My Journey into Turiyatita and Kundalini Awakening
Amid the delicate balance of the manifest and the unmanifest, my soul stumbled upon the ethereal doorway to Turiyatita on a serene afternoon of December 14, 2019. Turiyatita, a whisper in the cosmos resonating with the enigmatic essence of nondual suchness, unfurled before me as my passport to the indescribable singularity of absolute being. This mystic voyage was both celestial and grounding, marked by a full-blown Kundalini awakening—a cosmic dance entwined through the silken threads of my physical, subtle, and causal body. As a peculiar paralysis caressed my earthly vessel, each twitch and shiver seemed to echo the ageless wisdom that sages sought through millennia.
With every ostensibly involuntary movement, I felt as if I were wading through the boundless choreography of human expression. Every asana, pranayama, and mudra, both known and unknown, found expression through the vessel of my being, weaving into a grand tapestry of divine play. Each movement transcended the ‘I’, echoing the boundless cosmos, resonating with every action and stance ever taken by any being across the sands of time. The dance crescendoed into a majestic pose embodying the essence of yoga—a pose that seemed to encompass all poses, every action, event, and the ceaseless flow of the universe folding into a singular point of profound stillness.
This stillness was a revelation unlike any other. It was a palpable melding with the physical realm, seamlessly extending into the subtle and the causal. Unlike my previous sojourns into the nondual reality, where the concept of self dissolved into the vast expanse of existence, this voyage felt more grounded, more material, yet soared beyond the material realm’s enigmatic boundaries.
The seeds of this monumental experience were sown much earlier, precisely in the spring of 2003. My voyage was tenderly cradled through the sacred rituals of Ayahuasca under the nurturing guidance of a Shaman, the boundless realms unveiled through 5meo DMT, N N DMT sessions, and other entheogenic encounters. The countless hours of daily sessions of high-tech meditation of Holosync, eventually blossoming into Yinnergy which I had designed and created in 2010, became a part of my daily repertoire, along with neurofeedback training. The turning point arose in 2018 when the fiery serpent of Kundalini uncoiled fully within me, heralding the profound occurrences that would unfold a year later.
The final catalyst was the divine darshan I was blessed with from the enlightened master, Paramahamsa Vishwananda in September 2019. The grace of the guru catapulted me into a deep nondual peak experience, paving the ethereal path to that transformative afternoon in December. Life, as I knew it, pirouetted to a new rhythm, a rhythm resonating with the heartbeats of the cosmos. The veil of Maya lifted, revealing a dance—a dance of divine ecstasy, an unending journey into the heart of existence.
The memories of the celestial dance still linger, softly nudging me toward the unseen, unheard, and unspoken realms awaiting exploration. Much more beckons to be said about that day, yet the profoundest of its essence may never find the veil of verbiage.
Morgan O. Smith
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