthropomorphic deity provides guidance, solace, and a moral compass, helping us navigate the complexities of life. However, as we delve deeper into the realms of spirituality and nonduality, our perception of divinity begins to transform.

The transition from a personal god to an impersonal, infinite reality mirrors our journey from ego-bound identities to the realization of our true, boundless nature. This shift is not about abandoning faith but about expanding it. It is about moving from a limited, dualistic perception of the divine to an all-encompassing, nondual awareness. Here, the divine is not a separate entity but the very essence of existence itself, permeating every atom of the cosmos.

Embracing this infinite reality requires a profound letting go of old paradigms. It involves releasing the need for a deity who looks like us, thinks like us, and intervenes in our lives. Instead, we begin to see the divine as an all-pervasive consciousness, a vast, unconditioned presence that transcends all forms and concepts. This realization brings a deep sense of peace and unity, as we recognize our inherent connection to the divine.

This evolution can be challenging. It demands that we confront our deepest fears and insecurities, the aspects of ourselves that clung to the comfort of a personal god. Yet, it is in this very confrontation that we find liberation. By letting go of the need for a personal deity, we open ourselves to the infinite, experiencing the divine in every moment, every breath, and every heartbeat.

In this state of expanded awareness, prayer and meditation transform. They become less about seeking guidance or intervention from a higher power and more about attuning themselves to the subtle, ever-present flow of divine energy. Our spiritual practices deepen, becoming a means of aligning with the infinite, of experiencing the divine as an intimate part of our being.

Ultimately, the evolution beyond a personal god is a return to our true nature. It is a journey from the confines of duality to the boundless expanse of nonduality. This realization is not an endpoint but a continuous unfolding, a never-ending exploration of the infinite depths of existence.


As we embrace this evolution, we step into a new dimension of spiritual maturity. We recognize the divine in all its forms and formlessness, in every aspect of life and beyond. And in this recognition, we find a profound sense of belonging, a deep, abiding peace that transcends all understanding.

Morgan O. Smith

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