The Self You’ve Disowned

We often approach the idea of God as something external—an omniscient force watching from a distance, a transcendent creator who governs the cosmos. Yet this perspective keeps us trapped in separation, perpetually seeking something outside ourselves to fill a void or grant us salvation. What if the very concept of God points to an aspect of our being, an ultimate reflection of the self we’ve denied?

This disowned self isn’t the egoic identity that clings to its limitations. We have forgotten how to access the essence of boundless awareness, a space of infinite potential and wisdom. To disown something is to exile it from consciousness. And what has been exiled? The unconditioned self is the aspect of us that sees through the illusions of individuality and recognizes its oneness with all existence.

When we strip away the layers of attachment, fear, and identification with form, what remains? The answer is not a void in the nihilistic sense but a fertile emptiness where the fullness of life reveals itself. This is the realm where the divine resides, not as a being separate from you, but as the highest level of yourself—a self too vast, too luminous, to fit into the confines of your limited perception.

The Psychology of Disowning God

Many disown this ultimate self because embracing it requires the dissolution of the ego. We cling to roles, stories, and identities because they provide a sense of control. Yet these constructs are fragile, built on the shifting sands of impermanence. To own the highest self—the God-self—is to release the need for control, to step into the unknown with trust.

This is why the concept of God can evoke discomfort or skepticism. It forces us to confront the parts of ourselves that resist unity. The fragmented mind would rather see divinity as “out there” than face the profound responsibility of embodying it. To own the God-self is to accept that you are both the creator and the created, the ocean and the wave.

Reclaiming the Disowned Self

Reclaiming this aspect of the self is not about achieving something new. It is about remembering. This remembering begins with stillness—a radical turning inward that allows you to see the divine as the very ground of your being. It is the quiet realization that you are not a seeker in search of God; you are God, awakening to itself.

This journey requires profound courage. To reclaim the self you’ve disowned is to face the shadows you’ve avoided, to embrace the paradoxes of existence. It is to see that what you once called “God” and what you once called “self” are not separate, but one.

This realization does not inflate the ego. On the contrary, it dissolves it. When you live from the awareness of the highest self, every action becomes an expression of divine will. Compassion flows naturally because you recognize every being as another facet of the same essence. Suffering transforms into a teacher, guiding you back to wholeness.

Living from the God-Self

To live from this understanding is to inhabit life with clarity and grace. Challenges no longer feel like punishments but invitations to deepen your alignment with the divine within. Relationships are no longer transactional but become mirrors reflecting the infinite back to you. Every moment becomes sacred—not because of what it contains, but because of who you are as you experience it.

This is the ultimate paradox: God is not something you find; it is something you become by realizing you were never anything else.

Morgan O. Smith

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Emptiness and Form

Exploring the Essence of Ultimate Reality

In the vast expanse of spiritual philosophy, the concept of ultimate reality often emerges as a profound focal point of contemplation. At its core, ultimate reality is a paradox: an emptiness encompassing all that takes form. This paradox invites us to explore the intricate dance between the seen and the unseen, the manifest and the unmanifest, and the ever-present flow between these states of being.

Emptiness, in its essence, is not a void in the conventional sense. It is a fertile ground, a boundless potential from which all phenomena arise. This emptiness is not devoid of life; rather, it is the very source of existence, the womb of creation. It is in this emptiness that the seed of every form, every thought, and every experience is planted and nourished.

When we speak of “everything that takes form,” we refer to the myriad expressions of life—mountains and rivers, thoughts and emotions, stars and galaxies. These forms are the manifestations of the underlying emptiness, brought into being through the dance of energy and consciousness. They are transient, ever-changing, yet intimately connected to the unchanging, formless essence from which they emerge.

This understanding challenges us to look beyond the superficial appearances of the world. It encourages us to see the impermanent nature of forms, not as a cause for despair, but as an invitation to connect with the timeless reality that underlies all existence. This connection fosters a deep sense of peace and acceptance, as we recognize that everything, in its transient nature, is a part of a greater whole.

To truly grasp the nature of this ultimate reality, one must move beyond intellectual understanding and into direct experience. This requires a quieting of the mind, a stilling of the incessant chatter that often distracts us from the subtle truths of existence. In moments of deep meditation or profound insight, we may glimpse this ultimate reality—a state where the distinction between emptiness and form dissolves, and we perceive the unity that lies at the heart of all things.

In this state of awareness, we see that emptiness is not a lack, but a fullness—a fullness that contains all possibilities, all potentialities. It is a space of infinite creativity, where the play of consciousness unfolds without limit. This realization transforms our perception, allowing us to live with a sense of wonder and reverence for the mystery of existence.

As we navigate the challenges and joys of life, this understanding can be a guiding light. It reminds us that, at our core, we are not separate from the world around us, but deeply connected to it. In embracing the paradox of emptiness and form, we find a deeper meaning in our experiences and a greater compassion for all beings.

The journey to this understanding is a lifelong one, filled with moments of clarity and confusion, insight and doubt. Yet, each step on this path brings us closer to the heart of the mystery, where we may find a profound sense of peace and a recognition of the sacredness of all life.

Morgan O. Smith

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The God Beyond God

Transcending the Boundaries of Love

When speaking of God, we often resort to the most powerful language: love. We say, “God is love,” encapsulating the divine in a universally comprehensible and deeply comforting concept. But what if this notion, as profound as it seems, is merely a stepping stone to a deeper understanding? What if the God we believe to be love is but a veil, and beyond it lies a transcendence so vast and incomprehensible that it defies our very definitions?

In nonduality, we explore the essence of reality that transcends dualistic distinctions. Love, as we perceive it, is bound by duality—there is the lover and the beloved, the giver and the receiver. It is an experience of connection, an interplay between entities. But the ultimate reality, the God behind the God, dissolves these boundaries. It is an all-encompassing presence where subject and object merge, where the dance of love and beloved dissolves into pure being.

This transcendence challenges our deepest convictions. We find comfort in attributing qualities to God—love, mercy, justice—because it makes the divine relatable. Yet, these qualities are expressions within the realm of form. They are the waves on the surface of the ocean, while the God beyond God is the ocean itself, formless and infinite, embodying all potential yet transcending all manifestation.

To approach this understanding requires a journey beyond concepts, beyond the comforting boundaries of language and thought. It calls for a surrender to the unknown, a willingness to dissolve into the mystery. It is here, in the heart of this mystery, that we encounter the essence of nonduality. This is the ground of all being, where the distinctions between creator and creation, lover and beloved, God and self dissolve into a singular, ineffable presence.

In this state of transcendence, what we once called love is seen as a mere reflection of the boundless reality that underlies all existence. It is not a negation of love, but an expansion beyond it. It is an invitation to experience the divine not as an attribute, but as the groundless ground of all attributes. Here, we are not merely loved by God; we are immersed in the divine, where every breath, every heartbeat, every moment is a manifestation of the infinite.

To truly know God, then, is to venture beyond the familiar and the comforting. It is to embrace the paradox that the God we seek, the God we attribute with love, is but a shadow of the ultimate reality that transcends all attributes. This journey is not for the faint of heart; it demands the courage to let go of cherished beliefs and the humility to accept the limits of our understanding. But in this surrender, we find a freedom and a peace that surpasses all understanding, a union with the divine that is as boundless as it is profound.

Morgan O. Smith

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Beyond the Dualistic Mind

Nonduality as Direct Experience

Nonduality transcends mere philosophy. At its core, it embodies the direct encounter with the ultimate reality, which paradoxically, isn’t an experience in the conventional sense. The philosophy that arises around nonduality is intriguing, as it invites one to engage with a deeper form of wisdom. Yet, it’s crucial to acknowledge that this philosophical engagement is inherently prone to misinterpretation.

Consider the nature of thought itself. The very act of thinking about nonduality alters its essence. The subtle beauty and profound truth of nonduality are such that they evade the grasp of mental conception. To speak of nonduality is to risk distorting its pure form, as words are a tool of duality, crafted to delineate and differentiate.

Acting on nonduality further complicates its expression. Every action taken in the name of understanding or demonstrating nonduality carries the imprint of individual interpretation, thus never fully encapsulating its truest form. This is why nonduality cannot be pinned down as a mere philosophy or concept. It is beyond the intellectual and the tangible; it is the space where all dualistic perceptions dissolve.


However, this does not diminish the value of discussing and exploring nonduality. Each exploration, each dialogue, though imperfect, is a step toward the vast, uncharted expanse of understanding. It is in these explorations that we create space for insights to arise, even within the confines of our conceptual frameworks.

Ultimately, the pursuit of nonduality isn’t about attaining something or reaching a conclusion. It’s about the continual process of unlearning the layers of dualistic conditioning that obscure our true nature. It’s about resting in the spaciousness where true wisdom resides, beyond the reach of conventional thought and speech.


This journey invites you to experience the world afresh, beyond the confines of the dualistic mind. It beckons you to live in the wonder of the immediate and the real, where the essence of nonduality resides—not as a concept to be grasped, but as a reality to be lived.

Morgan O. Smith

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Turiyatitta

Exploring the Vast Mosaic of Life’s Perspectives

The concept of Turiyatitta, deeply embedded in spiritual philosophy, suggests a state where one can momentarily comprehend the perspectives of trillions of different life forms. This transcendent state goes beyond regular consciousness to a domain where the line between the individual and the collective blurs. Imagine perceiving the world not only from a human viewpoint but also through the experiences of animals, insects, microorganisms, fungi, and plants. This idea, daunting yet enlightening, pushes the boundaries of our understanding of consciousness and interconnectedness.

Consider the human perspective first, with its vast diversity, including various cultures, beliefs, and life experiences. Now, add to this the animal kingdom, each species with its unique way of engaging with the world. For instance, a bat navigates its environment using echolocation, a sensory experience vastly different from human perception.

Then there are insects, whose world of pheromones and ultraviolet vision offers a radically different understanding of existence. Microorganisms, invisible to our eyes, play a critical role in sustaining life, offering a perspective that could reveal the intricate workings of cellular life and the basics of existence.


Fungi, straddling the realms of the known and unknown, challenge our perceptions of individuality and community. Their networks, akin to a natural internet, show a level of connectivity that human technology aspires to reach.

Finally, contemplate the plant perspective. Recent research suggests that plants not only react to their surroundings but also communicate and remember. Imagine the view of the world from a centuries-old tree, silently observing the gradual flow of time.


Turiyatitta is more than a concept; it’s an invitation to broaden our consciousness and empathy. It reminds us that every form of life, no matter its size or perceived insignificance, plays a part in the grand scheme of things. This understanding could be crucial in fostering a more compassionate, empathetic, and connected world.

By embracing Turiyatitta, we recognize our role not as mere onlookers but as integral components of the universe’s vast mosaic. Each life form, each perspective, contributes to this mosaic, making it more vibrant and dynamic. This realization is humbling and empowering, urging us towards greater responsibility and deeper insight.


To experience Turiyatitta is to briefly touch the infinite, to connect with the essence of life itself. It’s a journey that involves not just the mind but also the heart and soul, moving us towards a deeper bond with all forms of life.

Morgan O. Smith

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Brahman as the Ultimate Reality

In the realm of philosophical and spiritual inquiry, the concept of Brahman stands as a profound cornerstone, especially within the nondual traditions of Eastern philosophy. Brahman, as perceived through this lens, is not just an abstract concept but the very essence of reality itself—a reality that transcends the ordinary experiences of separation and duality which dominate our everyday lives.

At the heart of this understanding is the recognition that there is a fundamental oneness underlying all existence. This oneness, Brahman, is the eternal, unchanging truth that pervades every aspect of the universe. It’s an understanding that challenges the notion of individuality, as it posits that the deepest essence of our being, the Atman, is not separate from Brahman. In this view, the individual self and the universal self are not two but one.


This realization brings us to the experience of Sat-Chit-Ananda. These Sanskrit words translate to ‘existence, consciousness, and bliss.’ When one recognizes that their true nature is Brahman, they experience an unshakeable existence that is beyond birth and death, a consciousness that is vast and all-encompassing, and a bliss that transcends all worldly pleasures and pains.

The journey to this realization is deeply personal and transformative. It involves peeling away the layers of illusion or Maya that cause us to see ourselves as separate from the rest of existence. Through various practices such as meditation, self-inquiry, and devotion, one can gradually come to the direct experience of this truth.


The implications of this realization are vast. In seeing all beings and things as expressions of the same ultimate reality, our approach to life, our values, and our interactions with others undergo a profound shift. Compassion, empathy, and a sense of connectedness naturally arise when one sees themselves in others and others in themselves.

In conclusion, the concept of Brahman as the ultimate reality invites us to look beyond the surface of our experiences and question the very nature of existence. It’s a journey that leads us not only to deep philosophical understanding but also to a transformation of our entire being.

Morgan O. Smith

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Brahman Through a Christian Lens

Exploring the Divine Tapestry

In the lush gardens of spiritual thought, there exist concepts that, at first glance, may appear to belong to entirely different landscapes. Yet, upon closer examination, one finds threads that weave them together into a grand tapestry of the divine. Such is the case when one seeks to understand the Hindu concept of Brahman from a Christian perspective.

At the heart of Hindu philosophy lies Brahman, the ultimate reality, the absolute existence, knowledge, and bliss. Brahman is not merely a god among many but the ineffable ground of all being, beyond form, beyond limits, the essence of everything that was, is or will be. It is an ocean of consciousness, infinite and eternal, from which the universe springs forth like waves from a boundless sea.

How, then, can a Christian approach this concept? Christianity speaks of God in terms of a personal deity, a Trinity of Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, yet also affirms that God is beyond all comprehension, omnipresent, and the source of all that exists. The Christian mystical tradition, with its contemplative gaze, has long sought union with the divine, echoing the Hindu pursuit of realizing one’s oneness with Brahman.

In the Christian mystical experience, one might glimpse parallels to the understanding of Brahman. The Apostle Paul, in his letter to the Colossians, speaks of Christ as the one “in whom all things hold together.” This echoes the sense of Brahman as the underlying reality that upholds the universe. Theologians like St. Augustine have described God as being closer to us than we are to ourselves, resonating with the Hindu notion of Atman, the innermost self, ultimately one with Brahman.

Furthermore, the Christian concept of agape, or self-giving love, can be seen as a reflection of the blissful aspect of Brahman. In creation, God pours out love, which might be understood as a movement from the fullness of divine bliss. The Incarnation, the event of God becoming human in the person of Jesus, is a profound expression of this divine self-outpouring, analogous to the way Brahman manifests as the universe.

Yet, there are also profound differences. Christianity insists on a personal relationship with God, while the realization of Brahman is often described in impersonal terms. The Christian God enters into history and suffers with humanity, whereas Brahman is often seen as beyond all duality and unaffected by the play of cosmic forces.

In exploring Brahman from a Christian standpoint, we tread a path of mystery and paradox, where words falter and concepts blur. It is a journey that calls for humility, for what we encounter is the divine mystery, which, whether named Brahman or God, ultimately eludes all attempts at definition.

As we reflect on Brahman through a Christian lens, we are invited not to a debate but to a dance of understanding, where diverse beliefs can enrich each other. It is a reminder that our grasp of the Infinite is always incomplete and that perhaps, in the silent spaces between our words and concepts, there might be more that unites than divides.

Morgan O.  Smith

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The Singular Thought

Unravelling The Fabric Of Existence

Introduction:
Deep within the cosmos, lies an interconnected web of creation. Many spiritual traditions and contemporary philosophies propose the notion of Nonduality – the idea that everything in the universe is woven from a single thread. This post delves into an intriguing proposition: that every single thing in the entire universe was, is, and will be created with just one thought.

The Essence of Thought:
Thought, in its purest form, is an emanation of consciousness. The ancient sages believed that the universe itself is a manifestation of cosmic consciousness. This single, all-encompassing thought is the seed from which the boundless universe springs forth.

The Nature of Nonduality:
Nonduality implies that there is no separation between the observer and the observed, between subject and object. This interconnectedness suggests that the whole of creation is intrinsically linked to our own consciousness. The singular thought that manifests the universe is also the foundation of our individual thoughts and perceptions.

The Scientific Angle:
In modern times, the field of quantum physics has begun to echo the ancient wisdom of Nonduality. Particles can be in multiple places at once and are deeply interconnected. Some physicists even posit that consciousness itself may be a fundamental aspect of the universe, interweaving thought with the fabric of reality.

The Ripple Effect:
Considering the idea that creation stems from a single thought, our own thoughts take on new significance. Each thought could be seen as a ripple in the cosmic ocean, interacting with and shaping the universe in ways beyond our comprehension. Our thoughts, emotions, and actions might have a more profound impact on the fabric of existence than we realize.

Practical Implications:
If we accept the notion of a singular thought behind creation, how does this affect our daily lives? It could be a call to mindfulness; to recognize the power and potential in our own thoughts. By aligning ourselves with the constructive, compassionate aspects of thought, we can contribute to the positive unfolding of the universe.

Conclusion:
The idea that everything is born of a single thought is a profound and enchanting concept that bridges ancient wisdom with contemporary science. As we navigate the waves of existence, let us be mindful of the ripples we create. The universe, in all its complexity, might just be the echo of one resounding thought.

Morgan O. Smith

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