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The Ultimate Awakening of December 14, 2019

A Journey Beyond Words

Nothing I say will ever fully convey what transpired on December 14, 2019. As I sat in my daily meditation, an extraordinary transformation began without effort. In an instant, I was engulfed by an indescribably bright white light, a radiance comparable to a thousand suns. It was so intense it nearly blinded me. As I entered this pure illumination, I faced an ocean of pure consciousness. Gazing at this boundless expanse, I felt myself merging with it until there was no longer a distinction between me and this ocean. At that moment, I fully surrendered. I lost my sense of self as it merged with this ocean of pure consciousness. I had become consciousness itself—a moving body of perfectly still water, free from the properties of wetness.

In this state, I realized I was the Source itself. The Alpha and the Omega, the beginningless beginning and the endless end. I transcended all space and time. I was all shape and form, yet formless. I embodied everything—past, present, and future. I felt as if I were the center of a black hole and the black hole itself. I was pregnant with all possibilities: the possible, the impossible, the probable and the improbable. I was both nothing and everything. As nothing, I was the void, emptiness, Sunyata. As everything, I encompassed all existence and nonexistence.

As all existence, I was the macro and the micro, all dimensions, and all events. I was every action, every noun, and every verb. I was every person, place, and thing. I was every creature, great and small. I was everything subjective and objective. I was everything on this planet, in the solar system, galaxy, and all galaxies. I was the universe itself, including the multiverse. I was every star that ever existed and every particle of stardust. I was every drop of rain, every grain of sand, every blade of grass. I was every microscopic organism, all quantum fields, and vibrating strings. I was every human being that ever lived.

As the entire multiverse, I witnessed my birth and death for eternity, as eternity. I saw myself as every single Big Bang that ever occurred and will occur. I was both life and death, witnessing every birth, death, and rebirth not just of sentient beings, but of the universe itself. I was fully omnipresent, everywhere at once, yet nowhere. I became the everywhere, every when, and everyone. I was all matter and all energy. I was every single particle and every single wave. I was all feelings, emotions, senses, and subtle bodies. I was all peak experiences, all pleasure and pain. I was all realms and dimensions. I was both God and man, both soul and spirit. I was all bliss, consciousness, and existence. I was the entire ground of all being. I was all-knowing God itself. I was the never-born and the never-dying. I was pure manifestation itself.

All of this was experienced simultaneously, in a state of total nondual suchness. It was an experience of absolutely everything and nothing, with no distinctions, yet with all distinctions. At that moment, everything was of the same source. I experienced the beauty of all religions glorified in my name, all philosophy, all fields of knowledge. Every mystery unsolved. Every song ever written and those yet to be written. Every invention. I was the spark of every surprise. I witnessed all of history and all future events. I was infinite. I was the Self. The I Am. The I Am That. I was both Atman and Brahman. I was both the cause and the effect. Yet, I saw nothing. There was nothing to see because nothing existed outside of me. All that existed was The Self. The Absolute of The Absolute. I was eternity. I experienced everything as both diversity and singularity. I was complete. I was whole. I had nothing to lose and nothing to gain. I was free from all suffering, free from all bondage. The only thing experienced was Samsara and Moksha, both Samsara and Nirvana. I was free from my existence, yet I was existence itself. At that moment, I knew and still without a shadow of a doubt who and what I am.

As the nondual experience began to dissipate and I became aware of my physical body, I felt broken. But in a good way. My heart was bent in two as love flowed throughout every artery. All of a sudden, I felt a force from the base of my spine pushing upwards through my spinal column. It felt as if a giant python was forcing its way up my spine, activating all my nerve endings. Every vein, nerve, meridian, and nadi burst with life-force energy. This python of energy surged through my spine and exploded out of the top of my head. It felt as if trillions of lotus petals of pure light were bursting from my crown, pouring out rapidly and dissipating as they hit the ground.

My physical body went into full spasm. At that moment, I lost control of all my bodily functions, but subjectively, my body felt like it was moving like the feminine serpent and every time I moved the entire universe moved with me. And when the universe moved, I moved with it. As I moved in this fashion, I felt like my body was performing every asana and every mudra simultaneously. At that moment, it felt as if my entire body represented different aspects of the universe. As I somehow performed every pose at once, I felt like I was the entire physical universe tied in a single knot. As this single knot, I was non-local. Every single facet of my body occupied the same space. For the first time in all my years of meditative practice, I finally understood the meaning of Yoga with a capital Y. From the outside, I was having a full spasm. I was drooling from my mouth, laughing hysterically from the depths of my gut while crying tears of exceeding joy. As I lay on the ground, my body moving uncontrollably, every atom, every molecule, and every cell blossomed into the most beautiful flowers. And as they bloomed, at once, they all shouted with a loud voice in every single human tongue, “I am Brahman!”

Morgan O. Smith

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The Symphony of Existence

How Your Thoughts Contribute to the Universe

In the grand orchestra of the cosmos, every note, every silence, and every crescendo plays a pivotal role in the composition of existence. It’s a symphony where not just the celestial bodies and the forces of nature perform, but also where your thoughts—those subtle, often overlooked whispers of your inner being—contribute to the universal melody. This concept may seem abstract, yet it underpins the profound interconnectedness of all things, a cornerstone of Eastern philosophical wisdom and nondual understanding.

The Ripple Effect of Thought

Imagine a tranquil pond, its surface smooth as glass. Each thought you harbour is akin to a pebble tossed into this pond, generating ripples that extend far beyond the initial point of impact. These ripples represent the influence of your thoughts on the universe’s continuous becoming. They are not isolated; rather, they interact with the ripples created by the thoughts of others, weaving an intricate dance of cause and effect, action and reaction.

The Creative Power of Consciousness

Your consciousness is not a passive observer but a dynamic creator. The thoughts you nurture and the focus you hold act as brushes and colours in the painting of your reality. This isn’t about manifesting in the materialistic sense often touted by pop-culture spirituality but about the subtle yet profound impact your inner world has on the external. Through mindfulness and intention, you can shift from unconscious creation, where thoughts are automatic and unexamined, to conscious creation, where awareness guides your mental processes.

Nonduality and the Illusion of Separateness

At the heart of this understanding is nonduality—the recognition that separation is an illusion. In the nondual view, there is no distinction between the observer and the observed, the creator and the creation. Your thoughts, then, are not merely yours but are part of the universal consciousness experiencing itself. This realization brings with it a profound sense of responsibility and empowerment. By aligning your thoughts with compassion, love, and unity, you contribute to universal harmony.

Practical Implications for Daily Life

What does this mean for your daily life? It means living with intention and choosing thoughts that nurture growth, harmony, and understanding. It means being mindful of the mental energies you cultivate and project into the world. This mindfulness transforms not only your personal experience but also contributes to the collective energy that shapes our shared reality.

It encourages a shift from ego-centric thinking to a more holistic, interconnected perspective. This shift fosters a deep sense of peace and fulfillment, arising from the understanding that you are an integral part of the cosmos, actively participating in its unfolding narrative.

Conclusion

The notion that your thoughts contribute to the manifestation of the universe invites a reevaluation of the inner dialogues we entertain and the mental attitudes we embody. In recognizing the power and responsibility inherent in our thoughts, we open the door to a more conscious and intentional existence. This journey of awareness is not just about personal enlightenment but about contributing to the universal harmony that orchestrates the symphony of existence.

Morgan O. Smith

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I Am the Beauty That Comes Out of My Own Chaos

In the vast, intricate dance of existence, chaos often seems like an unwelcome guest. Yet, from this very chaos, beauty arises, like a phoenix emerging from the ashes. To perceive oneself as the beauty that emerges from chaos is to embrace a profound truth about the nature of reality and the self.

Chaos is often misunderstood. It is seen as disorder, confusion, and disruption. However, chaos is the birthplace of creativity and transformation. It is the fertile ground from which new patterns, understandings, and ways of being emerge. In the crucible of chaos, the old is dissolved, allowing the new to take shape.

Our personal lives are no different. Each of us encounters moments of chaos, those times when life seems to fall apart when our carefully constructed worlds crumble. It is in these moments that we are offered a rare opportunity: the chance to reconstruct ourselves anew, to find beauty in our brokenness.

Embracing chaos requires a shift in perspective. Rather than resisting or fearing it, we can learn to welcome it as a necessary part of our evolution. This shift is rooted in the understanding that chaos and order are not opposites but are part of a dynamic interplay that drives the universe. In every storm, there is a hidden order; in every upheaval, there is a silent harmony waiting to be discovered.


When we see ourselves as the beauty that emerges from chaos, we acknowledge our inherent resilience and capacity for growth. We recognize that our greatest strengths are often forged in the fires of adversity. The scars we bear are not marks of defeat but symbols of our journey through chaos to a deeper, more profound beauty.

This perspective aligns closely with the wisdom of nonduality, which teaches that all dualities are ultimately illusory. Chaos and order, beauty and ugliness, success and failure—these are simply different expressions of the same underlying reality. By transcending these dualities, we come to see ourselves not as fragmented beings caught in the struggle between opposites, but as whole, complete, and inherently beautiful.

As we navigate the chaos in our lives, we can draw upon the insights of Eastern philosophy to guide us. The Taoist concept of Wu Wei, or effortless action, teaches us to flow with the natural rhythms of life rather than against them. By surrendering to the flow, we allow the beauty of our true nature to emerge spontaneously from the chaos.

In the stillness of meditation, we can find a refuge from the turmoil. By turning inward, we reconnect with the unchanging essence of who we are—a presence that remains untouched by the vicissitudes of life. This inner stillness is the eye of the storm, the center of the cyclone where chaos transforms into clarity and beauty.


Ultimately, to see oneself as the beauty that comes out of chaos is to live in harmony with the ever-changing dance of life. It is to trust in the process of transformation and to embrace every moment, no matter how chaotic, as an integral part of our journey toward greater self-discovery and enlightenment.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Intricate Weave of the Cosmic Design

Understanding the Perfection of the Causal Level

In the depths of the cosmic fabric, there exists a precision so intricate, that it defies the bounds of human comprehension. At the causal level, a realm beyond the tangible, every thought, action, situation, and event is not merely a happenstance but a fragment of a grander scheme, meticulously orchestrated. This notion invites us to ponder the unfathomable precision with which the universe operates, suggesting that everything occurring – past, present, and future – aligns with an impeccable calculation.

This perspective challenges us to view our lives and the universe not as a series of random occurrences but as parts of a vast, interconnected system, operating with purpose and precision. It beckons us to consider the implications of such a view on our understanding of fate, free will, and the essence of our existence. If every aspect of the cosmos is perfectly calculated, where does that leave the concept of individual agency?

Exploring this realm requires us to delve into the philosophical and spiritual implications of a preordained universe. It raises questions about the nature of reality itself. Is the universe a deterministic machine, its gears turning with absolute precision, or is there room for spontaneity and unpredictability? How do we reconcile the apparent paradoxes of predestination and free will?


Moreover, this understanding invites us to reflect on the role of consciousness in cosmic design. If everything is perfectly calculated, is consciousness merely a spectator, or does it play a more active role in the unfolding of the universe? This inquiry leads us to the heart of nonduality, suggesting that the separation between the observer and the observed is an illusion and that at a fundamental level, we are intimately woven into the very fabric of the universe we seek to understand.

The realization that everything is happening perfectly, as it is supposed to happen, offers a profound sense of peace and acceptance. It encourages us to view our challenges and struggles not as obstacles but as necessary steps in our evolutionary journey, perfectly placed on our path for growth and realization. This perspective fosters a deep sense of trust in the flow of life, guiding us to live in harmony with the cosmic order.


As we navigate our lives, let us contemplate the perfection of the causal level, recognizing our role in the grand scheme of the universe. May this understanding inspire us to live with intention, embracing each moment as a vital thread in the intricate weave of the cosmic design.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Agnostic Awakening

Embracing Uncertainty on the Path to Enlightenment

In the profound journey of spiritual awakening, we often encounter paradoxes that challenge our deepest held beliefs and perceptions. One such paradox is the experience of becoming more agnostic in the face of genuine awakening. This isn’t agnosticism in the traditional sense, where one questions the existence of God or a higher power, but rather a subtler, more profound skepticism towards the very manifestations of reality itself.

When one delves into the depths of spiritual enlightenment, particularly through the lens of nonduality, there emerges a transformative recognition: the essence of all existence—what might be termed ‘nondual suchness’—is far removed from the everyday appearances and forms that we typically navigate. This realization propels the enlightened individual into a state of ‘knowing unknowingness’, where the certainties that once seemed so concrete now dissolve into the more fluid and elusive nature of reality.

In this agnostic awakening, the illusions of form and separateness that once defined our experiences become transparent. We come to see that the distinctions we make between ourselves and the world around us are mere conceptual conveniences, rather than absolute truths. This insight doesn’t lead to nihilism or despair, but rather to a liberating detachment from fixed views. It ushers in a fresh way of interacting with the world—more open, more curious, and infinitely more flexible.

The implications of this shift are profound for personal growth and spiritual practice. It encourages an ongoing inquiry into the nature of reality and our place within it, rather than a static acceptance of any doctrine or dogma. This state of open-ended exploration is what keeps the spiritual journey alive and dynamic, preventing it from becoming stagnant or dogmatically rigid.

In embracing this form of agnosticism, we’re not rejecting the notion of a deeper reality. Rather, we are refining our understanding of how that reality is revealed to us in our daily lives. We become more attuned to the mystery that pervades existence, more responsive to the subtle intimations of a truth that is always present, yet never fully graspable in conventional terms.

This nuanced approach to spirituality does not solve the riddles of existence; instead, it deepens our engagement with them, cultivating a wisdom that is comfortable with uncertainty and enriched by an ever-deepening wonder at the complexity of the cosmos.


Let us then celebrate this agnostic awakening as a significant milestone on the path to enlightenment, a reminder that true understanding resides not in the accumulation of knowledge, but in the humble acceptance of all that we do not know.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Eternal Now

Understanding the Convergence of Time and Causality

In the realm of spiritual and philosophical inquiry, the concepts of time and causality often lead us down intricate paths of understanding. Consider the profound idea that the past, present, and future are not separate entities, but rather simultaneous occurrences, manifesting in the eternal ‘now’. This perspective invites us to view every event, every situation, and every action as interconnected and existing within the same infinite moment.

The notion that every cause is simultaneously an effect, and every effect a cause, further deepens our exploration into the cyclical nature of existence. This idea challenges the linear perspective of time and causality that dominates Western thought. Instead, it aligns with the Eastern philosophical understanding that everything in the universe is interdependent and in constant flux, yet fundamentally unified.


Such an understanding reshapes our perception of life’s events. It suggests that our actions are both the result of past influences and the creators of future conditions, all interwoven into the continuous fabric of the present. This holistic view can empower us to live more fully in the moment, appreciating the interconnectedness of all that is.

By embracing this perspective, we open ourselves to the myriad possibilities that each moment holds. It encourages us to live with greater awareness, recognizing that our thoughts and actions are potent contributors to the fabric of our lives and the universe at large.


In reflecting on this unity of time and causality, we might find ourselves more attuned to the subtle, yet profound, essence of life’s continuous unfolding. This realization can be a gateway to deeper spiritual awakening and enlightenment, offering a fresh lens through which to view our existence and our role within it.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond the Surface

Transcending the Illusions of Separation to Realize the Ultimate Self

In our multifaceted world, we often define ourselves and others through superficial layers—race, ethnicity, class, gender, and the like. These categorizations, while providing a semblance of identity and belonging, only scratch the surface of our existence. To fully embrace the essence of what it means to be human—and more so, to be a part of this vast universe—we must look deeper.

Consider the notion that what we perceive as differences are merely illusory, a play of forms and shapes, orchestrated on the surface of a much deeper, interconnected reality. This reality is not bound by the constructs that typically define our lives. It is beyond separateness and individuality, and even beyond the distinctions we draw between subjective experience and objective reality.

At the core of all existence lies the Ultimate Self, the ‘I AM That I AM’—a state of being that transcends all layers of diversity and division. This is not a self that can be easily defined by the languages of separation or difference. It is the foundational essence from which all life arises and to which it returns. It is in realizing this fundamental truth that we find true unity and connection.

To reach this profound understanding, one must embark on a journey of inner exploration, shedding layers of conditioned perceptions and societal labels. This journey is not about negating diversity or the richness it brings to our human experience; rather, it’s about seeing diversity as a beautiful expression of the One that pervades all.

As we delve into this realization, we begin to see that every being, every system, material or immaterial, is interwoven into a single, expansive web of existence. This vision of nonduality does not diminish our personal experiences but enriches them, offering a vantage point where we can see the interconnectedness of all life forms.

This perspective invites us to act with greater compassion and understanding, acknowledging that the essence we share is far more profound than the differences that appear to divide us. It challenges us to live with a sense of deep responsibility—not just towards other humans but towards all forms of life, recognizing that we are caretakers of the same shared reality.

As we navigate through our daily lives, let us strive to embody this awareness, to look beyond the immediate appearances and connect with the Ultimate Self in each other. In doing so, we not only transcend the illusory boundaries of race, ethnicity, and gender but also open ourselves to a more holistic and fulfilling experience of life itself.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond Beliefs

Unveiling the Divinity Within

In the realm of personal spirituality and enlightenment, the architecture of our belief systems plays a crucial role in shaping our reality. These systems, intricate labyrinths of thought and conviction, hold the power to liberate or confine us within their walls. It is through the meticulous construction of these beliefs that we often, unknowingly, crown a deity of our own making—a god born not of ethereal realms but of the very fabric of our convictions.

This self-created deity, governed by the edicts of our belief system, wields the power to influence our perceptions, actions, and ultimately, our spiritual journey. Yet, the question arises: what happens when we step back and observe the deity we’ve enthroned? Do we find a benevolent guide leading us towards enlightenment, or a tyrant, chaining us to the shadowy depths of ignorance and limitation?


The path to spiritual awakening beckons us to embark on a quest not outward, but inward, to the very core of our being. It invites us to question not just the nature of our self-created deities, but the very essence of belief itself. What if, in our search for divinity, we discover that the truest god is not one constructed of beliefs but one that transcends them? A presence that exists beyond the dualities of right and wrong, good and evil—a non-dual consciousness that simply is.

This realization invites a profound transformation, a shift from being a subject under the rule of a constructed deity to becoming a sovereign being, aware of the inherent divinity within. It is a journey from the external worship of a god made in the image of our beliefs to the recognition and honouring of the divine essence that permeates all of existence, including ourselves.


As we peel away the layers of beliefs that have long dictated our spiritual path, we uncover a luminous truth: that we are not mere subjects to a higher power, but integral expressions of the divine. This insight does not diminish the sacred but elevates it, revealing that enlightenment does not come from worshiping a deity external to us but from realizing our innate divinity.

This journey of enlightenment challenges us to dismantle the altar of beliefs we’ve constructed and to gaze into the mirror of our soul. In doing so, we discover that the god we’ve been seeking has always been here, within us, patiently waiting for us to look beyond the veil of beliefs and recognize our true nature.


As we traverse this sacred path, let us embrace the courage to question, explore, and ultimately dissolve the barriers that separate us from the divine essence we embody. For in the heart of our spiritual quest lies the key to our liberation—a realization that we are not bound by the gods of our creation but are, in essence, expressions of the infinite divine.

Morgan O. Smith

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The Paradox of Divinity

Navigating the Infinite Within

In exploring the divine, we often encounter a profound paradox that challenges our linear understanding of existence. The assertion that “God is everything, and everything is God” serves as a gateway to a realm where dichotomies dissolve, and absolutes become fluid. This perspective invites us to consider the omnipresence of the divine in all aspects of existence, transcending the binaries of good and evil, presence and absence, creation and void.

The essence of this assertion lies not just in acknowledging the divine in all that is seen and unseen but also in embracing the inherent contradictions it presents. When we say “God is everything,” we affirm the divine’s presence in every particle of the universe, from the majestic galaxies to the smallest grain of sand. This omnipresence suggests a unifying essence that binds all of creation in a single, divine continuum.

However, the journey does not end with the recognition of divinity. The statement “everything is God” simultaneously opens the door to its negation, implying that if everything embodies the divine, then the divine must also encompass the concepts of non-existence, absence, and even the dualities of good and evil. This paradox challenges us to expand our understanding of divinity beyond the confines of human morality and logic, urging us to embrace a more holistic view of existence where opposites are not in conflict but in an eternal dance.


The notion that “God is both good and evil” invites us to explore the divine not as a judge presiding over a moral dichotomy but as the totality of existence itself, where light and darkness are part of the divine play. It compels us to question our perceptions of morality, good, and evil, suggesting that these are not absolute but relative concepts that emerge from our engagement with the world.

In this light, the divine is not a distant entity governing from above but a presence that permeates every aspect of our reality, inviting us to find the sacred in the mundane, the extraordinary in the ordinary, and the unity in the apparent disarray. It calls us to a deeper understanding of nonduality, where the lines that separate self from other, sacred from profane, and creator from creation blur into insignificance.


This exploration of divinity challenges us to live with paradox, to find comfort in the discomfort of uncertainty, and to seek the divine not just in temples and texts but in the very fabric of our daily lives. It beckons us to see the world with new eyes, where every moment is an opportunity to encounter the infinite in the finite, the eternal in the ephemeral.

Morgan O. Smith

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Embracing the Divine Within

The Journey from Knowing to Being

In the profound journey of spiritual awakening, the realization that everything is Brahman marks a pivotal moment of clarity and insight. This realization transcends the intellectual understanding that you, those around you, and the universe itself are intrinsically connected as one divine essence. But intellectual realization alone does not suffice; it must evolve into a deeper, visceral experience.

To truly embody this universal truth, you must engage not only your mind but also your heart and soul. It is one thing to know you are God; it is entirely another to feel this truth resonating deeply within every fibre of your being. This emotional resonance is crucial because it solidifies your understanding into something tangible and palpable. It becomes an unshakeable certainty, a profound knowing that you are, indeed, the divine essence itself.


However, realization and feeling are merely the beginning. The next step is to embody this truth in every aspect of your daily life. This embodiment means living from a place of profound unity and compassion, expressing the divinity you have realized in your interactions, decisions, and responses to the world. As you navigate life, seemingly as an individual, you are moving from a foundation grounded in the totality of all existence.

The challenge and beauty of this spiritual path lie in its demand for constant integration of this deep knowledge into the mundane aspects of life. Every moment becomes an opportunity to manifest that divine connection, transforming ordinary experiences into acts of spiritual significance. In this way, the boundary between the sacred and the secular blurs, and all actions become expressions of the divine.


This transformation is not just a personal achievement but a gift to the world. By embodying divinity, you become a beacon of light and wisdom, guiding others toward their realization of the universal truth. In embodying this truth, we all contribute to a collective awakening, a shift towards a more conscious and enlightened world.

Morgan O. Smith

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