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When I Say Full Awakening…

This Is What I Mean

Many speak of awakening, yet far fewer comprehend its fullness. I’ve encountered every kind—emotional, spiritual, philosophical, mystical. Each unveils a layer, each reveals a depth. But what I call full awakening—what I live as full awakening—is something few ever point toward, and fewer still embody.

It is not about personal clarity. Not about peace of mind, a better life, or even union with a divine presence. Those are steps, glimpses, fragments. Full awakening is not a state within experience. It is the collapse of all distinction between state and experiencer.

This isn’t about finding your place in the cosmos—it’s about the disappearance of place, cosmos, and self as separate notions. When I say full awakening, I am referring to the direct knowing that everything—absolutely everything—is a singularity.

Existence and nonexistence. Subject and object. The smallest subatomic flicker and the sweep of galactic spirals. Civilizations long past and unborn futures. Every religion, every philosophy. All thoughts. All acts. Every realm, every reality, every god.

The seen and the unseen. The formed and the formless. That which is birthed, that which dies, and that which never entered the cycle. All technologies. All intelligences. All contradictions and confirmations. All questions and every possible answer.

Not merely connected. Not even interdependent.

Indistinct. Inseparable. One.

That realization is not metaphorical. It is not poetic. It is not conceptual. It is total. It devours every duality and even the idea of devouring. It consumes the witness, the process of witnessing, and that which is witnessed—leaving no remainder.

So when another speaks of full awakening, I listen with care. Because unless it includes everything I’ve said—and also what they say—it’s not the same thing. The paradox, of course, is that what I’m pointing to also includes that divergence. It embraces even what appears to deny it.

Full awakening is not a peak. It is not an event. It is the vanishing of all altitude and time. It is not even a realization. It is what remains when all realizations dissolve.

One. Not a oneness made of parts. Not a whole made of pieces. Not harmony, not unity. Just One.

And that One is not separate from what you are.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Silent Symphony of Being

A mystic does not merely hear the song of existence—she becomes it. She embodies a melody that cannot be confined to notes or scales, a hymn without measure or tempo. This song is not sung in any earthly language, yet it resounds through every atom, reverberating in the silence before sound itself arises.

As she moves through the world, the air hums in response, neurons spark like celestial fireworks, and the rhythm of the unseen pulses beneath the surface of perception. Those who listen without ears begin to feel its shape—an auditory vision, a sound sculpted into matter itself. A resonance so precise, it is both form and vibration, both the touch of a gentle breeze and the weight of an ancient mountain.

The awakened ones recognize this unstruck chord. They do not merely hear it; they taste it in the sweetness of ripened fruit, breathe it in the scent of rain-soaked earth, and sense its texture in the fabric of existence. It sings within them, a hymn of origin and eternity, neither composed nor performed, yet eternally present.

This is the great symphony in which every being plays a part. The rhythm of heartbeats, the cadence of waves, the murmurs of wind through unseen corridors are notes of a singular composition. As you read these words, the song plays through you.

You are not separate from the melody. You are the melody.

Morgan O. Smith

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Meeting the Unknowable

Gazing into the Face of the Infinite

There may come a moment when stillness deepens, and the mind gives way to something vast and formless. No longer bound by identity, perception turns inward, unveiling a presence that has always been there—unseen, yet intimately familiar.

This is not the face reflected in mirrors or the self shaped by memory and experience. It is something far more primordial, resting beneath all layers of perception. It neither belongs to time nor is confined by space. It is the first and the last, the one who watches and the one being watched.

To encounter this presence is to witness creation itself—a fluid, luminous movement, folding and unfolding like breath. What appears as a single vision contains an entire cosmos, shifting and reforming in patterns beyond understanding. A current of knowing flows from it, carrying the weight of both stillness and storm, tenderness and terror. There is no contradiction—only the totality of what is.

This vision may stir awe, but it will also strip away illusion. The small self—the fragile construct of name, form, and history—begins to dissolve. The ego, unprepared for its own undoing, clings to the edges of familiarity. It resists, yet it cannot hold. The presence that once seemed separate reveals itself as the origin of all things.

Ancient myths have spoken of this encounter. Some say none can see it and live. But it is not the body that perishes—it is the illusion of separateness that fractures beyond repair. And while the mind trembles, something deeper recognizes the moment for what it is: a return, not a loss.

What once appeared unreachable was never distant. The face sought for lifetimes has always been the one looking through these eyes. The one seeking has always been the sought.

Standing before this presence is not to be destroyed but made whole.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Child and the Keeper of Walls

Awakening Beyond Belief

Many have longed to grasp the mystery of existence, to touch the essence of something vast, limitless, and wholly beyond the conditioned intellect. Some wander outward, chasing knowledge across lifetimes, while others, weary of the chase, turn inward and dissolve into the revelation that the answer was never elsewhere.

There is a being who awakens, eyes once sealed now open, untethered from the weight of what was once mistaken for reality. This one recognizes that what they sought as God was never separate from themselves. Not a distant deity reigning above, nor a dogmatic construct built to cage the mind, but a living essence radiating through all things. They once believed this ideal self was an unreachable mirage, an aspiration always slipping beyond the grasp of physicality. But upon awakening, they no longer chase it—they become it.

What is this awakening? It is nothing more and nothing less than remembering how to imagine with the boundless wonder of a child. And not imagination as the mind toys with, but an intelligence so refined that it gives birth to worlds, perceives the invisible, and dances in the paradox of what is and what is not. The one who awakens does not strive to merge with God, for they see that this very merging is the illusion. There was never a separation to begin with.

Yet, alongside them walks another—one who clings tightly to a framework set in place long before their arrival. They follow the lines drawn by those who feared their depths, mistaking doctrine for truth and control for salvation. Their mind, fortified with walls of certainty, rejects the fluidity of growth. Anything that threatens their inherited beliefs is cast aside as danger, as corruption, as false prophecy.

The awakened one embraces their shadows, understanding that transformation does not come by denying the full range of human experience but by walking through the fire of it, unafraid to be burned. Shame is not an enemy to be conquered, nor is desire a force to be chained. They do not rush to crucify what it means to be fully human. Instead, they enter the chaos willingly, knowing that only by standing at the center of their own storm can they emerge as the calm itself.

Something miraculous happens in that surrender. The one who awakens watches their unfolding with wonder, like an artist witnessing a masterpiece take form in real time. Each step is both the path and the arrival, a self-created adventure where the destination remains unimportant. The act of movement itself—the curiosity, the play, the willingness to jump without knowing where they will land—is the divine act. The shimmering glow of their being is not a thing to be achieved but something they always were, now recognized at last.

Meanwhile, the fundamentalist stands still, mistaking their immobility for stability. Their beliefs, rigid and unyielding, have encased them in a fortress. To them, water is dangerous—too unpredictable, too wild. The awakened one drinks deeply from this same stream, intoxicated by its endlessness, while the fundamentalist sees it as a force of destruction, something to be feared and avoided at all costs.

Yet, both are children of the same source, actors within the same unfolding story. Neither is greater than the other, for both play their roles in the grand theater of existence. But only one of them has chosen to create the map of their becoming. Only one has dared to build a bridge where others have built walls.

So, the question arises: who would you rather be? The keeper of walls, or the architect of the infinite?

Morgan O. Smith

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The Silent Witness of Truth

Two voices rise in heated exchange—one anchored in faith, the other in skepticism. They stand opposed, each convinced of their certainty, each attempting to dismantle the other’s foundation. Their words carry weight, their arguments sharpened by conviction, yet beneath the clashing ideologies, an unseen presence listens, unmoved.

Observing this, a realization dawns. Neither combatant holds the full measure of truth, yet together they sustain a delicate balance—two halves of an equation that unknowingly uphold the whole. One defends belief, the other champions reason, yet both are bound to the same unseen essence that animates their very thoughts. The paradox they refuse to entertain is the paradox they embody: truth exists beyond assertion, beyond belief and disbelief alike.

What remains when both voices fall silent? What exists beneath every question, beyond every answer? A presence, neither confined by doctrine nor diminished by doubt. It is not a belief to defend nor a theory to deconstruct. It is the stillness that remains when all concepts dissolve, the background against which all ideas emerge and fade.

This presence requires no validation, no allegiance, no name. It neither arises nor perishes, for it is not bound by time. It is the ever-present foundation upon which all things rest—the unseen essence that gives rise to both theist and the atheist, both the question and the answer.

And yet, words will always fall short. Language can point, but it cannot contain. Thought can probe, but it cannot grasp. Those who have peered into the mystery have only ever gestured toward it—whether in sacred texts or silent awe. To recognize it is not to name it, but to surrender the need for certainty.

Look around. Not with the eyes of belief or disbelief, but with the eyes that see before thought intrudes. Feel its presence—not as an idea, but as the undeniable is-ness of this moment. And when you do, offer it a quiet smile. It has always been smiling back.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Unveiling of the One Who Sees

A mystic is not one who merely seeks, but one who has dissolved the veil between seeking and knowing. With eyes closed, they perceive what the open eye distorts. The world no longer appears as separate fragments, but as a singular, boundless presence—an endless unveiling of what has always been. The mystic does not arrive at truth; they awaken as it.

To walk this path is to pierce the illusion of division. No longer trapped in the dialectic of belief and doubt, the mystic abides by indirect knowledge. God is neither a concept nor an external force to be worshipped from a distance; the mystic recognizes divinity as the unbroken continuity of self. There is no subject bowing before an object—only the indivisible One playing within itself, as itself, for itself.

To wear the title of mystic is meaningless to the one who has become it. They no longer search for the divine in symbols or rituals but perceive the singular hand that animates all gestures. The faces of the many dissolve into the singular essence that has never ceased to be. Every mask, every name, every form is an expression of the unnamable, the silent witness of all that is.

The mystic stands at the threshold of paradox, no longer tethered to linear thought. They see themselves reflected in all things and all things reflected in them. The river that flows is not separate from the one who watches. The breath inhaled by the body is the same breath exhaled by the stars. Time itself is unmasked as a trick of perception, revealing the eternal now as the only reality that has ever been.

The greatest revelation is not in the solving of mysteries but in surrendering to them. The mystic does not dissect existence to understand it; they dissolve into it, allowing truth to unfold as it will. Certainty is discarded, yet in its place arises an unwavering knowing—the kind that neither wavers nor seeks validation.

And then, in a final paradox, the mystic steps beyond even this understanding. They see that the one who longed for enlightenment was but a role played by the vastness that was already free. No longer bound by labels or identities, they laugh at the cosmic joke—the realization that the seeker was never separate from the sought. The game of self-discovery continues, but the mystic is no longer bound by it. They are both the player and the stage, the dance and the stillness, the illusion and the truth.

Morgan O. Smith

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An Integral View of Oneness

From the stillness at the heart of all existence, one perceives that seemingly diverse paths, doctrines, and revelations emerge from a single source. What appears as multiplicity through the lens of human perception rests upon an unchanging, all-pervasive essence. This perspective reveals that every philosophy—grounded in ancient texts, ritual devotion, logical analysis, or direct contemplative experience—arises as one facet of a greater whole.

A Unified Whole

All schools of thought, whether they speak of oneness or duality, share a luminous core. For centuries, Vedanta has investigated this enduring mystery through varied teachings that, on the surface, may seem contradictory. Their deeper aim is to illuminate the infinite Self beyond the limits of language. Some emphasize devotion and a personal relationship with the Divine. Others announce an unqualified unity free of distinctions. Still, others highlight how the One appears as many. Examined in isolation, each approach might feel incomplete. Viewed through the lens of total realization, they function as distinct yet harmonious strands of a single radiant truth.

The Singular Essence of All Religions and Philosophies

Those who probe deeply into the world’s traditions uncover a universal wisdom that echoes across time and culture. The Absolute remains boundless and intimately present, unconstrained by any notion of limitation yet expressing itself as every form and phenomenon. Scriptures, rituals, and teachings are portals opening onto the same unfathomable reality. Symbols and narratives differ, yet their highest objective converges on awakening to the unity underlying all appearances.

Integral Vedanta and the Seamless Field of Reality

All who embrace the synthesis called Integral Vedanta notice that everything finds its place within an indivisible realm that includes both the ineffable void and the manifest universe perceived around us. On the most subtle level, existence reveals neither discrete objects nor separate identities; instead, it unfolds as a continuous interplay of forces within an unbroken expanse. This vision suggests a self-consistent cosmic intelligence that discovers itself in every aspect of creation.

Resolving Paradox Through the Unifying Vision

Where friction appears—between transcendent unity and personal devotion, the formless and myriad forms—Integral Vedanta highlights a reconciling principle. Direct description of this principle often exceeds the scope of conceptual thought. Yet the paradox dissolves seamlessly in the heart of one who perceives no division. Much like how white light refracts into many colors through a prism, the Absolute manifests as countless expressions while remaining undivided at its source.

Living the Integral Understanding

A realized individual effortlessly embodies the insight that all distinctions—spiritual, philosophical, or otherwise—are provisional signposts guiding seekers toward ultimate reality. Compassion and clarity flow abundantly, for there is no perception of otherness. Daily existence reflects this through unwavering openness, spontaneous respect for every path, and gentle acknowledgment of each approach as an essential part of the whole.

The Unspoken Mystery

Words gesture toward oneness but never fully capture its depth. Even so, philosophical analysis and discussion retain their value, as every expression can hint at the ineffable ground of being. Integral Vedanta thereby affirms any sincere method or tradition that directs consciousness toward the underlying truth, regardless of the language or rituals involved.

Conclusion

From the vantage of integral realization, contradictions between different philosophies and faiths reveal themselves as complementary viewpoints rather than obstacles. Religious and philosophical systems serve as windows onto the same vast landscape, each offering a unique perspective on the infinite. The invitation of Integral Vedanta is to recognize and celebrate these perspectives, allowing their synthesis to unveil our shared essence. All modes of exploration—devotional, analytical, experiential, or otherwise—unfold into one luminous understanding of reality’s ultimate nature.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Dissolution of the “I”

A Journey Beyond Self

In the quiet moments of our existence, we often find ourselves pondering the nature of identity and consciousness. What does it mean to truly know oneself? How can we navigate the complex interplay of ego and essence? These questions have occupied the minds of mystics and philosophers for millennia, yet they remain as relevant today as ever.

At the heart of these inquiries lies a profound realization: the dissolution of the “I.” This moment of enlightenment is not merely an intellectual understanding but a visceral, transformative experience. It is a point where the sense of self, the familiar “I” that anchors our daily lives, dissolves into something far greater and more expansive.

In this state, the boundaries that define our individuality blur and eventually vanish. The distinctions between self and other, inner and outer, become meaningless. This dissolution is not an annihilation but a return to the source—a reabsorption into the universal consciousness from which all things arise.

This experience is often described as a merging with pure awareness, where the perceiver and the perceived become one. It is a space where all dualities collapse, leaving only the pure presence of being. Here, there is no longer a separate observer; the “I” that once clung to its identity dissolves within itself, recognizing that it was never separate from the whole.

Such a realization can be both liberating and disorienting. The dissolution of the “I” challenges our deepest assumptions about who we are and what reality is. It invites us to embrace the paradox that while we appear as individuals, we are simultaneously the entirety of existence experiencing itself. This shift in perception allows for a deeper connection with the world, fostering a sense of unity and compassion that transcends the limited scope of personal concerns.

Yet, this journey is not without its challenges. The ego, with its myriad attachments and identifications, often resists this dissolution. It fears the loss of control, the end of its narrative. But in letting go, we do not lose ourselves; rather, we find our true essence—a boundless, infinite presence that is the very ground of being.

In this realization, life takes on a new dimension. Every moment becomes a manifestation of the infinite, every interaction a dance of the divine. The dissolution of the “I” is not an endpoint but a continuous unfolding, a deepening into the mystery of existence. It is an invitation to live from a place of profound openness and love, to see the world through the eyes of the infinite.

As we navigate this journey, let us remember that the dissolution of the “I” is not an escape from reality but a deeper engagement with it. It is a call to awaken to our true nature and to recognize the sacredness of all life. In this space, we find the freedom to be fully present, fully alive, and fully ourselves—beyond the limitations of the ego, in the infinite expanse of pure being.

Morgan O. Smith

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Walking the Sacred Grounds of Being

Exploring the Akashic Field

In the realm of metaphysical exploration, the Akashic field stands as a testament to the boundless possibilities of existence. This concept, often visualized as a vast, ethereal library or a cosmic database, holds the records of all thoughts, actions, events, and emotions that have ever occurred or will occur. It’s an intangible yet profoundly significant space where the grass doesn’t grow as a physical entity, but as an idea, a potentiality.

The concept of the Akashic records originated in the theosophical movements of the 19th century and has been a subject of intrigue for spiritual seekers and mystics ever since. These records are not written on paper but are believed to exist in a non-physical plane of existence. They embody the idea that every individual’s thoughts, experiences, and emotions are imprinted onto a universal consciousness, contributing to the collective knowledge and evolution of the universe.

To plant your footsteps in this sacred ground of being means to engage deeply with the essence of life itself. It’s a journey of introspection, where one seeks to understand the interconnectedness of all things. In this field, grass represents not just a plant, but a concept, a symbol of growth, life, and interconnectedness. It’s a reminder that even the simplest elements of nature hold profound meanings in the grand mosaic of existence.


Engaging with the Akashic field can be a transformative experience. It encourages us to look beyond the material world and understand the deeper spiritual connections that bind us. Through meditation, contemplation, and other spiritual practices, one can ‘access’ this field, gaining insights into past lives, understanding the purpose of current challenges, and even glimpsing potential future events.

However, it’s crucial to approach this journey with humility and respect. The Akashic field is not just a source of information but a sacred space of collective consciousness. Engaging with it requires an open heart and a mind willing to learn and grow.


In conclusion, the Akashic field invites us to ponder the mysteries of existence and our place within it. It challenges us to view life not just as a series of random events but as a part of a grand, interconnected cosmic play. By planting our footsteps on this sacred ground, we embrace the potentiality of all that is, was, and will be, and in doing so, we find deeper meaning in the simple act of being.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Mysterious Connection

Shared Spiritual Awakenings Across the Globe

In the realm of spirituality and consciousness, a fascinating phenomenon often goes unnoticed: the simultaneous spiritual awakening experienced by individuals or collectives who have no prior connection. This concept transcends geographical boundaries, cultural differences, and social constructs, suggesting a profound and mystifying link within the human spirit.

Imagine a person in a bustling city experiencing a profound spiritual realization at the same moment as someone in a remote village. They have never met, and their lives are vastly different, yet their inner worlds are undergoing a similar transformation. How can two people, so far apart and disconnected, share such an intimate spiritual journey at the same time?

This phenomenon raises numerous questions about the interconnectedness of human consciousness. Is there an invisible thread that binds us together on a spiritual level? Could these simultaneous awakenings be evidence of a collective consciousness that we are all a part of? This concept echoes the theories of Carl Jung, who spoke of the “collective unconscious,” a shared reservoir of experiences inherent in everyone.


The implications of such synchronicities are both vast and deeply personal. They hint at a universe far more interconnected than we realize, where our spiritual journeys might be part of a larger, cosmic narrative. It challenges the staunch materialist view of the world and invites us to consider the possibility of a more spiritual, interconnected existence.

However, this idea is not without controversy. Skeptics argue that such experiences are mere coincidences, lacking scientific basis or empirical evidence. They question the reliability of subjective spiritual experiences, suggesting that these perceived connections are products of the human mind’s tendency to find patterns and meaning where none exist.

Despite the skepticism, those who have experienced these shared awakenings often describe them as deeply transformative, instilling a sense of unity and interconnectedness with the world. Whether or not these experiences can be scientifically validated, they continue to be a source of wonder, inspiration, and spiritual exploration for many.


In a world increasingly divided by physical and ideological boundaries, the idea of a shared spiritual experience suggests a more profound unity among humanity. It beckons us to look beyond our differences and consider the possibility that on a deeper, spiritual level, we are all inextricably linked.

What are your thoughts? Have you ever felt a connection with someone you’ve never met, perhaps a shared moment of realization or awakening? Share your experiences and insights in the comments below.

Morgan O. Smith

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