Author, Philosopher, Spiritual Teacher, A Lead Facilitator at Sacred Media's Integral Mastery Academy, Founder of Yinnergy Meditation/Neurofeedback, Bodhi Mental Care & Wellness, Co-founder of KeMor Centre for Innovative Development
Satori, that sudden flash of insight, is not the kind of experience that can be prepared for or understood through mere intellectual exercise. It arrives unexpectedly, sweeping through consciousness like a cool breeze amid the summer heat. It’s as if all boundaries collapse, leaving only pure awareness. And it’s at that moment you realize—nothing is truly separate.
This fleeting yet profound glimpse into the fabric of reality shifts one’s perception permanently. Suddenly, the noise of daily life quiets. The weight of things that once seemed so important dissolves, revealing a serene clarity always there, patiently waiting. After experiencing Satori, a miraculous paradox unfolds—life doesn’t feel distant or otherworldly. Instead, the mundane becomes extraordinary.
Consider the sensation of holding a cup of tea. Before Satori, you might focus on the cup’s warmth or the taste of the liquid. After Satori, you might find yourself marvelling at the simple act itself. Each sip becomes a universe in motion, rich with presence and deep appreciation. Ordinary moments, once taken for granted, now glow with the same brilliance as those rare flashes of enlightenment.
Satori isn’t about escaping the ordinary; it’s about seeing the divine within it. Whether it’s the rustle of leaves in the wind or the sound of laughter echoing through the air, the smallest details become pathways to the infinite. There is no longer a need to search for meaning elsewhere; everything, as it is, reflects the sacred nature of existence.
The true gift of Satori lies not in the experience itself, but in its ability to transform our relationship with life. It teaches us that miracles aren’t somewhere out there, waiting to be discovered—they are embedded in the fabric of each moment, no matter how small or ordinary.
Suddenly, every breath, every heartbeat, every sensation becomes an invitation to return to that space of awareness. And it’s this quiet reverence for the mundane that truly allows one to live fully, with grace and wonder.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
Unconditional surrender is not simply about relinquishing control over circumstances, desires, or attachments. It goes beyond the surface. This form of surrender requires the release of the very concept of surrender itself. It demands a level of vulnerability so profound that even the notion of letting go must be let go.
What happens when there’s no longer anything to hold on to? Nothing to release? This is where true transformation begins. In this space, we step outside the dualistic framework of control versus surrender and touch something far deeper, a level of being where no effort or resistance exists. We are often conditioned to think that surrender means losing, giving up, or sacrificing. But unconditional surrender is not a loss—it is the full embrace of existence without the filters of ego, fear, or the need to manage outcomes.
When one stands in this openness, fully exposed and defenceless, something extraordinary happens. You come face to face with the reality of all that is. Without the mind’s endless chatter and strategies, there’s nothing left but the raw, unfiltered truth. And in that truth, you find freedom—not in the way we might imagine, but in a way that defies all prior understanding.
In the vulnerability of surrender, we experience what it means to exist without resistance, without striving, without seeking. It’s not about achieving some spiritual milestone or reaching a perfect state of being. Instead, it’s about dissolving the layers of defence we’ve built, trusting that whatever remains is exactly what was meant to be.
This path is not for the faint-hearted. It requires courage to step beyond the boundaries of the self and to let go of everything we’ve ever known. Yet, paradoxically, it is only through this act of ultimate surrender that we come to experience true liberation.
I would like to thank my colleague, Prakash, for mentioning Unconditional Surrender during our The Seekers Mind Clubhouse debate and for inspiring this piece.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
Chaos and tranquility often seem like opposites. However, they are intimately linked in the dance of life. As the world spins ever faster, with crises emerging like sudden storms on a summer day, a silent revolution is brewing beneath the surface—one that is neither loud nor confrontational but profoundly transformative.
This quiet revolution doesn’t rely on grand gestures or sweeping movements. It starts within the hearts of individuals who, despite the world’s noise, have tapped into a deeper current of awareness. These individuals aren’t driven by the need to change the world through force or ideology. Instead, they embody a shift that occurs when one aligns with the innate wisdom that lies beyond thought, beyond fear, and beyond the endless distractions that dominate modern life.
Imagine a moment where the rush of daily life pauses—not because external circumstances have shifted, but because the internal landscape has transformed. This shift is not the result of escaping the world, but of embracing it fully, with all its imperfections, recognizing that within the chaos lies the seed of order. When one looks deeply into the heart of the turmoil, an unexpected clarity can emerge, revealing the profound interconnectedness of all things.
Such moments of awakening are not reserved for the select few, nor do they require years of preparation or ascetic withdrawal from life. Often, they arrive unexpectedly, during the most mundane tasks or amid personal challenges. What matters is not the circumstances but the openness to receive what is always present: the silent awareness that underlies all experience.
This awareness doesn’t impose itself; it simply waits to be noticed. When recognized, it offers a perspective that transforms the ordinary into the extraordinary, where the boundaries between self and other dissolve, revealing a reality that is both deeply personal and universally shared.
The implications of this shift are profound. As more individuals awaken to this silent awareness, the collective consciousness begins to change. Actions rooted in fear and separation give way to those motivated by compassion and unity. Societal change, once thought to be driven by external forces, starts to emerge organically, from the inside out.
The silent revolution is not about overthrowing systems or confronting power. It is about the gradual realization that true power lies in the ability to remain anchored in awareness, no matter the external circumstances. This power is subtle, yet its impact can be far-reaching. As each person awakens, the collective vibration shifts, creating ripples that extend far beyond individual lives.
In times of chaos, this inner revolution offers a way forward—not by avoiding the challenges of the world, but by embracing them with a new understanding. It is the recognition that every moment, no matter how chaotic, holds the potential for awakening. When approached with awareness, even the most difficult experiences can become opportunities for profound growth and transformation.
This silent revolution is happening now, within the hearts of many. It doesn’t make headlines or trend on social media, but its effects are felt everywhere. The world is changing, not through external force, but through the quiet, steady awakening of consciousness.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
Emotional and Mental Breakdowns During Spiritual Awakening
Introduction
The journey toward spiritual awakening often appears, from the outside, as a serene and enlightened path. Yet, for those who walk it, the experience can be anything but peaceful. Emotional and mental breakdowns are common, and they serve a profound purpose. These breakdowns are not merely unfortunate side effects but are integral to the transformation that takes place during spiritual awakening. Understanding why and how they occur sheds light on the deeply transformative nature of this journey.
The Dissolution of the Ego
At the heart of spiritual awakening lies the dissolution of the ego, the part of us that identifies with our thoughts, emotions, and external identities. The ego forms a protective shell around our innermost being, creating a sense of separation from the world and others. As spiritual awakening progresses, this shell begins to crack and dissolve. The breakdowns that occur during this process are the ego’s desperate attempts to hold onto the illusions it has created.
Emotional turmoil arises as old wounds, suppressed fears, and unresolved traumas surface. These are not new experiences; they are fragments of our psyche that have been buried deep within. The awakening process brings them to the surface, demanding that they be acknowledged, felt, and released. This can manifest as intense sadness, anger, or anxiety, often without a clear trigger. The breakdowns are not a sign of failure but a necessary purging of what no longer serves the soul’s evolution.
Mental Deconstruction
Alongside the emotional upheaval, there is often a mental breakdown that accompanies spiritual awakening. Our minds are accustomed to operating within the framework of duality—right and wrong, good and bad, self and other. As awakening deepens, this framework begins to disintegrate, leading to confusion, disorientation, and a sense of losing touch with reality.
The mind, which has always sought control through understanding and categorizing, now faces the incomprehensible. Concepts that once provided a sense of stability and security—such as time, identity, and purpose—start to unravel. This can feel like madness, as the mind struggles to find footing in a reality that no longer adheres to the rules it once knew.
However, this mental breakdown is a gateway to a higher understanding. It forces the individual to let go of the need to intellectually grasp the vastness of existence and instead invites them to surrender to the mystery of being. What emerges from this surrender is a more expansive awareness that transcends the limitations of the thinking mind.
The Purpose Behind the Breakdown
The emotional and mental breakdowns during spiritual awakening serve a profound purpose. They are not signs of weakness or instability but are essential phases of the journey. These breakdowns break open the rigid structures of the ego and the mind, allowing the true self to emerge. The pain and confusion are catalysts for shedding the old, making way for a new way of being.
In essence, these breakdowns are acts of grace. They strip away the false layers of the self, revealing the underlying essence that is interconnected with all of existence. Through the process of breaking down, one is rebuilt on a foundation of truth, love, and unity.
Navigating the Breakdown
For those experiencing these breakdowns, it’s important to understand that they are temporary and purposeful. Practicing self-compassion and seeking support from others who understand the journey can be invaluable. Meditation, grounding practices, and connecting with nature can also help stabilize the experience. Above all, embracing the breakdown as part of the awakening process allows for a more graceful passage through these intense phases.
When to Seek Extra Support
These breakdowns are not obstacles for most individuals. But there are cases where mental illness could be a factor and needs to be identified and not mistaken for the awakening process. Extra support and seeking professional help in these cases may be needed. They should never be avoided or spiritually bypassed. In some cases, spiritual practices should be avoided altogether, especially if they exacerbate the symptoms or lead to further confusion and distress. Understanding the difference between a spiritual crisis and a mental health issue is crucial, as neglecting the latter can lead to unnecessary suffering and hinder the healing process.
Conclusion
Spiritual awakening is not a gentle process; it is a profound upheaval that shakes the very core of our being. The emotional and mental breakdowns that occur are not obstacles but necessary steps in the dissolution of the old self. By understanding and embracing these breakdowns, one can move through them with greater ease, allowing the transformation they bring to unfold fully. In the end, what emerges from the ashes of the breakdown is a self that is more authentic, whole, and deeply connected to the essence of life itself.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
In the vast expanse of human experience and scientific inquiry, there are moments when disparate realms converge, revealing profound insights into the nature of reality. One such convergence is the spiritually enlightened peak experience of absolute monism and the quantum phenomenon of superposition. This intersection invites us to explore a deeper, more integrated understanding of existence.
The Experience of Absolute Monism
Imagine a moment of profound stillness, where the boundaries that define you dissolve, and the illusion of separation fades away. In this state, you experience a boundless unity, a seamless oneness with all that is. This is the essence of absolute monism—a direct, transformative experience that reveals the interconnectedness of all existence. It is a realization that transcends intellectual understanding, touching the core of being and altering one’s perception of reality.
Superposition in Quantum Physics
Quantum physics, the realm of the very small, offers a striking parallel to this mystical experience. Superposition is a principle where a quantum system exists in multiple states simultaneously until it is observed. This phenomenon challenges our classical notions of a fixed, definite reality, suggesting instead a universe that is inherently probabilistic and interconnected. The act of observation plays a crucial role in collapsing these multiple possibilities into a single, observable state.
Bridging the Spiritual and the Scientific
At first glance, the realms of spiritual enlightenment and quantum physics might seem worlds apart. Yet, they both point toward a deeper, underlying unity. In absolute monism, the dissolution of duality reveals an undivided reality. Similarly, in quantum physics, superposition reflects a state of potentiality where all possibilities coexist.
The Role of Observation
In the spiritual journey, the realization of absolute monism often emerges through deep meditation or transformative experiences. This form of “observation” collapses the illusion of separateness, unveiling the unity of existence. In quantum mechanics, it is the act of measurement that collapses a superposition into a definite state. Both suggest that consciousness or awareness plays a pivotal role in shaping reality.
Indeterminacy and Unity
The indeterminate nature of superposition aligns with the spiritual insight that ultimate reality transcends fixed forms and definitions. Both perspectives invite us to embrace a more fluid and interconnected understanding of existence. They challenge us to move beyond rigid, binary thinking and to appreciate the complexity and beauty of a reality that is both unified and diverse.
Transformation of Perception
Experiencing absolute monism can profoundly transform how we perceive ourselves and the world. It fosters a sense of unity, compassion, and interconnectedness. Similarly, understanding superposition can expand our perception of the physical world, challenging classical assumptions and inviting us to explore the mysteries of the quantum realm.
Conclusion
The convergence of absolute monism and superposition offers a rich, thought-provoking perspective on the nature of reality. It reminds us that the boundaries between science and spirituality are not as rigid as they seem. Both realms, in their own ways, point toward a deeper truth—a universe where unity, interconnectedness, and the role of consciousness are fundamental. By exploring these intersections, we embark on a journey that not only broadens our understanding but also deepens our appreciation for the profound mysteries of existence.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
In the quest for self-discovery and enlightenment, the moments when our minds are truly blown—those instants of awe where the familiar boundaries of understanding dissolve—are not just moments of wonder, but gateways to deeper knowing. These transformative experiences, where we glimpse the infinite expanse of consciousness, serve as profound awakenings that redefine our perception of self and universe.
Imagine standing at the edge of a cosmic ocean. Each wave, from the smallest ripple to the towering tsunami, symbolizes the various levels of consciousness we experience. In our daily lives, we paddle near the shore, within the safe confines of routine thoughts and conventional wisdom. Yet, it’s beyond this shoreline where the depth of our being lies. When a thought, insight, or experience—seemingly simple or strikingly profound—blows our mind, it’s akin to a powerful wave that pulls us into deeper waters, into the uncharted territory of our inner selves.
What does it mean to have one’s mind blown? It is to be thrust into the vastness of the unknown, to confront the mysteries of existence head-on without the armour of preconceived notions. This confrontation is not merely intellectual; it is deeply spiritual. It is the raw encounter with the divine dance of creation and destruction, where every held belief is challenged and reformed in the crucible of direct experience.
Such moments are not about losing oneself but rediscovering oneself as part of a grander scheme. They are about touching the essence of the cosmos, feeling the pulse of life that permeates everything. These instances remind us that we are not just isolated beings moving through a static world; we are dynamic participants in a vibrant, evolving universe.
To cultivate a mind that welcomes being blown—a well-known mind—is to foster a state of openness and curiosity. It involves nurturing a fearless approach to the unknown, a willingness to let go of the ego’s desire for certainty and an embrace of the profound mysteries that life offers. It is a journey of constant evolution, where each mind-blowing moment is a call to a deeper exploration of reality, urging us to look beyond the apparent to the underlying oneness that connects all.
In conclusion, the mind that is blown is indeed a mind that is known—not just in the intellectual sense, but in the profound, experiential, and transformative understanding of the self and the universe. As we navigate through these expansive realms of consciousness, let us cherish these mind-blowing moments as precious opportunities for growth and enlightenment.
Morgan O. Smith
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In the profound stillness of existence, there lies a paradox that both mystifies and enlightens: the realization that you exist because Nothing does. This concept, which dances on the edge of comprehension, invites us to explore the depths of nonduality and the nature of our very being.
At the heart of this exploration is the understanding that nothingness is not a void but a fertile ground from which all things arise. This nothingness is the unmanifest potential, the silent source that gives birth to the multiplicity of forms and phenomena we perceive. It is the canvas upon which the universe paints its intricate patterns, each stroke an expression of the infinite potential that lies dormant within the void.
When we delve into the essence of nothingness, we begin to see that it is inseparable from existence. In the words of Eastern philosophy, form and emptiness are two sides of the same coin. The form is the manifest world we experience through our senses, while emptiness is the unmanifest potential that underlies and pervades all existence. This realization dissolves the apparent duality between being and non-being, revealing the inherent unity of all things.
To truly grasp this concept, one must move beyond intellectual understanding and into the realm of direct experience. This journey requires a willingness to let go of preconceived notions and to embrace the unknown with an open heart. As we surrender to the mystery of existence, we may find ourselves awakening to a deeper truth: that our very being is an expression of the infinite potential that lies within the void.
This understanding can have profound implications for how we live our lives. When we recognize that our existence is rooted in nothingness, we can begin to see the transient nature of all things. This realization can free us from the attachments and aversions that bind us, allowing us to navigate the world with a sense of ease and equanimity. We come to understand that, just as waves arise and dissolve in the ocean, our experiences are fleeting expressions of the boundless potential that lies within us.
Furthermore, this insight can inspire a sense of wonder and awe at the miracle of existence. Each moment becomes a precious opportunity to witness the unfolding of the infinite potential that lies at the heart of all things. We come to appreciate the beauty and mystery of life, recognizing that even the most mundane aspects of our experience are imbued with the sacred.
In embracing the paradox that we exist because nothing does, we open ourselves to a deeper understanding of the nature of reality. We come to see that our true essence is not limited to the forms we inhabit but is rooted in the boundless potential that underlies all existence. This realization can transform our perception of ourselves and the world, inviting us to live with greater compassion, wisdom, and grace.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
“Being spiritually awakened is like being a multi-billionaire, yet living like a bum.” In an era where the accumulation of material wealth often dictates societal status and personal value, the concept of spiritual awakening offers a radical departure from conventional measures of riches. This awakening is akin to discovering an inexhaustible treasure within oneself, a treasure that outshines the fleeting allure of material wealth. It’s a profound realization that one’s true essence and the universe’s infinite bounty are intricately linked, offering a wealth that is both boundless and deeply fulfilling.
**The Essence of Spiritual Wealth**
At the heart of spiritual awakening lies the discovery of inner peace, profound joy, and an unshakeable sense of unity with the entirety of existence. This form of wealth is unparalleled, for it cannot be quantified or depleted. It reshapes one’s view of happiness, shifting the focus from external acquisitions to the intrinsic value of being. In this light, the awakened individual embodies grace, viewing each moment as precious and every experience as a lesson in wisdom.
**Embracing Simplicity: The Path to Freedom**
The metaphor of living like a ‘bum’ symbolizes a conscious choice towards simplicity, humility, and detachment from the material. It’s a lifestyle that seeks richness not in accumulation but in appreciating the minimal and the mundane. This choice represents the ultimate freedom: liberation from the chains of desire, the fear of loss, and the societal pressures of ownership. It posits that true possessions are those that transcend ownership, such as love, peace, and enlightenment.
**Redefining Wealth in a Material World**
The journey of spiritual awakening challenges us to reconsider our definitions of wealth. It asks us to ponder whether we are as invested in our spiritual prosperity as we are in our material success. Are we cultivating our inner selves, pursuing virtues, and seeking understanding with the same vigour with which we chase worldly gains?
**Invitation to a Deeper Fulfillment**
This exploration is not an admonition against material wealth but an invitation to balance, to find harmony between the material and the spiritual. It encourages a life where external achievements and internal growth are not mutually exclusive but are intertwined in a dance of continuous evolution and fulfillment.
**Conclusion**
The metaphor of being spiritually awakened while living with the utmost simplicity is a powerful reminder of where true wealth lies. It urges us to prioritize what is everlasting over what is transient, the essence over the superficial. As we walk our spiritual paths, let us embrace the wisdom that the richest life is one lived in full alignment with the vast, untapped wealth of our inner being.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
In the vast, intricate dance of existence, chaos often seems like an unwelcome guest. Yet, from this very chaos, beauty arises, like a phoenix emerging from the ashes. To perceive oneself as the beauty that emerges from chaos is to embrace a profound truth about the nature of reality and the self.
Chaos is often misunderstood. It is seen as disorder, confusion, and disruption. However, chaos is the birthplace of creativity and transformation. It is the fertile ground from which new patterns, understandings, and ways of being emerge. In the crucible of chaos, the old is dissolved, allowing the new to take shape.
Our personal lives are no different. Each of us encounters moments of chaos, those times when life seems to fall apart when our carefully constructed worlds crumble. It is in these moments that we are offered a rare opportunity: the chance to reconstruct ourselves anew, to find beauty in our brokenness.
Embracing chaos requires a shift in perspective. Rather than resisting or fearing it, we can learn to welcome it as a necessary part of our evolution. This shift is rooted in the understanding that chaos and order are not opposites but are part of a dynamic interplay that drives the universe. In every storm, there is a hidden order; in every upheaval, there is a silent harmony waiting to be discovered.
When we see ourselves as the beauty that emerges from chaos, we acknowledge our inherent resilience and capacity for growth. We recognize that our greatest strengths are often forged in the fires of adversity. The scars we bear are not marks of defeat but symbols of our journey through chaos to a deeper, more profound beauty.
This perspective aligns closely with the wisdom of nonduality, which teaches that all dualities are ultimately illusory. Chaos and order, beauty and ugliness, success and failure—these are simply different expressions of the same underlying reality. By transcending these dualities, we come to see ourselves not as fragmented beings caught in the struggle between opposites, but as whole, complete, and inherently beautiful.
As we navigate the chaos in our lives, we can draw upon the insights of Eastern philosophy to guide us. The Taoist concept of Wu Wei, or effortless action, teaches us to flow with the natural rhythms of life rather than against them. By surrendering to the flow, we allow the beauty of our true nature to emerge spontaneously from the chaos.
In the stillness of meditation, we can find a refuge from the turmoil. By turning inward, we reconnect with the unchanging essence of who we are—a presence that remains untouched by the vicissitudes of life. This inner stillness is the eye of the storm, the center of the cyclone where chaos transforms into clarity and beauty.
Ultimately, to see oneself as the beauty that comes out of chaos is to live in harmony with the ever-changing dance of life. It is to trust in the process of transformation and to embrace every moment, no matter how chaotic, as an integral part of our journey toward greater self-discovery and enlightenment.
Morgan O. Smith
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In the grand expanse of existence, nature is a paradoxical entity, embodying acceptance while relentlessly pursuing change. This duality offers a profound reflection on the nature of being and becoming, serving as a mirror to our spiritual journeys. Nature, in its essence, accepts its form and function with a serene equanimity that belies the tumultuous undercurrent of evolution. It is in this serene acceptance that the seed of transformation is sown, propelling existence toward an ever-unfolding destiny.
Nature’s acceptance is not of passivity but of an understanding that the present moment is perfect in its imperfection. It acknowledges that at this very instant, it is the culmination of countless cycles of change, yet it is but a waypoint on an infinite journey of becoming. This realization is key to unlocking the mysteries of our spiritual paths, where acceptance and change coexist in a delicate balance.
The process of evolution, both in the external world and within the realms of our inner landscapes, is nature’s testament to the perpetual quest for growth and transcendence. Just as the earth’s flora and fauna adapt to the ever-changing environment, so too must we embrace the evolution of our spiritual understanding and enlightenment. Each moment is an opportunity to transcend the limitations of our previous selves, spurred by the acceptance of our current state of being.
In this dance of existence, where acceptance and evolution move in harmony, lies the essence of true enlightenment. It is a journey that acknowledges the beauty of the now while striving for the potential of tomorrow. Much like nature’s ceaseless evolution, our spiritual paths are marked by an unending quest for deeper understanding, connection, and oneness with the universe.
This reflection on nature’s duality serves as a reminder that in our search for spiritual awakening, we must hold space for both acceptance and the desire for transformation. It is in the embrace of this paradox that we find the freedom to evolve, not despite nature’s acceptance, but because of it.
Through contemplating the unyielding dance of nature, we are invited to explore the depths of our being, challenging ourselves to grow and evolve while remaining grounded in the acceptance of our present reality. Let us, therefore, take inspiration from the world around us, recognizing that our journey towards enlightenment is a dynamic interplay between being and becoming, where the acceptance of what is served as the foundation for what we are yet to become.
Morgan O. Smith
Yinnergy Meditation, Spiritual Life Coaching & My Book, Bodhi in the Brain…Available Now!
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